i ain't strong enough...perhaps its my heart unwillingly to let it go..need lots of time .. but not another 4 years, i promise.

went over to MDIS to look for jennifer.

marcus, dan, ian & jez waiting for me as usual. Sorry i'm late...

throughout the trip to meet her, thought alot. wonder how am i possible to let him go.

Kept scolding myself. what the fuck i really want? He'll never be mine why am i still pining all my hopes on him? it's useless.. and i felt useless too ;(

1 day 1 meal.. i'm trying to slim down. fucks~ ian say im too fat to go on diet, im like =\

but i know he's kidding with me ;)

went to CCK look at the 3 guys eating while me and jennifer just drinking water.. NOT in the very good appetite to eat ...

went back to jurong. had our dinner. 3 mouthful and im full. Sigh my mind keep asking me not to eat anymore.. im just too hurt to have anything! ;D let me be okay? i need time to adjust myself.

-> my new addictions

-> good girl gone bad

-> his. ;( sorry

-> kenneth bought me this ytd. ( ;

i shall let go all those memories, perhaps this is the best solution i can ever thought of. CANDY just let go, u'll be happier