♥ Friday, August 29, 2008
I want to go home now!I want to sleep now!I want to eat chocolate now!):fetch me home, will you?I'm dying.I'm super sleepy.I'm going mad.I'm insane.I'm not myself.I'm dreaming.I'm in love.Sickening thoughts of mine.I want to eat ramen.I want to drink the mushroom soup you made.I want to eat maggie goreng.I want to eat ice cream.I want to look at stars.I want to stay in love with you.Thoughts running wild.I need to run away with you.I need to get myself new cosmetic.I need you to hold me.I need everything you gave.I need you by my side.With you, my boo (:Be it rain or sunshine, i'm there.i never walk away and desert you.i never leave you standing there alone.i never allows you to gaze stars alone.i never thought that i'm so crazy and mad over you.i never believes that i'm always now in love with you.fourty-five minutes to off work!kthxbye.
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Hey, it's blogging time!alright today mood is okay, just okay.woke up on time, get myself out of the house on time, reached station not on time.ended up, reach work place a little not on time. (:i've short legs, so i walked super slow.don't blame me, i don't even blame myself cause i know i'm contented.hmm ...I was a little not-so-myself.Working with Lovella today, horrible to work with someone who don't smile as much.It makes me look like some idiot if i'm the only one that's chirpy.Enquries over enquries.after i replied everyone of them, now all i could do is to wait for their reply (:Had my lunch, slice fish beehoon soup.okay lar, didn't really enjoy my lunch as i've to help Lovella outside while i'm taking my lunch break...Now is only 4pm, there's some kids fashionista atrium.kids dressed up like some model and speaks their languages.no one understands though.okay nothing much to blog about today.As it'll be a boring day, as for tomorrow is the same!so today boring post..Yeap, yesterday met up with Keithlyn (:dinner at Jurong East..was like laughing throughout as you know, i always doing silly things with friends.especially close ones.reached home and tv all the way till 12 plus.i will never get enough of rest always, i wanna go bintan / batam for relaxing spa!hopefully october comes faster~~SCREAAAAAMS!super looking forward.oh yah, monday come faster too.interview with Dawn Kwee for new job!Pay is in, i'll spend it wisely.need to give allowance, phonebills, insurance etc.no more nonsense stuffs, no junk cute cute things.I need to save, if not i'll be broke AGAIN before month end.prays!so friends of mine, don't ask me out if you all will be spending money like water."no money" that's what i will say. (:Good day, Bad day, Happy day, Sad day.life still goes on.might as well i live happily everyday.chocolate craving is still there.the thought of sunday coming back to work is horrible.i hate it ):dumbbbbbbbb ._.kthxbye.
♥ Thursday, August 28, 2008
This whole week, 1 off day.supposingly i can have my world's time to take a rest but surprisingly...calls from office woke me up early in the morning to question regarding my part time hours.i find it the most ridiculous things, moreover the call is from your direct superior.so nevermind, i dragged myself out of my bed to check things for him.bloody waste my time.he gave me green light for chalking hours for parttime when i'm in no other staffs to help..now he questioned and demanded for explaination for exceeding the budgets.i went blank when he question and explained that he gave me the permission to chalk their hours as i only have 3 staffs in store.whatever, i find it silly now.he mentioned the CEO refuse to acknowledge as it's over budget.he as my direct superior shouldn't he help me to explain rather than calling me to ask me for the same explaination that he's going to give to CEO?i think it's rather dumb, i already bloody burnt my weekend off day YETmy weekday off have disturbance.shut shut shutit ruins my whole day!sighs~ nevermind now.i can't think with that improper mind of mine now (:it's like sudden downpour as early as 6am today.i hate it when it rains.making me so restless yet i couldn't rest with no disturbance.rubbish rubbish rubbish!i'm like aching everywhere.i wanna eat chocolates,many many many of them.buy me like tons and send it to my doorstep and i will be a happy woman.tomorrow full shift, saturday fullshift.that gilbert is OFF on both day.what's that man!I got burnt on my weekend off but he can have still.sigh sigh.next weekend no more weekend off, so much things to do.i wonder how good will it be if i'm off on both weekends which is saturday and sunday.hahaha!i must be dreaming too much,this kind of thing will never happen to me in this company.that brandmanager will freak himself out and open that bloody window in office ask me to jump down direct from fifteen floor.if he allows, it's time for me to buy lottery perhaps i might just strike lottery and become some rich tai-tais.stop dreaming candy! It will NEVER happen okay?!2nd bro MK back home and went out again to watch WALL-E with his gf.i hogged onto my favourite thing of course, TELEVISION!basically when he talks to me, i ignored totally or replied with those annoyed tone.then dad came home too.aiyah. nothing much lehmaybe later meeting keithlyn for dinner?i'm like growing mushrooms all over my body if i'm gonna stay stagnant in this position for a long time.hiak hiak!shut shut shut.thought of changing my blog template but gave up the idea.i need some fresh air, of course not in singapore.i need to go on a short trip, hopefully things go smoothly and i'll be out of singapore on Oct.please ~i want to go on tanning after my period ends.anyone tanning session?I miss Mr Sunshine ):kthxbye!然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我 就算了吧坏人我来做
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I almost smash my weighing machine.i couldn't believe my weight goes up again!It's like 48kg now.i'm like super heart-broken.nevermind, i know i'll slim down heh heh!means no more junk food and too sweetening drinks.i'll stay healthy and rest more!I'm now uber active, seems like i only gets active at nights.no choice mah, i'm once a night-lifer.okay.i need to get my sleeeeeep!byebye
♥ Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I browse through my CLEO which i bought a week back?i saw something that i wanna buy so badly...sighs sighs...Maybelline latest products ......Watershine Collagen 403 ( lipstick )Blush Studio Mousse in 02 Peach satin Unstoppable shiny black mascaraEyestudio in BL-1 stormy sky.Perfume that makes me lingers....Miss Cherie Dior ralph lauren blueI think i'm insane.i want chocolate now.):i feel like crying without chocolate ):
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Arghs!couldn't take it.imagine i'm like so bored the whole afternoon and now is already evening.i'm still the same.i sound moody and bored like crazy.the craving for chocolate ice cream is there, yet unable to ):damn that period of mine.i'll be a sad little girl if i didn't get to eat ice cream..hurhur!nevermind nevermind.let's talk about today.okay i woke up like 7am today?then slowly prepare my way to work.gilbert told me he missed the bus, means he'll be late.so i told him, i walked very slow.i'll be late too.i know it's ridiculous lar, but i don't wanna like rush to the station for nothing right?i don't wanna sweat like hell.reached store and start opening those stocks.today have gilbert and lynn with melucky i wasn't as bored.got things done very fast as i seems motivated to work!hump hump! again!downpour ._.i went out with gilbert to buy our small lunch.both of us got like so drenched ):even with the shelter.i hate it when i'm drenched with my jeans on.it's like idioticly stick onto my legs ):i feel like super uncomfortable already.sigh~reach back store, sat and stone there.i really doesn't want to move a single bit.it's like making me utterly uncomfortable.sighs~ hopefully after this week, no more stormy rain.around 2 plus i went back home with one umbrella.for no reason, its not raining.took train home, like so sleepy.reached chinese garden and home sweet home.bored lar!tomorrow off day, i gonna hide beneath my blanketactually got 1 interview tomorrow but i'm not as keen.so perhaps i just skip it and stay at home be good girl.(:hopefully things get better.next week my hours goes up to 56 hours.okay fine.i got nothing to say.i'm too tired to care about the hours.hopefully that bloody brand manager can hire more staffs.who knows, i might just leave like that too.hahahaha!i'm talking rubbish.next week i'm meeting dawn for interview.monday (:yes, i will go for that interview for sure.i'm a happy girl now, but later will be sad and happy again.aiyah. rubbishshut up and go rest.kthxbye.
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I want to talk on the phone!I want to talk on the phone!):fugly period makes me feel so restless.i want to eat chocolate icecream cone of out nowhere.):i'm a sad woman for this week.pardon if i don't smile or i go on mood swing all of sudden.i'm just not myself this week.kthxbye.blog ltr.
♥ Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I'm here again!Okay let me refresh what happen today...i woke up late, i snooze my alarm away.when i woke up, it's like super late already.i rushed like nobody business, haha ! i feel like an idiot when i'm late..reached office around 10.15am?not very late though but i'm good, i sent an sms out to that brand manager that i would be late for meeting. usual lar.meeting and meeting.this time round, i'm a little stone.not much thing i wish to mention, so basically i only goes ......"eh?!" " oh~ " " anymore thing? "throughout the whole meeting, i know i sound bored but it's really bored.what you expect me to say?united square is a little behind target, hopefully! i keep my finger cross.i want to hit target, so far i haven't even hit that bloody figure as it's like toooo far-fetched.* prays ! *after meeting, i headed to centrepoint.met up with yongkang that pighead and zax.was like sitting in the storeroom to look at the both of them folding clothes so miserably.at first, i was super reluctant to step into the store.as you all know, i'm no longer the staff there.but i got dragged in ._.moreover, the supervisor didn't like give me those unhappy face.yet he chatted with me. everyone there seems so stress, no reason.perhaps i'm not working there, i don't feel how they feel? but i did in the past.so understandable (:chatted for hours and the both kind soul accompany me to get my brunch at cuppage, as i'm like fugly famished.took my lunch in the storeroom with them (:they're super nice friends. though yk got whacked for saying that i'm fat..haha~Lynn finally called meshe's in town!so she met up with me, roamed around centrepointand she got herself a capri from bossini (:a black capri, look nice on her!walked over to cine to look for her bf and off we go.we went separate way as i'm going towards woodland to meet dumb.it's like super downpour there, i stayed put.indoor, i doesn't want to get drench with my outfit today..waited and roamed around causewaypoint for like half an hour and finally he reached. ._.dinner near my place's coffeeshop.meesoto~normal lar, i only eat noodles.hahaha!then i'm happy woman.ask me if u wanna know why.then i'm back home now.f. tired like no one business!tomorrow working at 9am.hopefully i could wake up on time, i don't want to rush like some mad woman all over.it's horrible.that's all... today just 3 little photo, i don't have the chance to take any at all.so bye!thanks (:Sunshine after the rain
on my way up office. reflected
side view. undesirable
downpour again ):
♥ Monday, August 25, 2008
I'm like going mad...this sweet yellow fruit is making me drools like no one business!Some people loves it till the max otherwise some dislikes the smell of it !that's weird hars~as for me, i love it. I'm proud to say.YES i love durians.especially those golden yellow flesh, i gets like super crazy when i sees them.after eating durians, please readers.drink plenty of water, it's very heaty!i didn't take my dinner today, i settle it with durian that my dad bought home today!i'm like super high when i sees it, imagine i go " Oh MY GODDD~!! "then took the whole box and go corner eat it up?i sounds like durian monster ):but nevermind, i know someone enjoys as much as i do.heh heh!can we have durian feast again? please~~okay, that's allim like utterly tired today.need to catch some rest, i've got meetings tomorrow.good night and bye!i miss you like crazy, i swear
D U R I A N . IS . L O V E
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Let's buzz off monday with me snuggling in the bed refuse to wake up for work.ummbought breakfast like some beehoon with egg(: & luncheon meat.heheh!slack slack at work, as i really don't have the mood for anything now.rushed my paper work out for peifang to work it out for me.hopefully pay comes in on time, i got bills to pay.ha ha ha!before going office, took my lunch at one of the coffeeshopsuper ever nice soy sauce chicken noodles (:that's like so delicious okay?i know lar, you all must be thinking.it's only soy sauce chicken noodles, what so nice about it?it's nice cause i like simple food.shut up if you don't enjoy simple food like me.heh heh!had a cup of ice coffee and strolled my way to office.went up to paragon first to look for michelle there.gilbert was there too, so chatted awhile and headed our way up to office.by the way, michelle bakes cookies with chocolate chip.nice * thumbs up! * and screammmmmmmmmm!reached office i go ._.i turned sleepy straight away.stone-d all the way while they're talking about the stocks things.i just couldn't get the attention until they call out my name.after meeting, i went back store.i'm like not feeling well already, giddy spell.the weather isn't as good either.rain, heavy rain, storm, and sunny these days.makes me feel sick now.back into the store with lynn.sat inside office throughout.i refused to stay out in the selling floor.cause my kpi almost failed. not almost lar.i mean that so call clever brand manager fail one of the section.obviously he's againsting me. (:usual lar, i couldn't be bother anyway.so now like nowi'm bored, blogging my time away.my tiny toe got hurt, is bleeding like no tomorrow.):i suppose i couldn't wear my heels for these days till its fully recovered.hums hums~this is so maddening,lynn told me to stay inside and she call police for me.._. i replied " ambulance can? im like bleeding lol!"lynn is leaving this sunday.sighs sighsi hate seeing people around me working leaving slowly one by one.it's like so disheartening and making everyone morale's down.but no choice, the management makes it this way.so we only have to go through it alone,looking at those who left us happily and we like some goondos still staying to hold onto the store.hahahas!that's dumb.sent out few applications, hopefully got replies.i'm like so tired nowhungry and tired and sleepy.so ....................................s l e e p y.nevermind i going back in an hour's time.YIPIEE!! (:i'll be a happy girl when clock strike 9pm!faster faster faster.time please go fasterif not i'll be utterly bored like some mad woman.tomorrow there's OP's meeting, after meeting most probably meeting lynn.she wanna get something from GAP.so just follow her so she could get discount from it.(:that's allim tired of typing.gd bye !
♥ Sunday, August 24, 2008
Been raining so heavily!it's getting maddening at times now, especially when i'm in my jeans.the feeling of my jeans getting drenched is horrible.sticking on my leg and makes me uncomfortable for the whole day.hope the raining days will stop, i can't imagine that singapore actually rain so bad so heavily this time round. The heaven is crying again for the whole day and makes the singaporean stay indoor.as for me, i rather go out.though i love to hide under my blanket so much, but who cares...it's my off day. MINE ! MY OFF DAY.as like finally.hopefully every of my off day, i'll be like S M I L I N G!plan changes,downtown east for movie and sakura with sweetest, arson, marcus and malcolm.4bia, okay lar. i did freak out ok? i screamed and yelled as one of the scene freaked me out totally!story line is okay, by the way before entering the theatre.imagine the person look at me.can i have your IC please? As this is NC16 show.i'm like " oh~ i look young though huhs! hahaha~ " happily show my ic to her and she gave the O_O. i'm like 20 yet she thought im underage.nevermind, she makes my day by checking my IC ((:the four of them was like "alamak small girl ! "i just grinned, i'm happy okay? at least the woman checked my IC, not theirs.means they're old people.old old old people! hahaha~after movie, sakura-ed.arghs! it's kind of waste money for meas i don't eat alot of their food.especially those cold cold raw food.since majority chose there, i couldn't say anything right?haha so i just go ahead and eat junk!we spent like $139 for the food.and movie plus plus. i don't know how much is that either.so nevermind... if i know, i won't be named as dumb woman.(:i smelt like sakura after dinner, its like irks!my jacket smells like sakura, my hair smells like sakura too.even my crumpler.i never wanna go there second time, i swear!hahaha! train-ed home after that, amazingly i didn't sleep at all.i kept myself awake throughout till i reached jurong and bus-ed home as i refused to walk home from chinese garden. heh heh!home sweet home and i dashed straight into the bathroom to bath.i smell nice nice now (: no more sakura smell !it's time for bed..gd night and love you! (((: 
downpour ):
malcolm ._.
sweet temptation.
don't keep asking me to eat can?
i'm own3d.
♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008
Trying to keep myself busy, but the store isn't as busy as last week.so no point.i'm feeling restless still, i'm being difficult i know.i feel like sleeping, anyone buy me cushion? (:i think i might just fall asleep anytime..lunch isn't that nice due to my moody mood.rainy day makes me upset.i don't even feel like stepping out of united square, i don't want to get wet.don't want the raindrops fall on my feet.i might just go bonkers if it happens to me now.sigh sigh.i think my period is coming.im 100 times tired than normal, though im always at tired mode.sick sick sickmy mind is sick, i gets very tensed up.shit everyone who gets in my way, i wanna get down to the beach but aiyah no mood.so forget it.no moola no moola, only comes in next week.big big sighs.how ! anyone wanna hire sales staff/supervisor?i willing to work as long as you pay me $2000 per month. (:i've like 4 years sales experience.if you have any job recommendation please email me @ candy_ying88@hotmail.comthen hire me! i'm a chirpy woman, happy woman if the salary is good (:okay that's all for job recommendation...back to normal topic.argh!! it's crazy, today is saturdayworking is okay but is soo damn low sales.maybe everyone is moody due to the long heavy rain..sick of raining, as if the heaven is crying over lots of stuffs.when will i able to see mr sunshine again? ):i super long didnt meet mr sunshine already.sighsighsigh.i wanna blog a very long post today, it will all be my ranting for the whole week.brother going hongkong tomorrow, hope he will buy something back for me.if not im not gonna speak to him a single word, i meant it!bad hair day, bad mood day, bad bad day to stay out of the house.how i wish, i'm at home hiding and mugging under my blanket with all my stuff monster around me.it will only be at night then i able to get to mug under my blanket, sighs!F1 RACE coming! handsome racers (:blog hopping now, i'm like so bored..nothing can keep me awake now perhaps when the clock strikes 9pm!please please, the time seems moving slow today.it's only 5:25pm. ):3 hours plus more, i wonder will i be like a deadfish by then.better not..i wanna go on a trip please, just 1 tripto get away from here. (:okay, that's all.kthxbye.thanks (: sweetest
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I seems so tired even after resting.emotionally unstable.i don't know what am i doing, what am i suppose to do.i just wanna hide under my blanket so that i won't feel hurt.i don't wanna face anyone, including myself..i no longer face the mirror myself, i find myself so worn out.i just wanna go home after work.i seems utterly tired, my heavy eyelids.sigh.kthxbye.
♥ Friday, August 22, 2008
It has been raining since morning.
due to the weather, my mood changes.
due to environment, it changes people around me.
i feel that i'm floating alone, living alone, walking alone in this life of mine.
i never likes being yell at, i want to be love. that's all i want from you.
Things didn't get any better or to say, things got worst.
i shouldn't have made the move by calling.
now this issue is even bigger than normal.
it got worsen, i never believes that making move to do something it might indirectly hurt people around me or even myself.
i almost lose myself totally, almost.
who truely understand the real me?
been months, perhaps i changes but what causes the change?
the environment you gave, it changes me.
i becomes more selfish than normal.
i realised i'm no longer myself, no longer the one that smile happily anymore.
i always thought that i'm the happiest woman in the world and i'm contented.
but i just couldn't accept changes so sudden.
or i don't like changes.
it makes me feel useless, moreover something so precious.
maybe i will slowly adapt my life back to what i am used to, the one that doesn't really bother so much about how people feel.
it might lessen tension between people, and end the quarrels and tears of mine.
i no longer the same, i wanna be the strong one that i used to.
i'll change, this time round..
no one gonna change me back. is to protect myself and people around me.
i'm just being sensitive yet you never notice at all.
just put the blames on me, i wouldn't mind.
as long as things just go the way you want it to be.
am i really important to you?
screaming and yelling when im being sensitive from you.
all i do, i kept quiet and things got worsen.
keeping my feeling and holding back of how i feel next time round will be a better choice for everyone of us.
i'm sorry, i'm not perfect.
today
yesterday.
chloe sweetheart
adorable?
little pie
after. childhood
before
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
因为我已爱过你 深深的
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Training are for dumb people i suppose?waste my time in the office for 2 hours for nothing.back to the store and finished up my paper work and lunched with lynn and Jalan Kayu store.food is okay only, train-ed back home from unitedsquare.journey seems utterly long for today, perhaps i'm just not in the mood.or maybe i'm sleepy.back home now, tired and sleepy.wore a cap to meeting as i refuse to let anyone look at me.puffy pair of eyes.tiring look.annoyed face upon seeing people that i refuse and dislike this morning.basically shut them off by saying don't talk to me, not in the mood.hopefully,things will get better after i cool down.i need to think of alot of issue, my brain isn't as big though i got big head.lynn's gonna tender her resignation, when is my turn?only when im not lazy to look for job, but already sent out my resume for some job application in jobcentral. (:anyone? any sales line job to recommend? in need a change of environment. (:my sony ericsson phone, i couldn't find the usb port.though i have photos to upload. i will search for it once im awake from my nap.im having terrible giddiness now, SLEEP SLEEP SLEEPnice weather, drizzling (:kthxbye.
♥ Thursday, August 21, 2008
I lost the ability to speak and type.totally broken.wouldn't be blogging for the time being, i don't wish that my blog entries is filled with sadness. i dislike it, and i utterly hates crying.a scar that remains there, a fear that never goes away and a reality that causes ugly mask reveils.
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To me, you're just another coward.whatever you name yourself as a brand manager.i don't give a damn.unhappy with the roster i've planned? then you should fugly tell me straight at my face, i'll explain to you.don't have to bother other outlet manager to question her regarding my roster.dumb f. manager.sick of it! off day this news came by, pisses me off.worst of all, tomorrow got training.HAVE to face that goondo again, sicked.kthxbye, hope you loss your hair overnight.bye.
♥ Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I'm glad, chloe came in with Andrene makes my day a better one with a smile hanging on my face.chloe is getting heavier, shows her emotions when i refuse to carry her.isn't that adorable? (:I managed to take photos of her again, they're super nice people okay? Especially Andrene cause she is sweet little chloe's mummy.working without uniform today, mum washed it for me awaiting it to dry (:after work, went to white sand to have dinner with love.and headed home by train, arh thanks to the magazine i bought before stepping into the train.it causes giddiness after i finished reading it.so everyone, don't read too engross while you're on the train especially if it's a long long journey.an advice from me.giddiness cause me feel like vomiting.rushed to the ladies once i got down the train.i never do that again and never wants it again.tomorrow is my full off day!yipiee!! I'll be a good girl tomorrow by staying at home whole day but go out awhile for the phone collection and back home again.i guessed i'll be tired, so might as well don't go out! heh heh!headache is back, perhaps i need a rest.shall upload sweet little chloe's photo tomorrow afternoon!be back soon.kthxbye.i need my sugar pills daily, yes it's you (:
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I'm back for rantings.It's chaotic for today, gilbert ordered too much stocks that leaves me with no choice.nevermind, i haven't even take my lunch,utterly famished now!F1 Race is coming, let's get excited over it !hahaa.i'm just merely too bored for anything.I wanna run away, run away from here.sleepy, tired, annoyed, upsets, all types of unhappy emotions.blog later. kthxbye.
♥ Monday, August 18, 2008
Sigh sigh!
What a monday~
from 8am -9pm and i woke up at 6am in the morning. ):
i'm like almost asleep for my brain, certified braindead.
no air no air~
dinner was mcspicy meal as i really got no idea what to eat already!
i'm gaining my weight back, too much too fast too easy.
* grabs hair !
any idea where should i go this coming sunday?
already no more ideas where to go.
singapore is so small, so packed with humans which always cause human traffic.
a trip please, short trip for me!
somewhere which i can relax myself.
hurr!
i'm having slight mood swings, dont ask me for the reason.
i don't have one, so don't ask. (:
shut shut shut.
f f f f f tomrrow cause meeting, i gonna keep quiet at times.
especially tuesdays. (:
i feel like eating maggie goreng ):
of course, the food that i made myself is the nicest of all!
(:kthxbye.
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YIPIEE!i'm here, again!usual lar, monday i tends to blog a little more.i want to get all the things which is on my wanted list.i want comfy heels, pink headset with mic, new phone, new flops, guess wallet, and adidas shoe.hurr!it's only 18th of the month, my pocket already burnt big big holeshahas, surprises come with big price.nevermind, i like what lols.donuts from donuts factory (:i'm like so bored now, blogging while working.sick, sians, tired.i'm always tired by the way.heee (:blog when it's the right period of time, no more inspirations.my nuffnang moo-la is earning!
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I'm now so into chocolate again,TIMEOUT is past time love.tell you all a secret...I'm in love. ._.nevermind...i woke up at 6am in the morning and reach office before 8am.I'm a good girl lar (:heh heh~It's boring monday, sighs. why does weekend end so fast?:I wanna go for tanning and hoping Mr Sunshine will be out.*giggles! wah, i'm like so sleepy now.i ate so much lately, now my burger cheek is back :\don't mention to me i've burger cheeks, i'll be utterly upset.i meant it.hurrs, boring!hate mondays, tuesdays, wednesday love thursday, hate friday, loves weekends (:please time pass faster...Next month surprises will be up (:Psp for love.Ipod for sweetest.more coming up.
♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008
I'm home!honestly, i'm super tired.i only slept this morning at 8am and bro M.X just woke me up looking for the nokia charger that belongs to me.what lar! ): it's like only 11am, which i only just slept for 3 hours.Saturday - Went to Pasir Ris park for fishing session.though only 2 fishes caught alive but for don't-know-what-reason, it's dead.water contaminated? perhaps.nevermind, i don't wanna try midnight fishing.as i kept yawning like nobody business. ha ha ha!oh yah, that day i brought like big small bags just to pass surprises for love (:haha, it's dumb lar.but who cares, i happy. love happy. i smile smile = eat alot.sians. woke up like 3pm and dragged myself out again for steamboat!yeah! i love steamboat though i always unable to eat much.i love steamy hot food.makes me sweat but i love it.after steamboat session, went back home via train.i fell asleep while the journey back home.here to blog and off i am to bed, have to wake up duper early for the " so call training "arhhs~ nevermind i love u. (:
ms burger cheek
burger cheek's love
steam steam steammmmmmm boat (:
♥ Saturday, August 16, 2008
It's just few hours more!
YIPEEEE!!
excites, exciting, excited!
i sound crazy though, but it explains how i feel now.
hohoho!
fishing fishing.
here i come pasir ris (:
umm.
i looked like an ah soh today, carrying like the jumbo plastic bag from Popular.
hahaha!
just don't spot me out if you sees me this way, it's embarassing enough..
Next week can i go sentosa?
please please, i wanna get some tanning on.
no no to fairer skin.
I laughs loudly, cause i'm happy.
just a little hungry every 3 hours, feed me feed me with tons of sweets (:
anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD !
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Big spoiler!mean weather, you ruined everything that i've been looking for!f f f f f f. no mood.working with love ._.sick and sleepy. repeating my question tons but never seems to get it.rubbish
♥ Friday, August 15, 2008
I'm back i'm back!Even myself couldn't imagine that i woke up at 6:30am this morning just to go for training at Paragon. (: finishes at 10am and headed back to store.seems like i don't really have the mood to stay in the store at all.i left around 12 plus going 1pm?home sweet home and i cooked for myself (: ain't i being like housewife?then rot till around 6pm went out and see see look look.dinner-ed at jurong east with sec school friends (:and went over to popular to purchase something.yeah it's just 1 day away.i wanna be the most secretive woman ! hoho~beg me, and i might consider telling you what am i secretive about.i meant, consider haha~ go ahead and beg, i'll only release news on sunday ~ (:sleepy sleepy head.i'm turning in real soon, tomorrow will be full shift!aww what a saturday again~ double sighs!i love to behave like ahboy. yes i'm a boy.kthxbye. (:
beautiful 
home-cooked lunch
going out (:
i don't know why, just wanna wear shades.
♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008
hmm i guess i just don't have the patience to teach new staff?aiyah, my temper isn't good either. I don't wanna pretend to be nice when i'm not now.and i also don't wanna get involve in any politics in the company, it might just drive me insane!boring wednesday,i'm sleepy as i slept quite late yesterday night.i'm spring-rolling last night and weeping too.nevermind, i dont wanna say much.looking forward this coming sunday (:blog when i got more things coming up, suddenly i got so much things to buy but so limited moolamoola.umm next month, i wanna start saving for a trip.mummy say wanna go thai this time, really hope i can tag along with her. (:
♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Something is going so wrong for me, nothing is right though...
i felt stranded in the island that surronds by the sea.
awww.
nevermind, hopefully i'll get better.
not much in the mood to talk, don't even wanna mention anything in the meeting today.
i kept my mouth tight all the way, till eugene pop a question saying usq this and that.
these few days, i'll be talking lesser.
i don't know whats the reason either, i just don't feel like talking.
no more grumble, no more tears, no more stress.
talk to mummy just now regarding some issues (:
i hugged mummy real tight, sigh sigh.
hopefully things will get better, and im sure it will.
i wants to be happy like how i used to. (:
oh yah, my wishlist seems to be missing from the navigations corner.
i'll keep it update once i know what i really wants and need.
a new wallet perhaps and a new phone.
my nokia 6500 classics might die anytime ._.
i'm tired, darn tired. below photo is conversation of me and my baobei fen.
miss her ok? (:
♥ Monday, August 11, 2008
it's a monday!can anyone believes that i reached paragon when the clock struck 8am this morning?it's way too hilarious, yet i'm late for training. thr training that turn out so bored?waste my time going there.nevermind nevermind.worst of it, i'm on full shift today. wonder if i able to take it, tuesday is for meeting.it's gonna be a tiring week this week i sweared.i've got a new hobby !........fishing and prawning (:this coming saturday and sunday, will be my new hobby starts with loves!umm umm ~looking forward to sunday !special special special.i'm a happy but sleepy woman today.movie-d yesterday at downtown east, money no enough 2.movie is alright, just a little too draggy for the storyline.(: rate 3/5 i wanna go tanning, pls..i dont mind even if im going there alone.hahaha! i simply need the sun that's all.love love love love love love.once again, i'm contented and happy overall o:if i just let you leave, you'll be stuck in my head like a melody.
♥ Sunday, August 10, 2008
Yeah yeah, a new link for me.don't ask me why, just a change that's all. (:It's National Day yesterday!but i'm like working full shift, sigh!i missed the fireworks, that's very upset.but nevermind, i met up with lovelies yesterday night after work.aww! been weeks didnt see them.kbox awhile and we back to home.it's utterly expensive but the Mr.21's treats.won't be meeting till the week after next, everyone starts to get busy !oh yah, was discussing presents for the other Mr.21 and i blurted something like.." next year is my turn! " after that i goes like ):cause it seems so fast? then Mr.21 says, special special lar (:i goes on laughing. hahaa!home sweet home after that.today is downtown day!not tanning but movie and strolling.i miss walking around and got gifts on the spot (:ciaos 
while working, im crazy
hanafi did that to me ._.
smile smile pose pose
no more the same
bubbly loves
♥ Saturday, August 9, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (: !
just so quiet today.hopefully the sale comes in (:
♥ Friday, August 8, 2008
I wanna be.wanna be the most happiest woman in this world.makes me one, i'll be so contented in life (:troubles, quarrels never ends.i just want no quarrels, no worries no more tears in my life.don't let me fall this time, i don't wish to breakdown.never will i even thought of it.second full shift, hopefully tomorrow turns out well.tomorrow is red and white day!yesh i'll be wearing bright red tee to work.but with black skinny though i planned to wear my white hotshorts to work ((:i love singapore, cause there's red and white (:with 5 starrrrrrrs 1 crescent.heh heh. happy woman (:im just too easy contented.hars? i need sugar intakes.loveeeeesbaobei messaged " i cut my hair already "don't tell me she cut it short, but nevermindi love her mah.labelled les (:i shakes my fatty fats when i dance lols!(:sentosa next week? ._.blog more and photos will be up when im home.saturday full shift.hopefully im busy, then i wont get so bored during work~ (:
♥ Thursday, August 7, 2008
CANDY JUST SHUT THE F. UP.i'm obviously, no longer in the right mind.just ignore my posts for today.IGNORE EVERYTHING ass.
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Starting to doubt.doubt if i'm important to you.things just changes.perhaps i'm the one that changes.or is it you?no longer the same.i sees myself even more tired than usual.u'll never know, not anymore.
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I should not have interfere.why must i? getting more upset when things happen only.i'm just an outsider to that issue, i've no position to talk about it or even talk to anyone about it.it's tiring, tiring this way.quarrels over other people's personal issue.i'll keep my mouth shut, eyes close and move away.none of my business, i dont wanna get involve by people saying me being this and that.my mood just turn off after one call...SHUT UP CANDY, get your f.life and shut from others (:i'm just upset, thanks for hanging up on me.
♥ Wednesday, August 6, 2008
I miss everyone thats in my life.I love them too.i wanna hit sentosa again.again, with those people who makes me wait an hour (:如果有一天我变快乐, 你就会离开.
♥ Tuesday, August 5, 2008
tired, f tired like mad.no air no air~i'm like stoning right now, my right arm hurt like no one businesswhen i carry my bag, i feel like dragging it on the floor.my arm just aches so badly right now.oh ya, meeting baobei tmr (:happy happy. this is what im looking forward for 2 weeks already.awwwwmisses.im off, gd bye and thanks 
cute? a book
that's me. fly fly fly
copyright. (:
♥ Monday, August 4, 2008
i'm freak owned.management level never listen explaination.who will listen to me and not scold me?emotionally unstable
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Had sudden craving for mocha frappucino ._.but it's way too fattening.as someone told me a happy new which i slim down, none other than the labah lols.ummssupposingly today im working till 2:30pm, due to MC again..changed to full shift, is kind of sick of this MC thingy?why happens when im like half shift? i'm so sick so sick.but i'm a happy woman, so nevermind.so many events coming up, especially birthdays ._. can i have one more birthday?i also want presents and cake o:boring monday, quiet monday, lonely monday.my eyes are closing anytime i suppose, ha ha !i want to go home \:tired woman
♥ Sunday, August 3, 2008
Fabulous day (:
Hit sentosa with the lovelies this afternoon.
wow!
though everyone was like ...
late but nevermind overall i did enjoy the fun that everyone gaves! (:
great sun, fab tanning, water sport and swimming around.
this time round only have of 2 super women, myself and shidah (:
supermen : spi, abd, arson, kurama, cardi, bryan, lord and kobura
had lots of fun (:
I LOVE THE SUN, more to you (:
from left to right (: cardi, bryan, arson, spi, kurama, kobura and lord. abd went back with shidah ._.
on my way to vivo after sentosa=ing (: tanned?
shidah and myself evening time.
just finish bathing
the guys
on my way out.
pink woman
self-proclaim
ever be, little miss sunshine
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killer heels! killer heels.4 inch high heels, okay it's also my itchy leg.wanna wear heels out of nowhere.wore it for the whole day while working.running, walking, strolling around with my killer heels.):it cause like utterly pain on my foot.-scream !-nevermind, the worst is over.but it shows that i couldn't wear heels for another 2 weeks as it hurts so badly still after i took it out. :\i've checked out the weather for tomorrow!yea, happy (:tml is sunny day, Mr sunshine out for me!things happen too quickly, i sees myself crying always.no more tears, i promised.i'm strong hars!? (:a big S M I L E for those who cares.good night and kthxbye !
♥ Saturday, August 2, 2008
I always thought, I'm the most fortunate woman.but now i starts to doubt.Living in this place,with all unhappiness that poured into my life just makes me anothersad sad woman.i never knew, never knew things will be this way.i never feel the pain till you said it.what did i get when i gave in all?happiness?.tml sentosa day,hopefully is a better day for me.
♥ Friday, August 1, 2008
im back im back im back early!very early this time round.oh ya met up with cardi the other day.the superstar Mr Jam bread chia. hahaha!!can't stop making fun of him, i'm just a meanie lar but i like to be meanie.umm lynn got acccident in msia.unable to work todaysales has been so bad, yawns!i can't just stop like evilish laughing in my heart.i know its bad but what can i do?the more i worry, the sales doesn't come in though. (:I've to take things easy now, i can't take stress.oh ya.im utterly looking forward to sunday.back back! (:then to sentosa, yes im hitting sentosa this sunday with my lovelies (:many many friends coming, im happy cause Mr Sunshine will be there.lolsand it means tanning goldenbrown again.weeeeeeees!cancelled and erase the trip to taiwan. (:nono taiwan.planning for something bigger hahahha!silly no more
