♥ Saturday, February 19, 2011
Sigh why do I feel disappointed?
I thought I could be so open minded and just let him do whatever he wants.
I realized I couldn't. Just because promises are made that doesn't mean that it will be kept safe and not breaking it. I'm just plain foolish to believe in promises how stupid can I be?
My heart broken into pieces do u know?
♥ Thursday, February 17, 2011
Lately been in a daze on and off...
Therefore it resulted to me feeling rather quiet and emotional.
Don't ask me why am i behaving adnormally, its the real me.
I think a alot
I think too much
I think over the extreme
I think things will not go towards my flow
I think i will die by just over thinking of everyone instead of myself.
I keep quiet doesn't mean that i ain't happy.
Is just that i chose not to talk to prevent more misunderstanding.
Is worst at the night, I will feel like crying yet couldn't...
Just like yesterday I rang him up and kept quiet however my tears are rolling down and my heart is breaking apart.
No idea why, i'm just going through this shits at night lately.
I'm trying to keep myself busy in order at night i wouldn't have the strength or mind to even let myself get upsets.
I'm at the state of going into depression if this goes on...
♥ Sunday, February 13, 2011
It's Valentine's Day tomorrow...
Yet why do I feel that is like another day?
Nothing makes it more special, only the lonelier lonely.
I stared into spaces the whole of today to avoid thinking of unnecessary negative stuffs.
To avoid those, is to avoid more quarrels..
I'm trying
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(:
♥ Wednesday, February 9, 2011
At the verge of suicidal.
Sighs, I thought everything will be perfectly fine.
Kept telling myself is just a small bicker between us...
However it isn't, heaven seems to be making a sport of me, the blow is too much for me to handle.
My heart sank right deep down
however awaiting for miracles to happen.
Will heaven stay by my side or gonna take him away from my side?
I starts to doubt, even for myself will i be able to go through these torments once again or I might just stop and kills myself.
Sail smooth sail for him...
Take care, till then...
♥ Tuesday, February 8, 2011
我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳 边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好...
♥ Sunday, February 6, 2011
I'm at the verge of suicidal (:
We probably have different point of view and different future goals
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just take a step while I'll keep moving backwards instead of going forward with you.
♥
The moment I realized everything has changed, it's too late.
I'm just a fool deceiving myself that everything is gonna be alright.
Tell me, if I'm so naive to believe in love so much so badly...
♥ Friday, February 4, 2011
Rabbit bunny year :D
So much to say, too much to express.
I've said out my feelings to you, however things remain.
I'm done!
Just another random post (:
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!
