Mower lost.
16 - 7

played like ...
godlike.
tmr sentosa burnt.

Whats more than sweetness?
below picture i took is from 2 diff ppl (:

1st pic. " im having sorethroat"
" okay i do magic later "
poofs!

honeylemon(: and birdnest drink. by MR NICE "V" GUY

What affects me the most?
Its bothering me.
i dislikes the feeling this way.
who really understands how i feel?
stand in my position and think about how i feel will anyone?

i chose to run away from problems that i cant solve is not that im coward.
i just dont wish to lose out in anything.
not even friends.
i know its wrong to think that way, but what more can i do?

an hour of crying is enough.
that particular hour just murdered me.
i caught in that situation that i might just faint and go.
how i wish.
i dont wish to go back to the square one.
i hate myself to the max.
sorry mow.
i'm guilty.

GET A LIFE XIAOYING.
u meant nothing to anyone, dont you?
did they consider how you feel at that very moment?
i doubt.
where's are you all wheni needed most when im feeling fucking down?
no one.
just only cried myself on the phone with kenneth.
puffed eyes,
tears flow like river.
fucked. im back to the old me.
no longer.

i've seen the most beautiful stars in my life.
(:
you've made it possible.
booboo

I played, chased, smiled, laughed, screamed these days.
my mood has been swinging non stop, not knowing why either.

by the way, saw kenneth's brother "keith"
okay he's shocked to see me, the look goes O_O
thanks (:

i think i've fallen for the someone who held me out of the horror nightmare.

princess, cherre, norma


candy, cherre, norma (:


cherre and me


she disturbed when im doing settlements

22k today.
(:
a little sensitive today.
just a little..
sensitive over the slightest things.

let me be.
i'll be just fine..

(:

from work to networms.
saw spidey and abd there.

met up with silvy, cardi, zenn, zenn's gf, queen
@ paradize.
i'm way too lazy to blog ..
So just take a look at those photos we've taken today.
MOWER (:

donuts for mower (:


Thanks for ytd's match (: LOVES


Queen with minimower


Silvy says " dead mower "

no more cutting of my hair.
i missed my long hair (:
then to rebond once the length is back!

dinner-ed with jennifer.
(: i loves her till bits!!!!!!


old pixar (:






my new adore game

PLUSH TOY KISSES (:

everytime i look up the sky,
i saw you smiling at me.
the melody thats as beautiful as you !

Tonight MoW vs Rs.
i believes in you guys.
try all ur best to win ya!
LOVES LOVES MOWER

full shift day.
heng went off after meeting with winnie, albin.
left me all alone mugging at the store. ;
stupid heng, u'll see what i'll do to you!
dont think that u buy me a bottle of ribena, i will forgive u - nono.

everytime full shift is nothing.
but i'm fucking tired today. not knowing why either.
i need a wholesome rest. (:
sales not bad.
i hit my own personal target for the month.
$300 is easy money ! ;D

anyway i going to rest rather soon.
& btw im a lady, no longer a girl like you !
i'm confident hars (:


i love that shawl (:


isn't that adorable?!

downpour today.
BIG BIG RAINDROPS (:

swollen big eyes O_O

flu gets better.
hunger for food.
ruined by some bloody ass.
thanks so much u bloody bitch.
jeannie jeannie cried. ;(

dinner down. (:
RIBENA for two !

don't worry i'm there .
my tiny winny stars

So much to say.

i'm a lousy catcher (:

something which makes me happy.
the day when the sky is filled with "lost countable" stars.

i've let go.
i realised he isn't as important as anything.
All i want is to smile happily like i used to. (:

Met up with MOWERs (:
Silvy, Cardi, Zenn, SpideyMUDMUD, Abd.
from Ps to Networms.
can anyone imagine? I stayed in NETWORMS for like 2 hours to look
at them playing gxl?

Cardi " lies " Spidey " dont be like 2nd ying can ? "
What the ?
" no mascot today "
i simply just show minimower photo...
MOWER ROCKS .

to Spidey's hse. (:
stayed up the whole night to watch dvd .
Abd is sick, down with flu so he basically just lie on the bed throughout..
Zenn got so tired and BANG dead on bed.
Silvy was entertaining me, (: thanks for your sweet jacket although actually i have one but
Abd took it? (:
Cardi went home once above guys fell asleep.

Home sweet home at 8am.
i'm way too tired.. worn out!
mowers (: lovesloves


something so unexpected happns..
i've seen the brightest star

downpour this morning.
got super drenched even with umbrella..
waited for cab till 845am, ended up im at bukitpanjang to have breakfast
with yk (:

so full till i cant even walk.
been raining since morning..
reached home, chatted online with spidey. (:
new name invented - spideyBEEP.
napped for 5 hours, way too tired.

FOFF PATRICIA?
u're just another f bitch (:
thanks for being NOT understanding

Chatting throughout the night.
4 long hours (:
knocked some sense out of me.

i knew the ending since beginning yet i choose to walk this road.
i knew i'll be alone walking yet i've no regrets.
It's really time to let go of something that dont belongs to me. (:

thanks mudmud (:
promise ar eat bread with strawberry jam !
grins ((:

FUCK okay PATRICIA.
not being understanding, u fucked bitch.
being a brand manager you're not being caring to your shopfloor staffs.

BQBQ yongkang and zax.
(:

someone's back to sg.
welcome back.

the real me




my loves (:

are you really ok?
i felt so dumb cause im so reluctant to let it go.
perhaps its not reluctant? Its just that i need lots of time..

BQ with yongkang ytd. (:
i promise to only go BQ with yongkang or zax in future.
NO MORE OTHERS (:

am i still thinking of you or am i still reluctant to let go of you.
BLOODY fag

Went Egames or whatever it calls Networms?
found my darling regina (:
we're own3d totally, by some pretty sexy girls.
After awhile i went off with Mowers.

Plaza singapura
Mowers " Silvy, SpideyMUDMUD, cardi, zenn, abd (: "
roamed around ps for food.
finally they decided on PizzaHut, been reading books on my way there.
grabbing onto abd's bag if not i'm like gonna get bang down by cars..

Zenn interested in a girl working there, adorable! (:
During dine-in, Abd's gf came.
Alright lar i got fucked emo ok? Stone and listen to songs so ended up eating one
piece of pathetic pizza and half-filled icelemon tea that taste like shit..
walked around ps, up to arcade " Star Factory ? "
I went disappeared twice, if im not wrong..

Mowers like going crazy each time i disappear from their sight.
Spidey, silvy and abd corner me at the side. ;
being like grabbed back to StarFactory to see them play the jackpot thingy.
alright got LOTS of mentos " LOVESSS (: "
and they won me 1 monkey that i name is as miniMOWER, belongs to xiao\ying ok?

Movie was late, due to miniMOWER.
alright PLEASE salute Cardi for choosing that movie.
Lion for the lamb.
Spidey being own3d totally by my msg.
" spidey scdd " (: by the way is silvy that asked me to type this message.
After movie went back home, ABD, silvy, spidey and zenn went bowling and cardi went katong?

MOWER (:
i love miniMOWER (:

Who will ever sees the different side of me?
I'm not going to unmask to anyone.
immuned to lies and asshole bastards..

I'll never say i like you.
I'll never walk back to your life.
I'll make a promise that you'll regret for life.
I'll make myself super happy even im tearing apart in it.
I'll be the world most hard-hearted person.
I'll kill myself infront of everyone if you ever comes back to my life.

I'm not gonna cry for you, no more.
I'm someone that nights out every single night.
I'm someone who needs concern more than anyone else does.
I'm not as strong as i seems to be.
Because of you, i fell in love with the darkest night. I can never get out of it till the day i left this place.

What i want is someone who is being sincere.
I doubt everyone else cause i can't even believe in myself.
Loving myself, NOMORE.
I just wanna be a wilful girl, can i ?
I need lots of care from people, but i fucked show the opposite side.
but who knows?

I left myself at the darkest place.
i rather living in my world without anyone.

Been days since i've blogged,
many things happen within these days!
Dont wanna probe on it too much, let those pictures to tell you about what i do
during my 3 working days