♥ Memories...

♥ Monday, September 28, 2009

I'm back!
Bought quite a number of items back.
Like shorts, bags, cap and etc (:
I'll blog about the trip once C-ardi send me those photos (:

i'll do anything just to see you being happy

at 11:26

♥ Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Will be back on Sunday!
(:

at 22:43

♥ Monday, September 21, 2009

People come and go.
Take it easy & I believed that time can heal everything.
Even for that broken heart.

I shall save those words like "dont worry its okie" etc.
It takes time to heal that broken heart.
I'd been through it, i know you'll be as strong to go through it.
I'm always there for a listening ears.
(:
Do take care ya!
Don't miss me alright?
I won't forget our dates when September ends :D

broken; shattered; pieces.

now you're feeling the worst however the worst will be over real soon.

at 19:54

♥ Sunday, September 20, 2009

I'm so looking forward to this upcoming trip with Mr C-ardi (:
Genting to KL!
Means shopping shopping shopping!
Food food food! (:
I'll be a good little girl after KL trip.
No more buying of clothes; heels; shorts etc etc.
Will only be getting my camera for Oct wishlist! (:

& lastly
let me congrat Mr C-ardi for passing his TP for the first attempt!
Great job budbud ♥

I miss that precious little love

is just random, dont probe (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥

at 13:42

♥

Before I starts to forget all my dates.
Let me remind myself here by ranting so please remind me in FB okie?

1) Got to meet up with Kenneth for movie marathon as promised!

2) Meeting up with Sharon before her exams to drag her out for a little retail therapy! (:

3) Snow making noises say I've tons of numbers, so she unable to date me. Im arranging Oct for all events! Squeezeeee time for you and baobei Peifen okay?

4) Big chill out with Ms J after 2 months that i restrict myself from drinking !

5) Prawning session with daweb (:

6) Steamboat session with Winnie, Joyjoy and Huimin

7) Get my camera! (:

8) No buying of clothes or heels or whatsoever during Oct as promised!

Yes that's all for the reminder (:

at 01:02

♥

Must be wondering, what am i letting go of?
Let me rewind a little regarding today (:
Work work work, been a real busy day at Paragon.
Was raining cats and dogs when I reached store! Phew! Im lucky, if not will be drenched like again?

For me, working seems to be more tiring than ever?
Not knowing why either.
Anyway worked till around 5pm and got extend a little due to some mistakes etc etc.
Sylvia and Keith was waiting for me outside the store.
Went to Bakerzin for our dinner (:
Had my usual and introduced it to the lovebirds, they loves it too!
Glad so.
Nothing much, left paragon and went separated way with them.

Headed my way down to Plaza Singapura to roam around myself.
Yes, it's alone.
Does it even matter? Can't i roamed around PS alone?
Hahaha!
I go straight to get my shoe and roamed a little while more headed back to CityHall and met up with Kiat (;

Chatted our journey back home, alighted at Chinese Garden station itself.
We seems to have lots to talk about especially regarding my stuffs.
Bought some drinks and chill around the playground.
Talk about the past regarding the suppy group which has already no longer together, my previous relationship.
Know what?
Kiat gave me lots of encouragement that i actually picked my courage to burn those photos away.
I know, I'd already let go.
I'm proud of myself!

RICH RICH RICH ! ! !
My heart no longer sank when anyone mentions his name or regarding his issues.
I smile like how i used to.
Hope that you can be happy for me! (:

Headed back home, and spring-clean my room.
Threw away all unwanted bags and some no longer important stuffs that clutters up my room.
I'm tired after the cleaning.
Jackie appears at the doorway out of sudden to watch soccer over at my place.
Means no peace tonight?
Anyway
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.
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It's time for beddy!
Tomorrow on morning shift like again?
Good luck candy!

With loves,
Candy

at 00:45

♥ Thursday, September 17, 2009

Anyway finished work early today like 4pm?
Lunch-ed over at LP with Gilbert.
Chatted for awhile regarding work issues (: I know i can speaks freely in front of Gilbert, do not have to hide or anything.

Bus-ed home and fell asleep on the bus.
My head spins like no one business. must be due to wrong sleeping position that caused my neck and shoulders aches badly.
I need tons of salonpas or medicated plaster to ease the pain and aches itself.
Lately the weather isn't that good.
Been very hazy and due to some construction work behind the door in the store that cause bad ventilation. Sales is good today, probably i'm in luck?
Big purchases today which makes me feel a little motivated after all those shits.

Okay no more work issue in my entry.
Received a text from Cardi.
HE PASSED HIS TP !
OH MY GOODNESS!
Means i'll have M&Ms milk chocolates supply and 1 dozen of Corona from Cardi Chiaaaa ♥
Thank you so much in advance Uncle Chia !
Hahaha (:

Anyway I know many tried to ask what's my relationship with Cardi.
Wah lao! We're good friend okay?
I'm his best brother whereby he's my best Sister. Though sound a little guniangs.
wahahas
Not knowing why, people always like to assume that a guy and a woman must be a couple whenever they're close.
Their mindset stucked over at the 60 centuries?
Couldn't believe it.
Let me count...
I've already know Cardi for like eh ...
4 years? Or more?
I don't remember, i only know that we can talk about anything.
To the extend, i'll call him in the middle of the night saying ..
.
.
.
" can you tell me a joke? Please? "
He knew something is wrong with me.
As for myself on the other side of the phone will try my best to hold back whatever emotions i have till he say " just cry "
I'll sob like a crybaby.
Other than Ms J, he's the other one that allows me to behave like these at times.
He knows that i'm not as strong as others think that i am.
I'm able to behave myself the real me in front of me.
Thats what Friends are for.
(:
Thanks bud bud ♥

I'm so so looking forward to this coming Thursday ♥♥♥
It's gonna be a short runaway with my best bud!
Will be back on Sunday evening (:
Anyone wanna sponsor me more moolaas :D
HAHA
I verbally told Daddy that i'm going on a trip, he didn't say wanna sponsor !
Hahaha~ Wishful thinking of mine for my daddy to sponsor me for a trip :P
Just pray that he'll be willingly sponsor my trip a little for me to buy more stuffs (:(:(:

Life has been great i supposed?
Not really motivated to do things actually.
As days passes by, I felt useless at times.
God, what a thinking from Candy right?
I just hope for the better.
I'd stopped clubbing lately, means no alcohol only lemon tea!
3 claps for candy for being such a good girl!
I'm getting tired, bed time!

Good nights and loves for all
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

at 23:49

♥ Saturday, September 12, 2009

Edited post, previous post i'd rant here i actually removed it.

Anyway it's the 12th like again?
Supposingly agreed to meet up for chit chat session or so, last minute cancel and waited for few hours without any calls.
Though it's no longer important, however not knowing why i still agrees on waiting for no reason.
Hahaha!
That's hilarious right?

I know I know, when my friends get to know this.
All starts to yell at me being dumb.
Whatever lor? I thought so what, initially just a meet up for chat session what.
Just like Ms J told me " you put hopes aren't you? "
Yes i do, pushing all appointments to accomodate, that's how silly am i.
Anyway chances and hopes are illusionary or rather not reality.
We walk towards future not turning back and walked back into the past.
Sounds confusing? Or am i convincing enough to everyone?

Let's summarized everything now.
He will always be the someone special for sure.
Can't be sure if one day i will be able to find the one that loves me.
By then, i'll choose the one that loves me rather than the one i love (:
However like what I've wrote, he will always be someone special.
Nothing else, as long as he's happy.
I'm glad and contented (:
Goodbye!
I need to sleep sleep sleep!

E X H A U S T E D

at 10:29

♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009

Will time stop ticking at that moment?

09th Sept 09.

I'll see you when Spring comes, a promise from me to you.

baby i'll wait for you (:

P.S - I took this image from Jannah (:

at 19:59

♥

Lately been spending lots of my time on my phone itself.
On the line On the line On the line, chatting my bedtime away (:
Been such a long time ever since i felt so different (:

Anyway will be going on a short vacation with Cardi.
& don't ask " You and cardi only? "
YES only the both of us.
We're good buddy leh! So what going trip with just the both of us?
Are you guys that conservative? :D
Good night.
Time for bed.
Update soon!

at 00:57

♥ Tuesday, September 8, 2009

After such long period of hardwork by the Paragon's team!

We went through bad and terrible set-up and dismantle that almost tired out the warriors. However, great job team!

You all are the best!

Even with obstacles, everyone in the team actually continues this tough time. Anyway been busy all the way due to Atrium event.

After 10 days of tiredness, sleepiness and annoy-ness from everyone, we had a break for the time being till this coming friday for changing of layout and 14th Sept for the removing of storeroom back to Paragon's management. I'm sure we will have a good rest from 14th onwards! Phew!~
Been so so busy and lots of things happen despites the busy schedule at work! I coped it well aint i? wahahas~ Self-praise as usual?

Let me refresh my own memory.
1st September 2009

Working working working. So so busy at work due to upcoming hacking of the storeroom to return back to Paragon's management. It means got to clear the storeroom mess first. Lovella & myself together with Gilbert actually starts doing the faulty list items to be sent back to warehouse. Realised, tons of faulty products in the store itself. As usual, never go back home on time.

Headed back home via cab and met up with my dearest mummy ? She passed me some clothes and slipper and passed my monthly pocket money to her. Around 10pm, bid goodbye to mummy and bus-ed over to meet up with Ms J waited for Ms J to knock off and headed for our steamboat session over at the newly opened stall opposite Chinese Garden Mrt station. Not bad, however the soup base is a little over too salty. Hahaha & got knocked out once i'm back at home after doing some chores at home. haha!
2nd September 2009

Was scheduled Noon shift, yes it's Wednesday!

I wore an off-shoulder black printed green top with my skinny and a pair of killer heels to work as i'm heading out to chill at night after work!

Yup, i took a break by drinking a little that night.

Was chatting with Vincent and he kept saying I got like so many programme!
Cannot meh?
I'm so so tired of working so i suggested a chill out drinking session at Bar itself! Not as enthusiastic as in the past, Corona is love.

Had 2 bottles of Corona whereas she had her not very fantastic Long Island tea which i dislikes the most. Hahaha~ Was chatting with Mark though. Jay gave the surprised look when he sees us over at the bar itself. Left quite early as do not really have the mood to chill over there.

Was so packed with humans can? Basically left around 1 plus, Dennis the friendly cabby came to pick us both up as usual (: Throughout the trip was saying about whenever we drunk or tipsy who is being a nuisance or noisy in cab. I was saying Ms J but Dennis helped say BOTH OF US ALSO. Ms J actually said " Tortoise saying turtle slow " Whatever~ Hahaha~

Though i agreed that both of us be it we're tipsy or sober, we're as noisy. So not much difference. Reached home around 2 plus, bathed and showered. Chatted with Vincent awhile and headed to bed after that.

That's all :D

3rd September 2009
My OFF DAY! OH MAN! Happy okie? Met up with Cardi over at Lavender. Usual, He's LATE.

Yes, he stayed Tampines yet he's late meeting me! We headed our way to Golden Mile Complex to purchase our tickets for holiday. Yah yah, the sales guy actually assumed that we're couple. Does that mean that going holiday with a male friend / opposite gender means that they're together? What kind of thinking is that?

I actually replied "So only couple can go holiday together? Good friends can't?" I know i'm being sarcastic but i'm trying to change their thinking. Ha ha ha! Cardi was complaining that he's going to faint soon if he still do not want to eat.So we went to Beach Road market for early dinner? He had his dry fish noodles and as for myself. I got tangyuan (:
After dinner, went up to level 3 to search for the flops which i bought a year back.

I promised Michy and Serena to buy them one. So i got myself another black flipflop and 2 for Michy and Serena. Cardi got 1 for himself. Believe it or not. It's damn comfy! & . . .

It's S$ 5 ONLY! Hahahas! After that, we decided to head down to Tampines after a long discussion. Throughout the trip, i'm like so so nervous okie? Walked around Tampines didn't get to see anything however tons of flashes through my mind itself. Went to the new Tamp Mall, Tenchi (: Saw some plushy which catches my eyes like USUAL!

Haha, didn't get it as i dont think is a must to have that anymore. (:

Roamed around then went down to United Square to look for Janice (: Saw Xiang there, then chatted and exchanged my numbers. Headed home after my late dinner at around 11pm.

Was busy throughout the weekends itself. So not much events! Dismantle of atrium on the 6th of Sept (: Reached home around 12am already and ate my dinner at 12am. Hahaha!

7th September 09

Slept throughout the day and rushed down to Tiong Bahru to meet up with Winnie, Joyjoy and Huimin to celebrate Enling's Birthday!

Met them over at Tiongbahru, got the card and cakes etc.Bought snacks and headed our way to Enling's workplace to pick her up. She totally had no idea we actually had surprises for her at the car's boot itself.

We headed our way to Henderson Wave and surprised her with a S$100 specimen in the red packet which makes her disappointed in us. Hahaha! We bought her an Adidas sling bag and birthday cake. Tons of pictures being taken.

Joyjoy actually told us that she's actually back with Ahboy. I'm happy for her of course. I know she loves him a alot (: All the best ya woman! Left and trained back to Chinese garden and met up with that tortoise for dindin.

Though I'd already took my dinner over at Enling's surprised birthday celebration. Chatted awhile. Headed back home for chores. That's all !

I know, everyone is puzzled regarding my current status. Nothing changes. Still the same, if there's change... I'll announce for sure! Ha Ha ha !

With loves, Candy

Venue: Home to Paragon to Bar, 02 Sept