♥ Friday, February 27, 2009
I'm so so tired today!
Tomorrow will be another long day for me all the way till Sunday.
Hopefully I'll have my off on Monday if not i'll be looking so bad as i'm already in a bad shape!
Anyway this will be a short post.
My Fat Boyfriend is working now till next morning which will be busy too.
No lovey dovey messages just messages telling me he's busy during work.
I'm a little disappointed last night due to his pig lifestyle lols.
Anyway i will get used to it, so like today i didn't even wanna message him till he wokes up without any messages. Its not revenge, its just that i dont wanna wait blindly staring at the phone.
We're adults now, no longer like those young couples which wait for calls or in the world only both of them.
Full commitment to our career is what we're looking at now, i'll be busy so is he.
Though the both of us will be so so busy, but at the end of the day.
Our hearts are together (:
That's all.
I'm missing my boyfriend now!
♥
Yesterday was snuggling at home half of the day.
Headed over to Tanjong Pagar to meet up with Jennifer for Steamboat.
Usual, she's late from walking from her office to station.
My face was like black then chatted with her colleague, Wendy.
Before she reached, saw alot of familiar faces which grins and say hello.
Then trained to Bugis (:
Starts to eat and chatted our dinner away.
Was telling Jennifer regarding my bash over at Powerhouse, guess what she say?
Myself : Eh you know im so looking forward to 14th March that party...
Jennifer : * roll eyes * i'm also not invited ...
Myself : Why not? U're my best friend for so so long..
Jennifer : You didnt write my name in your post! So i thought i wasn't invited and assume you will meet me another day ):
Myself : fuck you. LOL!
both of us laugh so loudly..
Cabbed back home as she's lazy to travel by train back home..
Today Noon shift, tmr full and sunday afternoon.
Good luck!
I love my fat boyfriend (:
♥ Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I've no idea whats going on with me.
Anyway today, i'm counting down still till the next meeting up with baby though.
Both of us will be so so busy with work and concentrate on our career (:
Spoke with baby regarding my diploma.
actually is advices from him instead, yes..
Im studying back once again, in August.
Today work is alright, probably i'm starting to get used of the environment there.
Was chatting with Ana throughout the evening, so time passes even faster than the usuals.
Headed back home straight with Ana and departed at Jurong east itself.
Tomorrow is my off day,
will be heading for a little tanning session then rest awhile before heading out in the evening again.
As what i've mentioned, will keep myself as busy as possible or rather spending my day outside more than staying at home itself! grins(:(:
Today during lunch break, went Coach to take a look at their wallet which catches my attention.
Agnes B over at raffles city didnt have the braclets im looking for. So probably NO Agnes B for me.
& it's a silly to get Agnes B or rather pay a little more to get the Tiffany&Co charm signature charm braclets that im keen or more interested in.
okay, im a little little too confuse what to get for myself also.
hahaha.
probably ended up buying some nonsense ):
That's all i wanna say.
Goodbye & i love my mr boyfriend (:
♥ Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Candy where is the confidence you once had?
Inside your stupid brain or went into your stomach?
Which makes you a stupid woman behaving stupidity over the smallest issue?
Which makes you feel so unsafe always?
WHY!?
Ain't you being a stupid girlf?
I just don't feel good now.
I started a day with this, i couldn't imagine what will happen in the noon itself while im working.
Goodluck.
♥ Monday, February 23, 2009
Today i kind of wanted to give baby a surprise..
went over to TiongBahru to buy donuts from DonutFactory and headed my way down to meet him.
Usual, he's sleeping but lucky his brother is awake to open the big door for me (:
Woke him up and show him a can of coke with a big smile.
His reaction was like : o_o sleepy.
I was like ... sian-ed and gave him a disappointed face.
Baby dragged himself out of the bed and gave me a hug, & then i just big smile to him like this
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(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
told him my surprise is in the toilet which it slipped out of my mouth accidentally.
& he laughs so loudly at me.
lols.
when he saw donuts, he asked me how come buy so much..
HELLO~ not only buy for you alone.
It's for your family too (:
then chilled around awhile and munch munch 2 pcs of donuts before heading to buy our brunch which i wanted to eat mixed vegetable rice so badly.
It's pouring after we reached, so went over to rent DVD to kill time before baby head over back to work at night..
Watched Prom Night which freaks me throughout hiding my whole face behind cushion.
then was so so tired after the show,
took a rest while baby continues to watch the other one...
both of us rested after his show then woke up to prepare for work already..
baby was rushing to work but his mummy already cooked.
fancy he having the idea ask me to pacify his mummy so i stayed over to eat dinner before heading towards to meet up with winnie and joyce.
but in the end, baby did eat a little before rushing to work.
I only leave after baby left for work about 10 minutes.
Train-ed over to meet Joyce and winnie at Tiongbahru.
Bought bubble tea for the three of us.
Headed our way straight to Marina barrage (:
Chatted over there, facing the sea (:
beautiful scenery but a little too windy.
Just so coincidence that everytime i go, im wearing shorts.
We left around 930pm for Suntec to fetch Winnie's mum up and was being sent home safely.
I'm looking forward to next week schedule, hopefully things will be better..
I shall end this post with a song lyric which is churning around in my brain.
Lastly, i love my boyf (:
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在你的面前我不必保留 还来不及对你说迟到的我的心动
我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
我对你感觉胜过爱情 因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
♥
A brand new day starts...
New brand, new environment and new colleagues.
Say hi to DPAM! (:
It has been a quiet quiet groomy sunday at Raffles City itself.
the crowd that walks in basically are browsers and kids.
So no sales and low sales when closing.
Killed me! lols.
I'm almost recovering already!
But please, oh please dont tempt me with food that i couldn't eat still.
Which i calls them Junk food.
Junk food : Fried food, Fastfood, Spicy food.
Thanks.
I got my schedule up,
only be able to meet up with my sweetest boyf tomorrow and it's only half a day
As he's working on night shift.
No choice, both of our schedule crashes this week so bear with it!
hahaha
Actually i'm alright as long as i could meet him up for a talk for just few hours.
Just need someone to talk to about my new environment..
Lots of March babies coming up.
2nd March - Ms Samantha sim birthday.
7th March - Samantha's mum birthday.
16th MArch - MY BIG DAY!
25th March - Mr Ang aka my eldest brother's birthday
I got my plans for 14th March.
Did i blog regarding that winnie bought me a dress over at JOOP itself.
YES! those that attending my Big Day , The theme would be SEXY!.
But please refrain from wearing SHORTS in.
It's horrible..
hahaha Anyway I wants all lovelies to attend.
Peifen baobei - If u can come, please let me know. I'll love you till the end.
hahaha!
I'm so so looking forward.
Baby agreed to come over too, of course i'm overwhelmed! (:(:(:
Fabian and Alice, haven't confirm with them yet.
No trying to make me drunk, i just want to dance my night away!
Venue : ST JAMES Power House.
Time : 10pm (:
Theme : Sexy for ladies !
Kindly let me know who's coming over.
hohoho! IM IN LOVE!
Gd night everyone (:
♥ Saturday, February 21, 2009
Is it true that there isn't any ever happy ending thing in this world?
including marriage as well as years of relationship?
During these few years,
I've seen alot of sad endings.
4th time, another 6 years relationship ended.
Imagine, 6 years of relationship meant nothing to the one that wanted a breakup?
Is it because no longer feeling in love or 3rd party involved?
6 years of relationship will be no longer feeling in love, or is more like dependent with each other..?
some reasons given was like ..
- no longer have feelings for you ( is it just because of that? )
- you're not my ideal partner ( why only say it after 6 years? )
- i found someone that match me better which i only gets to know for few weeks? ( why is that so? )
- i'm so stress when im with you, i feel that i couldn't give you happiness ( is it true? )
For married couples, down the road after 10 years.
Are they still deeply in love?
Will they still fulfil what they had vowed to each other 10 years ago?
I doubt so, i seen too much already.
probably out of 10, only 2 couples will still hold onto the vow which they made earlier on...
Today, happy news for Kokyong.
He's getting married today (:
He's a nice nice guy, hopefully down the road.
He and his wife will be ever after with their coming baby (:
I asked baby last night.
is it all guys being this way?
before marriage and after behaving so differently?
All he replied was, trust him (:
I believes that he will be the one, and i'm looking towards everything.
both of us, working hard towards the goal ahead.
down the road, he will be the one that holding my hand walking down the aisle...
Anyway, today i didnt really stay home the whole day.
Went out for lunch together with Jennifer, then sold her HTC diamond.
headed back home with a little feverish and headache.
popped panadol in, while waiting for boyf to come online which he didnt LOL!
then fell asleep for awhile then went out dinner with Winnie and Joyce over at JurongPoint.
the mall was so so packed with people, which cause a little headache to myself...
Winnie bought a dress for me over at JOOP itself (:
Thanks!
before that i got my bubble tea which i craved in the afternoon itself...
I took my dinner only at 930pm!
Went over to Yakun for my dinner but not much appetite too.
I loses weight when i fell sick for 1 week ):
baby said i become so so pale everytime i feel pain (:
I wants to complete recover from my sickness itself, its causing too much changes in my mood, my appetite and my sleeping time!
hahaha.
That's all i gonna blog now.
A little headache again, probably going bed after medication (:
Gd night everyone.
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I missed that silly boyf of mine!
i only will know my next week schedule tomorrow which they mentioned there's changes.
i love you (:
♥
It's Saturday again!
I'm at home, please imagine..
Nevermind... I'll stay home to recuperate as promised.
Yesterday i had my rest over at baby's place then at night went for movie
He's just not into you.
The show is alright, just that a little too much of talkings.
930pm show with baby, fabian and alice (:
After movie, we went for late night supper.
baby was being a little not feeling good last night due to bad flu.
please get well alright?
Nothing much to blog either..
Tomorrow starting my first day over at Dpam itself,
hopefully everything turns out well this time. (:
I'm looking forward to it too.
Anyway thanks for those who concern about me during when im so so badly sick.
Thanks baby for your care and concern and tolerating my temper these days (:
Thanks mummy for her utmost concern given (:
Thanks Jennifer for hearing me out (:
Thanks to my family who buys me food when im so hungry (:
Most importantly, i wants to get well before 14th March like what baby told me.
I've to announce that 14th March will be celebrating my big day!
So i hope every of my lovelies will attend to let me feel loved! (:(:(:
P.S - Baobei peifen and snow Please let me know when you girls wanna meet me up. So long didnt meet up already...
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15th & 16th March i'm Unfree due to family celebration.
So before that i will be alright! (:
Thanks Everyone that i loved!
I'll be back for more posting after i settledown my stuffs over at DPAM.
♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Kboxing on valentine (:
That's me and winnie on valentine day! (:
The rest of the photos is well kept in both of my phones.
please wait a little while more, i promised all will be uploaded up here.
Anyway i think i got a little better by now but still i need plenty of rest though..
boyf is working now, today at hospital.
Busy yet being so sweet ever.
certified the ever sweetest boyf in this planet.
(:
i love you baby !
♥ Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Till now.
Only then i have the strength to log on over here.
I'm badly down with fever, the on and off feverish feeling isn't getting anyway better.
the queasy feeling which makes thing even worst for now.
Anyway, i seen doctor twice in 2 days.
imagine. how badly sick i am.
first diagnosed down with gastric flu and fever.
secondly, gastric flu gone high fever accompanied.
brother drove me to the doctor, i almost fainted on my way walking to the clinic itself.
how terrible can it be falling sick on the days that you're clearing LEAVES.
dumbshit.
didn't meet up with baby as i'm real sick this time round and he met up with his agent for policy.
I'm sorry baby.
I know you're always there when i needed you.
just this time, as you're as tired and a little sick.
i know.. U care alot more than anyone else.
You love me more than anything else.
I am too (:
i promised to get well real soon and will take good care of myself these days.
cause i'm your strong fatfat girlf (:
Goodnight baby.
Okay its time for me to write off.
I'm a little hungry, a little giddy.
Goodnight all!
♥ Monday, February 16, 2009
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
mixed feeling.
am i the only one?
♥ Sunday, February 15, 2009
I suppose i'm too tired these days.
on my way back home today, feeling very uncomfortable.
Giddy, uneasy feeling in my stomach. My body felt uber weak like no one could experience it.
Now, i supposed.
the strong girl fell sick.
probably is because i do not have enough rest these 2 months.
so much happen till i couldn't really take it anymore.
Or is because i've found someone to rely on, my body say it's time to take a rest.
baby was feeling super worried when he knew that i'm so so uncomfortable.
he's feeling bad over it, but isn't your fault okay?
I enjoyed myself so much today...
Watched Valkyrie, Ramen Ten for lunch.
boyf loves it more than i do now i guessed.
Imagine the food intake we ordered...
1 Tomyam chicken cutlet ramen, 1 spicy miso chicken ramen.
Side dish : honey chicken, chawamushi for me (:
Kiwi soda and blue lime soda !
Headed back baby's place before going back home.
As it's still early, so went back for a rest before he goes back station.
baby's mummy cooked dinner for us and basically we rushed our dinner through and he headed to station and i went back home.
too rush too rush, makes me feel uncomfortable therefore i'm now...
sick ):
I wants to get well, falling sick at this point of time is a NO to me!
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somehow the both of us feels that, both of us seems like to be in love longer than we are.
he made me realised that the distance between us is no longer an issue, his assurance for me.
i cherished every little moments, so everytime when the time for us to depart.
I feels upset but at the same time, we will be looking forward to another meet up itself.
He loves to see me get worried by saying he left something over at my side when i'm on my way back.. which is on the phone and scares the hell out of me.
boyf : Oh no, i left my stuff with you.
me : HUH!? frozen.. then how? I go back?
boyf : giggles and laugh... *
boyf : I left my heart with you...
My reaction was like ._.
aww!
ok no more next time okay? don't scare me by this way.
hahaha!
anyway i got to get some rest before he starts to get worried and nags at me.
Goodbye everyone...
I'm so so in love with you (:
♥ Saturday, February 14, 2009
I'm thankful to god (:
Thankful for having someone like you.
Thankful that i'm back with you once again.
No one else but you, my sweetest boyf ! (:
Anyway, watched movie yesterday..
Look for a Star by Andy Lau with baby..
we roamed around, every little space is packed with people.
Searching for the last minute gifts for the other half.
As for the both of us, we just treat every of our meeting as valentine.
After movie, Fabian came over to meet us up for dinner.
Boyf being so secretive over the dinner later, refuse to tell me where are we going either.
So i just smile throughout (: (:
Around 7:30pm, we headed our way to Pasir ris then i realised where are we heading to.
hahaha!
Yesterday, Summer Breeze was so so packed with families...Had my pepper chicken chop while boyf had chicken meatballs spagetti (:
Fabian had Cheesy cheesy chicken (:
Chilling over there was a little not very romantic as it's packed totally.
Not very peaceful environment though...
hmm...
Then when about to leave, boyf piggyback me as my foot hurts so badly after the whole day.
(: (:
After that depart with boyf and fabian.
home sweet home!
(:
i'm tired.
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What couldn't be bought by money?
all the little things and memories of you and me (:
If one day i've forgotten the whole world, all i want is to remember the times we spent together all these while.
Years back, i lost the someone special due to misunderstanding.
But now I've them all back to me, at last seems like fairytale.
I found the someone that i wanted to spend my whole life with.
The one that i feel that he's the one and his assurance for me.
I'm sure down the years, he will be the one that holding me tightly like no one else will in this world.
I want to cherish every little moments with the people i love most.
(:
I love you, boyf (:
With loves,
Candy
♥ Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Today just isn't my day at all.
I kept myself as busy as possible so i won't be distracted by everything.
Including looking or even staring at the phone or got so tight up with the phone whether is there any messages or miss calls.
I may sound silly but that's what i've been doing the whole of today while working with Lynn.
I've thought things out, i know this isn't getting myself anywhere.
probably i'm way too dependent.
In everyone's eyes, i'm the strongest person.
I don't need anyone by my side, but you're wrong.
I'm the one that needed the most attention and concern.
I'm so sure and confident that he will be the one that holds me till the end (:
though we got back together not very long but somehow i feels that the feeling between us is so so much like we've been together for a long period of time.
The assurance that you've given me makes me feel as loved.
I'll try to be the ideal one, the one that understands you the most.
The one that stands by you no matter what happen.
The one that take care of you and loves you no matter what happen.
The one that make you smile (:
This relationship or this path i chose it myself.
I believes that you'll be the one that take cares of me, loves me, being there for me and walking down the road with me till the end (:
So much to say too much to promise.
In a few years time, when the time is right. Commitment will be made by then from me to you.
You're the one that i wanted so much all along, only that the both of us realised it at our later part of our life which is now the beginning of everything.
I wants to share every of my little happiness with you.
I wants you to know how i feels about you all these while.
I wants you to realise that all i want is only you.
I wants to be the one that holds you till the end sharing all your happiness or sadness together.
I'm willing.
For now onwards, my commitments for you begins.
To be the most understanding silly girlf of yours.
To be the one that holds you.
To be and the only one that stand by you.
To only have you in my heart, the only person that i'll think of.
The only one that i misses everytime.
The one that loves you like there's no tomorrow.
Baby...
You made me a stronger person.
Though at times, i'm behaving immaturely yet you still as forgiving.
Still the one that wipe away the tears that rolled down my cheek.
The love you've given me is more than anyone in this planet that could give.
you've given me your full assurance that regains my confidence in myself which it went missing few years back.
You brighten up my life with all the colours (:
Thank you so much baby for every little thing you've done for me.
I love you (:
Yours truly,
Candy
♥ Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I finds that i blogged more often than the past.
seems like everyday i got so much to rant over here.
today finishes work at 2pm today, lunched with Lynn and coffeebean over at Forum!
Had my double chocolate chip muffin and Ice blended Chocolate (:
Seems to be in a good mood for cravings,
but still i didn't or even unable to get any of the lemon muffin anywhere.
hmm i'll keep on looking though (:
Day by day, i realised that i'm leaving ELC in 5 days time.
Somehow i can't bear to.
weird feelings? Nevermind!
Things will get better, ELC warriors will always be the best!
Headed back home after lunching with Lynn via express bus (:
then laze around at home doing nothing then start preparing to go out meet up with
Winnie over at TiongBahru itself (:
We headed our way to Vivocity, upon reaching Tiongbahru.
it started to drizzle a little.
had our dinner JiaXiang Kolo Mee (:
then she bought her stuff and headed over her place for lazing session!
I got hungry again, so she cooked for me (:
Winnie the best okay? She cooked, washed and drove me back home safely! (: ( :
Was on the phone with baby earlier on,
now i think he fell asleep.
Cause he didn't call back lols!
That's all.
Anyway don't ask me am i celebrating Valentine.
I'm not!
cause to me and andy..
Everyday is valentine day.
Not because the both of us are working on that day.
He needed the rest, moreover we're meeting the day before and after! (:
Probably meeting Winnie up on Saturday? (:
That's all..
off to bed.
Loving you,
Candy
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如果你也听说
我发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可委屈 却没有人诉说
夜半信仰丛白剥落拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和舍不得又无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我胸口依然温柔
许多话题关于我就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作
夜半信仰丛白剥落拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候想你更多
如果你也听说有没有想过
我想普通交朋友还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和舍不得要无可奈何
如果你也听说会不会相信我 对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我你会想到什么
♥
Sweet indulges, Chocolates from Chocolate world (:
Thanks baby.
Movie with the most beloved boyf!
lunch and dinner accompanied by sweetest!
I'm summarising everything, a little tired to blog today.
Had too much fun yesterday, i'm way too too tired!
baby's daddy and mummy ever so friendly! (:
Anyway, things went so smoothly for me now.
(:
i'm proud to announce...
i'm in love!
call me silly or dumb.
i'm being so so loved by andy (:
i'll try to be the best girlf of yours.
Goodbye!
♥ Sunday, February 8, 2009
Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy!
Just imagine I only slept for few hours last night.
Went out with Winnie, Joyce and Huimin to Loyang as mentioned yesterday.
Then after praying, we headed our way to Marina (:
Then have our talks there, it is a romantic place but just imagine four crazy women standing and chatting while camwhoring.
So everyone of us wanted a hug so much from each other to feel warm haha!
It's a nice nice place for couple but please bring along cardigan or even jacket.
too windy too freezing too cold for someone like me to bear the coldness..
ha ha !
i only reached back home around 2am and slept at 3am.
Cause baby called me up during that period to chat awhile before he get back to his work.
i think he knows, i'm waiting for his call and wanted to chat with him so badly these days!
We both are too busy for even a chat but it's okay. Understandable though (:
Went for dinner with Jennifer just now.
Ate so much, too much already.
1 egg prata, 1 plain prata and 1 plate maggie goreng and 1 drink.
oh my god, it's horrible to eat so much at night.
I will have problem resting later, seems like too oily for me?
baby asked how come i'm in such a good appetite..
cause ....
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i'm happy! tomorrow is coming! it's just another 12 hours before i get to see that penguin boyf (:
Spotted Kokyong just now with Jennifer.
A shocking news, he's getting married!
congrats though! (:
seems like tonight gonna be having a heavy downpour.
i hate rainy nights..
especially with thunders and lightning..
insecure and scary.
hopefully tonight pass faster, i prefers more to sunshine.
Side notes to peifen baobei : Next time don't send those messages to me ok? If not you got to tell me what you gonna get ! HAHAHAHA my baobei is a pig (:
I shall blog more tomorrow!
In love,
Andy's Candy (:
♥ Saturday, February 7, 2009
I'm so so tired today.
dragged myself off to work in the morning at 8am.
Bus-ed over to forum, i felt so much like zombie.
Probably lack of plenty of rest and loves. HAHA!
anyway, working till 1:30pm today then i headed my way to unitedsquare to look for Michelle.
Had my very late lunch and early dinner over at Unitedsquare with Serina and Michelle.
I think i gonna miss those times which i'm in ELC though..
It's okay, can always meet up for lunch!
Headed my way back home as Jennifer not meeting me due to some "i dont know what to say" reasons and i feel super tired all of sudden. So upon reaching home, i still push myself to call Andy up but he's not picking up the calls at all..
Reached home around 530pm, tried calling again before i dozed off on my comfy bed, no answered. My boyf went missing in action for more than 24 hours due to his mahjong session last night. Okay Nevermind... If he sees this post, he gonna kill me again.
I'm awake now, going out later to meet up with Winnie & Joyce (:
Tomorrow on full shift, so god bless me.
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Monday i'm off!
So will be meeting Andy on Mondays.
like finally. lols!
It's Saturday, i'm at home now.
Please imagine, me at home staring at the computer aimlessly.
Before meeting up with Winnie, probably go over to look for mummy first.
starting to realise, mummy already left this home for 1 month..
& i've realised i'm no longer feeling so uneasy at nights..
cause someone is always there, a phone away from me to prevent my thoughts went wild during the darkest night... (:
Thanks baby.
With loves,
Candy
♥ Friday, February 6, 2009
Photos being so so late!
Anyway I've good news. Say goodbye to ELC! Hello to DPAM (: Not knowing why, today seems a busy busy day for me. When i reached the store, freak the hell out of myself. Store was so so messy, usual lar the monster doing shifting.. So even with customers around no serving. Sale was bad today, even worst than united square sales.
Andy was busy today too, too busy till we totally forget the existence of each other for today till around evening time. Today i'm working with Lynn, i gonna miss her! (: Don't be upset alright? Just do your work, she wont pester you... (:
Anyway news broke out from Michelle itself, she knew i'll be like overwhelm over everything. I told her i will miss ELC of course. ELC staffs are warriors. Mabel ho! Gilbert! Juanna! Serina! Syaz! A joke from myself to Michelle that makes Lynn laughs so badly. Ask me, i will tell you personally~ I didn't have the chance to tell Andy about the news yet. Hopefully i'll be able to break the news to him.
Alright i'm uber tired, i meant my eyes. So let the photos do the talking. Some photos is from CNY so is a little outdate. please ignore the puffiness of my eyes. (: That's all ~
that's andy (:
my new black hair!
puffy eyes (:
fish & penguin!
on my way out to meet penguin
My surprise given by penguin! (: loves
during CNY @ Fish n Co with Fabian
CNY !
qianhui (: andy's little cousin
that's the 3 of us! (: CNY
on my way out
fly away
bright sunny day!
♥
I think i'm having some mental breakdown subconsciously.I became so moody when i feels hungry.My craving for lemon muffin and orange muffin still there.still lingering...Anyway, i should be resting now but somehow i'm still here ranting.penguin already fallen asleep soundly..lappy usbport faulty, the other lappy internet port malfunction.wah, my computer dies on me too.So basically i totally can't upload any photos for the time being..probably tomorrow during work i shall upload all the photos one shot!hahaha~then it will be once in a blue moon that i post photos...okay blahblah..I took my dinner at 11:30pm today!at least i did take my dinner so penguin wont worry too.tomorrow i'm on afternoon shift, so i probably can sleep till 11am or later to keep myself in a better condition..i'm down with puffy eyebags and swollen cheek.):I looked horrible i suppose..but i dont bother! cause penguin say i look okay (:Afterall, i'm still craving for muffins!MUFFIN MUFFIN MUFFIN! ! i'm so into muffin, so into you (:The movie I'm so not into you, seems nice.meeting up with my penguin only on monday itself.both of us busy working during the weekends so just mug!saturday i'll be meeting winnie for loyang meet the boss session!finishes work at 130pm so probably going back jurong to rest awhile?Mr fabian will be so so busy!Goodluck and i'm happy for Fabian (:anyway congrats.umms...i should be resting anytime now.shall call penguin to tell him though provided he pick up my calls!heh heh~
♥ Thursday, February 5, 2009
So much happen last night.
so much drama but i do enjoyed.
I'm sure Andy does too.
Head over to Simei to meet up with him.
greeted by his mum (:
& while i was surfing nets for Mtv songs he went to prepare to go out.
Received calls from Fabian.
He wants to get out from camp so badly so we met him up over at TM for movie and dinner.
we went out quite late though as the movie starts 6:50pm, Bride Wars.
Long John silver our dinner over at TM.
roamed around then headed our way back to theatre for movie.
Andy requested Fabian to allow me to wear his jacket! (:
Anyway movie was good! Thumbs up~ Chill out over at the so-called relaxing urban something, sorry i dont remember the name though.. the Ice chocolate was terrible. I find it bitter. So dont try, its just beside Coffeebean.having a little dispute with Andy, things went so wrong then Fabian walked away and bought my orange muffin to cool me down (: Thank Fabian for the muffin! (: (: Afterall, we went back normal as it was just a little silly thing i got so upset over. Things went back into the track and we made things up and assurance from Andy itself.Its just me, myself losing the confidence which i used to have in the past. I know i'll be back with those confidence, cause i know i have his assurance. (:You made me the most happiest woman in this whole planet i suppose! (:
Then headed way back to Andy's place for awhile and i headed back home.
He became the God of Gamblers with his good buddies.
Andy's mum is so so so friendly.
Somehow i feel that she's sound like mummy though.
HAHAHA.
okay nevermind.
That's all i wanna blog about.With loves,penguin's baby
♥ Wednesday, February 4, 2009
我终於还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘著小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹
你看著我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那麼冷静 忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己
可以为爱那麼坚定
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
it might sound so wrong or even so silly to blog about this song.
but this is the song which represent all my feelings.
haha!
penguin is bathing now, while im mtv-ing for songs.
going off soon~
blog later.
♥
What is it feel like to be in love?Give me a million reasons why must i stay so in love?Being in love is just so sweet, i pondered.
I just need a reason to fall in love with you.That's the answers for the question above. (:Anyway, things went so smoothly for me.I knew things happen for a reason.He appeared and stepped back into my life, leaving me a happy smile (:
Every morning when i open up my eyes, looking at the messages which sent by him was just simply so sweet.Even with a simple morning lovely greeting.Cause it's all from the special one (:Every little thing happen for a reason.Just like me and you.though things happen just so quickly but i wants to let you know..i cherished and treasured every little detail, i might be clumsy or silly at times but at least i'm being more realistic than the past.looking at things at a clearer view.speaking differently from the past, it's not pretending.i'm behaving like myself, the real me and myself cause you made me realise that what's the importance in my life. (:Few years down the road, i knew you will fulfil the commitments you've made for me..Be it mentally or physically, i just want you to know.you're the one that made me realise everything in life is so important.you made me a stronger daughter of my mum.you stood by me when i need a shoulder to lean on so badly.you do silly things with me just only me.you rushed all the way down just because you're worried of me.I've so much to say and do.i willing, and i do (:with loves,penguin's fish
♥ Monday, February 2, 2009
I received the supposingly surprise from Andy (:My Christian Dior blooming bouquet.Thanks!He also received the surprise I've got for him.I think he likes it?I really hope he does..Anyway, Andy met my parents.So far so good? (:great job ah, hahaa!I dont know what to blog anyway.So much things to type out but i'm way too lazy.(:I shall blog when the laziness goes away.Anyway, i wont blog so often like the past.I'll be back i promised.I'm living happily ever after (:Take care!With loves,Candy
Kboxing on valentine (:
