♥ Friday, April 23, 2010
Why do I feel that my heart squeezed upon seeing the photo at the side of my bed?
I mustn't turn soft hearted, it's gonna be a long run from that moment when I decided about my decision.
No matter how much he is gonna try to give in, I will still remain like now.
Just afraid when I turned softhearted, I will get another big stab in my heart of heartbreak all over.
I used to cry cause you meant alot thats why I'm so hurt
Now I don't cry doesnt mean that you ain't important, just that it's numb already.
I'm afraid that one day, letting go is the only path for it.
Trying still, to salvage this relationship...
♥ Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I know, I'm giving all sorts of excuses for not blogging.Some of the reasons are as followed :
* working everyday can be real exhausted to come online just to blog!
* being another good girl or daughter, after work I need to do chores!
* been raining, so it's best for sleeping rather than facing the computer!
* on SAP course now for my work, so brain-dead totally after work!
* I spends most of my Sundays sleeping to fully recuperate from the weekdays nonsense!
* Most Saturdays heading out with lovelies friends till kind of late so no blogging!
* Though always promise to blog on Mondays however it fails cause its Monday BLUES !
* and many many more excuses... etc
So in order to update here and there, mainly all photos and events already updated in my Facebook, so can just check over that side under Candy Ang !
At least I do update my Facebook cause it's much more convenient for myself! :D :D :D
I used to blog every few days, now lesser and lesser.
Is it true that I no longer have the passion to blog and also to read thats why I'm having hard time of blogging lately. Might be part of a reason right?
Anyway it's past Midnight now, at least I made the effort to stay up to update my little precious online diary (:
Just a few photos during different events I'd (:
♥ Friday, April 9, 2010
I'm going bonkers anytime.
Yes, whatever full of shits.
Same shit, different days.
Just one more day to rest day and I gonna start war again this coming Monday.
How terrible!
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Anyway, I'm contented
♥ Monday, April 5, 2010
I know I hasn't been blogging much about myself.Due to lots of issues faced lately.
I shall summarized everything by points form?
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- Started work in TTSH as permanent staff officially on 25th March
- Went for medical checkup and realized I did not recover at all and was diagnosed with low blood pressure.
- Stopped drinking or rather clubbing partly due to that reasons too
- Celebrate birthday events with my family like MX and Mine during the March period.
- For my birthday present, I got a Phone from Alvin, SK necklace from Wil, Banana from Baobei love, and 2 bouquets of flowers respectively from Alvin and Wil, A mini forever friend teddy from Pearly (:
- Meeting up with Wilson, Baobei, Daniel & Brian alot more lately.. Please see FB for total updates.
- Went Snow's 21st birthday chalet with Wil, daniel and Baobei.
- Ate too much of durians and ate supper and gained weight.
- No time for shopping partly my full time salary is not in yet, so I got no money to shop!
- Real stressed up lately.
- Hasn't got the time to check up on my Dip studies * Excuses
- Feeling rather stucked up today due to that annoying Doctor.
- Things got better after work, thanks Alvin.
- Nothing much happen...
I promised I will resume blogging daily soon after I settled my work stuff properly!
I'm going insaneeeeeeeeee!
