♥ Sunday, November 29, 2009
My name
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Colleen Candy (:
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Been staying at home these days after I'd left my previous job. Anyway for the past 2 days I met up with Ms J consecutively. Yesterday we headed our way down to Bugis for dinner and walked around aimlessly the whole of Bugis Junction, Bugis Street & Iluma! This evening, went down to United Square to meet up with her like again? Headed our way to town as agreed to roam around the whole Orchard to kill boredom of mine. Could actually stayed home however Dad at home, to prevent him from nagging or rather yelling at me again. I decided to head out even i'm feeling so lazy. Tried on some clothes over at Tangy? Probably would just get some of the dresses over there instead of blogshops. Anyway any kind soul wanna donate to 'Candy's fund' ? HAHAHA I need moola~~~ For transfer please transfer to my account @ 121-527448 I'll be grateful :P My blog is getting a little over wordish. There wouldn't be any photos till I get my cables from SONY. I promised, I wont be lazy alright? Show a photo of mine few weeks back. The difference is now, i'm with DOUBLE CHIN. Yes! D O U B L E . C H I N ! O_O I admit, I'm fat (: 
♥ Saturday, November 28, 2009
Caught Ninja Assassin with budbud !Gruuuuuuuuuesome o_oAfterward, went over to Changi Airport to send Kobura off to Taiwan.Then home sweet home.Show was fab but a little gruesome ! Next show, AVATAR (: On bo budbud?
♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009
TEAPOT CANDY ): 
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This song pretty meaningful (:
I used to listen to it everyday after the previous break-up itself.
& that point of time.
I felt that it's all my fault for not being understanding.
Probably it's true about it?
I'm not good enough as always, somehow people just thought that i am.
& expected the Candy to be super independent and not as emotional and sensitive.
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Once, i let go of something which i regretted most.
twice, hurt as much.
thrice, disappointed with myself all over again.
How foolish can human be?
Choose it and regret?
I no longer wanna feel that way anymore.
Is either i choose to put in all my utmost best or would rather not doing anything.
What it meant by commitment?
Answer me.
Is commitment being said out just to please one person or really meant it?
Hahaha I no longer have the beliefs cause it's no longer important.
As i seen the cruelty of this realistic world.
No such thing as happily ever after.
No such thing as marriage can last.
To me, marriage is graveyard!
Such negative thoughts right?
Can't help it, I had been this way for months.
Negative views towards everything, however i do have two thinking at one go at times.
Anyway this is a very random negative entries from me cause today is feeling rather lethargic!
hee!
Good bye and wants the person that i care most to be happy (:
为什么你要离开我是不是我又做错了什么我们在一起经历了那么多难道你已不爱我心好痛你要离开我是不是我付出的不够多曾经爱得那么真都付出所有到最后还是我一个我没有把握你说过你只属于我现在你却对我说我们没有结果幸福来得太快来不急琢磨原来那只是一场梦为什么你要离开我是不是我又做错了什么我们在一起经历了那么多难道你已不爱我没有我你会不会说其实你还一直深爱着我原来所谓的爱情是这样脆弱现在只好安慰自己说别太过执着现在学会了放手默默接受你作出的决定因为我相信你有你的原因我会埋藏这个结局怀念着你
* wants you to be happy like before (:
♥ Friday, November 20, 2009
Nothing much to blog about lately
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Work, work & work.
Eat non stop, means my diet plan fails like again?
Finally is my off day! (: (: (:
I'll blog once I got the mood too.
Anything just mail it to me @ candy_ying88@hotmail.com
P.S - i need more clothings, running out of tops and bottoms and heels and flats!
♥ Monday, November 16, 2009
Worthless FOOL
Hush Hush, I get the final say
♥ Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I'm back for rantings!Pretty sure it's gonna be a ranting entry for now.Started my new job 2 days back like on the Monday?Not even 1 hour, I felt so much like a fool there?To the extend, i felt like running away from work at that very moment.Working there is alright just that some people just do not have the patience in teaching?Especially the one name Liz or whatever shits.Her attitude is way too too too horrendous !Can you imagine the way she glare at me as if i'm someone that owes her like zillions?At last i beared with it till 8pm sharp and I rushed out of the shop headed straight to the ladies.Know what know what?They had a rule like...If you're taking lunch-break, must lunch-in IN the store.Means I can't lunch-out outside with my lovely ELC ex colleagues ):Okay never mind, I'll brushed it off behind.I feel supera tired after the whole day, Alvin popped by Paragon just to meet up with me.We had dinner over at Akashi Japanese Restaurant!Had our mushrooms and wild vegetables warm soba!Tasted like errks!Anyway went back home after dinner as i'm being real tired out totally!Trained back and it ends my day with a smile...thanks to sweetest!
Yesterday was another big wu-ha!That Liz, once again provoke me by yelling at me without telling me what's wrong.Probably she's having fucking menopause out of nothing.goodness!I dislikes, the whole day was fucking ruined by her.After work, felt super unhappy still.However just kept it to myself.What to do?I wouldn't want to tell Alvin...Cause he might say like " Work is like that one mah ."Not very comforting right?So might as well just shut my mouth up!Met up with J for dinner to pour everything out.Work is shits, my life is shits so is my family shits out!I dislikes working! Gosh.I felt like giving up all of sudden.Hahaha So unlike me right? This is just temporary i guessed?I'm lazy now, super lazy.):
I need coffee and tons of chocolates treats badly...oh please~
♥ Sunday, November 8, 2009
Anyway, yesterday went out meet Alvin for movie.Astro Boy!Quite nice and a surprise from baby.Thanks though!After movie, we roamed around and parted our ways.Baby went back home while i meet up with cliques !Party like again?As promised to someone, i'll take care.Rain made fun of me...Chris not working .Im like uh huh then? LOL!What he wants me to say.Yesterday i felt rather tired after dancing for just a little while.Can u imagine that?!Hahaha!Anyway I'll blog more when i have the mood.Let's have a stupid face of mine to end this post....
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My conversation with Baby goes like this...Me: How ah baby? I don't feel like working... Rest for too long already~~ ):Alvin: Haha Think positive. No work how to have money ? Me: No work then find a good and loving husband can already...Alvin: Lol Unless you find a guy earning 5K per month if not in spore is hard~Me: Ya must start searching already hor? teehees!Alvin: Ok...Me: Angry arh? :PAlvin: No lar wanna see your reaction only, if you want to find i also bobian.Me: Wah scare me again?! Ok lo must search hor... You got anyone intro?Alvin: Got also dont want intro you. lolSees! Got good man dont want intro? Then how i be tai-tai? ~.~Tml starting new work.Somehow rather reluctant to go work.Probably rested for a pretty long period for myself.Arrss~
♥ Saturday, November 7, 2009
It's no longer about how much I'll be giving in.Love takes 2 hands to clap, that's something I'd learn.If I willing to stretch out my hands for you to hold me however you refused to, I couldn't do anymore thing right?I could only walk away since it's fated to be this way.
Dotzy " You being silly again "Candy " as always ? "Richy~ Thanks for the message, everything just flashes through my mind what's going on with me.Hee, I think i know what am i supposed to do next (:
That's all I'm gonna blog now.
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Been blogging a little lesser each day.Must be thinking...Confirm lazy to update right?!NO! I'm just do not know what to blog when I did not go anywhere but to stay home be good girl.Hahaha!Few days more I'm starting work like again?After 2 weeks of rest at home, new start? New workplace, new environment, new colleagues means new things.Arrggss~Whatever it is, I'll try to adapt to new things soon right?
Lately been thinking a little way too much. Too much for what i supposed to.What's love actually?&Who can be the one that tolerate my nonsensical temper? My ever changing moodswings?Hahaha!I doubt i could find anyone already.Don't mentioned those that already in the past like Mr D, Stan & Ban of course.Anyway...I told Alvin..."I'm not even sure if I could commit into our relationship between the both of us, I'm just afraid things will never go my way""I doubt you could tolerate my temper"& he replied..."Aiya time will tell us the answer""I also thought so too"I just simply went blankHahahaProbably I just lost for words, not knowing how to continue it.Like what Ms J told me...Follow your heart, stop using your brain to think!I can't!Cause I do not want to regret with decision, I'm bad at decision-making.So at times I will tends to leave the problems or issues there to decide by themselves.I know it's a little foolish to do things this way or can say that I'm actually avoiding problems.Yes i know I am.
Okay, I just wanna be happy for now (:Enjoying myself and indulges myself in love.Why not right?Being happy is the prime factor.Fishes are meant to be set free so they swims happily not to be tank-ed!
I wanna know what love is...I want you to show me...I wanna feel what love is...I know you can show me~~~A song by Mariah Carey Nice song, nice lyrics, meaningful enough for those trying to know what's actually love?
At times, i felt that marriage are bullshitsas I seen the worst out of marriage.Even for my very own family.I can't even do anything to salvage it but to stand there looking at things start changing in my family.Helplessly to adapt to the damage done.How useless?
Just a question to ask...How lovely can you be, down the road for 20 years?,or 30 years?Or rather only 2 years down the road?Do you people still remembers the pledge taken?I doubt so, somehow things will change.Humans are all the same, they forget about it after some times.When it's gone, they starts to regret and remembers what they used to promise their partner.I do not want that to happen to me.So whatever i do, I'll try my very best to achieve it in order not letting the other party felt disappointed.
Just like now...I believed that things might work out beautifullyif things are meant to be (:
Such a long-winded post of mine.Have you already closed this window?Hahaha!Tell me how it feels to be in love.Let me know the feeling of love again, will you?
Good nights all!With loves,Candy
♥ Thursday, November 5, 2009
I totally have no idea what to rant here any further.Lately i think i lost the motivation to pick up a book and read too.Somehow not much stuffs happening.Just party during Halloween and busy growing mushrooms at home doing nothing!Anyway I'm restless |:
Nights
♥ Monday, November 2, 2009
For my silly Alvin baby (:
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.
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Headed my way down to Sengkang myself!Wow right?I managed to find my way to Alvin's place.He was like " Later you lost on your way how? "Grrrs, I'm not that blur thought I'm label-led as blur queen!Anyway supposed to meet up with his mum. However, his mum already had a date with her friends so canceled?Was feeling rather lost at that moment...While watching some dramas, i admit today I'm being very sensitive of every little things.So when Alvin merely said " I find it hard to communicate with you when you choose not to talk or anything " or ..." What's with your 'black-faced' ? "Wah lao~ I don't smile only that's why i looked that way.And I'm not that hard to communicate either.Just that at times, i choose to be quiet as i'm way too lazy to speak or even to smile.Lazy girl that's why~Then like the usual, I walked away and hid myself in the toilet to cool myself down before i starts bursting into tears in front of him which might scares the hell out of him.After all drama mamas, we headed our way down to Ang Mo Kio for Kbox session!Went for my brunch over at AMK, had only soup as not much appetite for anything.Know what?Usually those that's in love tends to have bigger appetite right? I'm just the opposite.So in order for me to slim down successfully, I'm in love that's why!Ha Ha Ha!Kbox session starts...One of Alvin's friend came first without his girlf.Melvin i guessed?We started singing while I'm taking tons of pictures.Ha Ha Ha.Okie no photos update until I got my new USB cables from Sony.):Okie don't remind me that I'd actually threw my own cables away.After an hour or soTwo of his friends came.Though like now I'd forgotten their names.Okie, I'm pretty bad at remember names so please pardon me.Sing Sing Singgggggggggg~~~....Received a call from Dad.Okie, RUINED my mood.He's being annoying when he found out that we're having family dinner with Mummy.Like usual, the one that said out is my second brother WayneSo mood being ruined totally, left around 530pm and Alvin follows.Left the two couples continue singing.Walked around AMK hub as Alvin insist that there's store selling my USB cables for my camera.Arrrrrrrrs.Okie disappointment? Cause no one is selling it except for the spare part store in Wisma under SONY.Means I got to go down and purchase it.Ewwws~Alvin sent me to station and parted our ways.I dozed off on the way back Jurong probably due to the heavy rain.Raining makes me sleepy!Hahaha!Met up with Mummy, Wayne and Elyse over at Clementi Control and headed to our destination.Then from there met up with MX and MK brother.Heh!Dinner was fabulous! (: (: (:Bus-ed home with Mama and got nagged by that annoying Dad.Arrrrrrs.I hate staying at home.Sighs!Long post without photos.Bear with it!I'm so gonna get my cables tomorrow.Heh heh!If not i will just throw my camera with Alvin :OHehehe~That's all.I promised, to be the good girlf of yours (:
♥ Sunday, November 1, 2009
Party was a BOOMZ!Yes!Before heading down to Obar, was out with Alvin since afternoon.We went for lunch lunch and roamed around Bugis junction.I do not have any appetite for lunch, so i merely had less than 5 mouthful of my la mian and Alvin finishes up for me.Which makes him grumble that i force him to ):Grrss.We had chocolate ice kachang or something.MEGA.it's huge and we can't finish it at all.Alvin and myself went separate ways as i'm heading to united square to meet up with Ms J! Whereby Alvin heading his way back home (:
Down to Obar first, it was pouring rather heavy over at clark quay i supposed it's the whole singapore that's raining so heavily.........Everyone arrives!Before everyone arrives, Ms Winnie already drunk.That's like WOW!Okie im busy dancing throughout and drinking non stop.Just let all photos do the talking (:Stay tune!...Credits to Winnie (:
Merge Halloween 2009 @ Obar!
Ms J and Ms C! 
Winnie and myself
Testing out, Jennifer's photography skills
I was like WOW
Again~
Player loose!
Detective WJ and self proclaim princess!
Kisses for my cousin cousin~
drunk? Not yet
My killer heels
My half-drunk cousin!
Chris and Ms C (: (:
My camwhore partner!
Reflection of Winnie and Ms C
Evelyn and Ms C!
Detective and Ms Princess.C
Way too warm inside! Too much of dancing!
Julie (: & myself~
Evelyn~
Ms J and Ms C!
Woosh~
What's going on?
Pouting princess and Queen
Player player~
Please don't stop the music~
Derrick and Ms C! Gappers love
Ms J Ms J~
Cousin and myself~
Silly me
Almost dead
Cheeky Ms C!
GAPPERS LOVE! Yuwei and Alvin (:
Ms J and Ms C, a proper one
the royals
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I love this!Huimin, brother, myself and MarK!
I LOVE THIS~ Woosh.
