♥ Monday, June 30, 2008
something is wrong with me.no appetite for the whole day.my jaw is recovering, least expected though...i loves durians (:i loves strawberry chocolate from meiji (:i loves timeout chocolates (:i loves to eat home-made maggie goreng (:i loves psp (:i loves to grumble. (:i loves sweetestttttttts (:i loves baobei fen (:i loves everything that's nice.i loves to receive gifts (:i loves flowers ((:我最唯一最美的梦 我就是要等你回来爱我
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bid goodbye to night-life.it's gonna kill me if i gonna starts my nightlife back!hellos! i am not a night-lifer. (:another monday morning...my mind is saying " candy! don't do anything. CANDY today stock-take. " whatever, hopefully thing goes smoothly. * prays *by the way, went out on saturday night with lovelies (:staying over and hanging out with lovelies is a must for every saturday!my jaw seems getting better? oh my oh my!shopping is a must next week.i need to get something for chloe loves.meet up with baobei and snow on wednesday, tuesday meet up with cardi !MOW go go go ! ._.new topic ....how do rach look like? lolsyou're a gayfag if you think you know me well enough (:i love bayiiiii labahlabah LOLS
♥ Saturday, June 28, 2008
gloomy saturday.busy in the store, legs and foot hurts so badly.SHUT UP CANDY.don't ask so much, and don't bother.
♥ Thursday, June 26, 2008
sudden urge of having tons of chocolates (:TIMEOUT is love.flood my fridge with that pls? (:i'm a housemaid today,gonna clean up the whole house (:after that go out awhile for lunch or dinner.hasn't been meeting up jennifer too, and also my baobei fen and snow.awwi need the world's time.i need to slim down.): my usb couldn't be located anywhere in the house.我们的爱跟著你写的剧本 出现了越来越多的角色你比我更清楚 你对我多好.
♥ Wednesday, June 25, 2008
oh yes, incase i forgot totally about it.chloe came today!HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART CHLOE (:she's so lovely, and adorable.chloe's mummy is super nice, bought us mango freeze from McCafe and nuggets and lastly birthday cake.had an advance birthday celebration for that little Mischievous.photos would be up once my usb pop out again.i promised.
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I loves strawberries.
I loves rainy days.
I loves the darkest night.
I loves to talk to myself.
I loves to grumbles like no one business.
I loves to laugh loudly.
I loves to behaves like a boy.
I loves swimming.
I loves flowers, but not roses.
I loves rabbits.
I loves pink stuffs but not too girlish.
I loves mummy.
I loves being praised.
I loves to be pampered.
I loves it when things go my way.
I loves everything that's sweet (:
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hellos, i'm finally back for my blog post.firstly, i couldn't find my nokia usb, seems like missing from the computer table.it spells trouble, i couldn't upload photos.I've tons of photos to be uploaded, sighs sighs!nevermind, hopefully it will pop out somewhere probably tomorrow? (:stock-in day (:messy, utterly not feeling good.my right side of the jaw hurts badly, now i can't enjoy breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper and snacks at all. it hurts so badly when i start chewing food, means i've got to survive with things like porridge which is for "sick" people.noooooooo ):duper sad like no one business!who knows? no one urrhhhs!!!!whatever it is.. nevermind.ever since i recovered from my very bad stomach flu, my appetite becomes worst.i dont enjoy eating spicy food outside, i gets tired very easily, having headaches every now and then.i can't take stress, i need 15 hours of sleep a day!listen is a day.sighs.when will my jaw recover? ._.oh yes, went meeting yesterday.i didn't really bother or rather to say i didn't really concentrate during the meeting.my mind is elsewhere, my stomach is yelling for food, mentally sleeping physically there. haha.went out a few times during meeting, chatted with alex is much better than staying in that scary meeting room. uhhh.meeting ended super late, went back with a heavy paper bag [ provided by mr nice alex (: ] that contains of like ton of credit card rolls.met up with ban and dx for lunch...the feeling of being left out, dislike dislike dislike.please never leave me out...alone
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ღpeifenn ; missypinkcess.wp.com says:
IMISS CANDY
caиdy - i behaves like a boy says:
IMISSMYFENNNNNNN):awww didn't meet her for week!haha. next week alright
♥ Monday, June 23, 2008
don't ask me why am i so free.iyliaq and myself just finished cleaning half of the store.freak dusty.unexpected news always come to me.urhhs!stop it, i don't wanna hear anymore of it. (:shall blog and post up photos once home.i've got burger cheeks, i knew that you would.
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sleepy sleepy sleepy-head.stomach is giving me issues, having super bad runs this morning.lynn went back home, she's sick.profuse vomiting. aww seems like stomach flu?i'm so afraid to go near her, i don't want another stomach flu to happen to me.it's super contagious, i better stay clear. shocking news given by lynn this morning.irfan got terminated.with no reason.what if that happen to me? i wonder...i shall leave before they terminate me.snow talked to me this morning, she's so stressed up regarding school work.i can't be there for her as im working today, call her to ask baobei out.baobei got a shock of her life, jumping out of her bed and rush her way down to jurong to meet her. oh my..got weeks didnt get to meet them, i wonder when can we catch up again!after all the * runs * since morning.i'm utterly hungry, my stomach is making noise.but now i got no idea what should i eat for lunch?i wanna eat ice cream for lunch,eat chocolate for lunch,rice roll for lunch.rice dumpling with peanut soup for lunch.my cravings never stop..don't come near me, you would also be infected with craving germs.i looked around in the store, empty.i can even hear myself typing my blog post.what a monday..伟杰 is coming back tomorrow.it means there will be taiwan girls :Dhahahahaving runs on monday isn't a very pleasant one.i got lots to do this 2 weeks1) squeeze time to meet up with my baobei and snow.2) meet up with sweetesttttt 3) start looking for job, anyone wanna hire me as housemaid?4) shopping to be done5) kbox with cardi next week.6) awwaww surprises for lovelies
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know what?irfan got terminated for no reason.why? why are they doing this to him?isn't that ridiculous? my stomach isn't feeling very well either.been having runs since morning.aww aww!shall blog later.
♥ Saturday, June 21, 2008
working on saturday.whatever! i'm going out tonight to enjoy myself (:i gonna shake my stress away! whooops ! ((:'short short post.off my ass to work !伟杰是大猪头 - don't think you at taiwan shopping can makes us so envy of you. bring some girls back for us! (((: presents for everyone ! woohoos!
♥ Friday, June 20, 2008
i'm better now (:thankss sweeeeeeetest !!!!
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i've got a bad night last night.got the worst morning starts.things doesn't seems going right at all in the morning till now.now is already evening...just imagine, i've to pretend to be okay for the whole day.things got worst when sweeetestt not around.sighs.whatever it is, i've to bear with it till 9pm that's like 2hours and 15 minutes.i hope by then i'm still alright if not i don't know what the hell im gonna do.the blues is making me so restless, i can't finish my so called dinner.which is only sotong balls, chicken wing & maggie.. the only thing i managed to finish it is sotong balls and half piece of chicken wing.i ate 3 mouthful of maggie, so it went into the rubbish bin. ):wastefulthe mood wasn't okay.the surronding wasn't right.my eyes is feeling tired,my body no longer feel the same, aches ):can i go home now?can i take a long rest?i wanna take a break, a break from work.i don't know and don't wanna know anymore.
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i wanna throw tantrums.
sighs.
yea i threw it.
i lost my cool totally..
whoever got it, i'm really sorry.
seems like emotional unstable now.
a moment ago, got so pissed and angry over the slightest issue.
now i feel like crying.
aiyah. ):
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i thought after food, after i've finished all my doings.my mood will be better but seems like is going worst...i'm feeling so so restless, my head is killing.my body aches like no tomorrow especially my shoulder, seems so stiff till i just wanna rest on my bed.sighs..feel like running away from here.run away from ELC.shut myself away from calls.im having blues, sighs!i wanna meet sweeetesttt now.i wanna meet baobei now.i wanna go home now ):my blues is killing me, i feel like crying for no reason.
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i feels that i'm not being myself this week.just not my normal behaviour.i got so many things to do at work, but simply it slips out of my mind everytime.aiyah whatever, i makes mistake also okay. i'm human also, sometimes ppl made mistakes i simply keep quiet too...reached work place, got to rush KPI and P/T timesheets for the month.whatever~ then here comes my gastric.again, gobble down my home-made bread and continue doing all the stuffs.contacting customers regarding all TP enquiries, irene is rushing things out.sighs, whatever im tired though.get my ass down with work.things that juanna mentioned that i didnt do it, i finished doing it.updated reservation list, called customers etc..go through GSS list again, sticking colour stickers.replied all email regarding it.done outslip for faulty and sent soft copy to whoever it may concern to.dislikes when things get wrong, simply i got the blame.i'm nothing lar.whatever, just that my period making my mood unstable.i'll be okay after awhile.anyone be sweet, i want to eat ice cream ): candy shut up!
♥ Thursday, June 19, 2008
I'm back for more rantings.today is my off day, i slept my day away.my body aches so badly till i refused to get off my bed.woke up in the afternoon cause my stomach is like so hungry!after food, i got so restless again!so i went back to my comfy bed for napping.oh yah before i sleep, text jennifer told her meet around six plus for dinner.woke up ard 6, there's like 7 miss calls. 5 from office. arghs. hate it when im off i receive calls from office..messages from eugene regarding work again.whatever it is, i dislike to work when im off.had no choice to call back store to ask regarding work stuffs.juanna was like " but you not working now?! " i got no choice, sighs i refuse also..so office staffs pls dont call me when im off.i super reluctant to talk about work already, 1 week five working days talking about it.my only 2 off for me to rest, also my mind. okay enough of work stuffs.met up with jennifer for dinner.usual, pour all my unhappiness out to her.she, listens patiently (:ate our dinner and chatted our way home.now im home, trying very hard to learn some songs LOL.wish me luck.surprises surprises surprises! (((:你最近还好吗 忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗 你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎 你说会记得我还记得吗
♥ Wednesday, June 18, 2008
have you ever have those feelings like wanna scream yet unable to?
i always had.
especially during meetings, but somehow now.
just the last meeting, i blurts out every little unhappiness in myself there.
hopefully things get better, how i wish.
i need my daily dosage of sugar intakes.
i shall blog when i am able to.
tired of typing...
i walked the path we used to.
i sat at the same spot where we used to.
i pondered and screamed in my brain, i no longer the same.
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i want something so beautiful.just like rainbow (:how i wish things will go the way i want it to be,i wish that i'm still young,still as naive as the past.i miss those childhood days.yawns!i'm still as tired as normal.stock-in day today.pretty bored, as my body aches like no tomorrow.menses week : the worst week of the month.utterly sighs!tomorrow is my off day,can sleep like no tomorrow again! hoho (:baobei is making noise, " when are we meeting! "i got no idea, its so near month end so must spend lesser mah!so many things i wanna do everyday.i want to eat soya beancurd.i want to eat buttercake.i want to munch my cereal bars.i want to be the world sweetest loveeeee.i want my sweetest to missssssme (:i want everything that's sweet.i want mummy to nag at me.i want to sleep, utterly tired.things i always do...i wake up late, snooze my time away.i eats the exact same food everyday at work.i sneezes whenever i step out of my bathroom.i rubs my eyes when i snuggle on bed.i day-dream when im bored.i listens to song thats so sentimental.i gets cranky when i'm bored.i turns mad when i didn't get my things.i scream if i'm unhappy.i turn-away when im annoyed.i run and run and run when i can't solve things.i blog whenever im free, i promised. (:
i dreamt sitting here with you, looking at the sunset.
i wrote this with my lovelies when im thinking of you
♥ Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Julianaaa~ (: i can't upload the faulty vacuum cleaner photo of yours!not knowing why either...let's summarised everything today.breakfast, lunched and dinner is superb.working on a monday with juli is fun and enjoyable, basically the both of us inflatted a pirate boy beach ball and play volleyball with it in the store. (:seems like having a great exercise though .__. while she's vacuuming the floor, she spoilt it.hahaha and the both of us is laughing over it! shall wait for her to send me those photos.the evidence for damaging the vacuum cleaner~ (:i'm off to bed, im just way too tired and sleepy.though im having meeting tomorrow, im feeling restless.ulcer remains but much better right now.headaches remains, gastric didnt really go away.it came back whenever i missed my lunch time / dinner time / even light snacks.i can't let gastric as an excuse for me to grow additional fats, this is a no-no for me.but i can't skip my meals though, i need to start to learn how to chew my food before swallowing it.. (: got back my dvd of "whywhylove" from jennifer :meeting her on thursday.been a long since i met her, aww aww! o:good nights we smile as we go.
gorgeous juli (:
my very own perspective
♥ Monday, June 16, 2008
i realised,i only blogged usually on the mondays.no idea why, perhaps i'm just too free at work.haha!having my break right now.recovered from my very bad gastric, stomach flu.my ulcer seems recovering well now..praying hopefully !i've so many things that i want suddenly.how i wish, things just come to me free.haha let me name it all out so i able to remember what i really want now or rather in the past which i never get to have them. My memory is failing me. never!1) pink strawberry clock ( as always ) plsplspls.2) Man-U soccer jersey ( current ) plspls.3) tote bags of all kind! ( as always )4) puma tote bag ( past )5) new urban male big brown bag ( current ) pls.6) high light brown boots ( past )7) ralph lauren blue perfume ( past ) pls.8) burberry wallet ( past )9) a new phone ( current )10) all sorts of girly's stuffs ( as always )11) sony d-cam in pink ( past ) plspls.12) the rainbow shawl ( past ) pls.get me all, and i'll turn crazy over it. i promised. hee!it has been a long day today..lynn is on mc today, accompanied by juliana !thanks for coming to work with me, things turn out better..i hate monday though, but i love monday at the same time.i know, im contradicting myself at times, but its the only time that i won't get so tensed up.tomorrow is another meeting day, behind target like 17k.i wonders, how am i gonna say tomorrow?woohoo!perhaps i shall just keep quiet at that moment (: i'm in loveeeeeee, in love with the love songs.i wont play your games, i'm nobody's fool im leaving~ leaving this path behind.dont need your sympathy.im leaving, dont try to change my mindim leaving this path behind~~ (x3) ~~~
♥ Thursday, June 12, 2008
diagnosed with stomach flu, fever and gastric at the same time.i'm not thinking properly now.vomitted twice a day hurts my gastric so so badly.hopefully i get well now, so many things i want to do.so many things i cant do, cant eat, cant go out.another day mc.shall blog once i feels better.gdbyes.
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sleepyhead sleepyhead sleepyhead.my ulcer has been there for a week or so,refused to get well nor recover.it totally ruin my mood for eating, who knows i might just slim down after a weekcause i predict got to take another week to recover.utterly upset.sleep, nap and eat.there goes my mc day..went out in the evening to meet up with baobei and snow ( as requested not to blog her name )supposingly meeting ard 730pm but usuali'm late, snow is even later than me.still blames me for changing the time till 730pm.noshame!make fun of baobei and snow.baobei : i want go press money (按钱)myself : oh so you press money one? laughs!baobei : funny? * then i got slap by her.snow came...snow : eh mummy i want go take money (拿钱)myself : oh so you take money lar, clever! just now baobei say she want press the money * show the actions. LAUGH LOUDLYsnow : giggles .__.myself : i want to withdraw money. (提钱)corrected the both of them.dine-in @ Aijisenmy ulcer ruins everything so basically i can't finish my food.as we order VALUE MEALwhich consist of 1 ramen + 1 Side + 1 Drink .but baobei says : my value meal is 1 side + 1 drink + 1 water.snow and myself : LAUGHS!! there she goes, i got attacked by her.cause im just sitting near her.walked around the whole cck.bought my screen protector.okay lar, bo bian mah 6 bucks what you expect?baobei say she can stick better than that guy ._. okay you pro i nubcake.i nothing to say.she's my baobei what to do?if not she gonna attack me again...sighs ! my ulcer just simply hurts so badly.
♥ Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i'm getting so tired at times,am i getting old!?haha,i know at times im paranoid of what decision ive made.but certainly things or decisions that i've made, i never never regret.time neverwait.just like youth.i'm starting to spout nonsense.some announcement to make though.1) dislike to fall sick2) JayAss enlisting, do take care (:3) everyone is falling sick.4) i want 15 hours sleep a day pls?5) i miss my sweeeeeetesttttttt.6) i have to meet up with baobei soon and yue.that's all.
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utterly overdues photos. events -mummy's birthday, ban's birthday, days at work.before going out. 
jenn and me, mum's birthday 
mummy's "21st" birthday cake (:
let's see, my dearest of all. mummy (:
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Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
♥ Monday, June 9, 2008
super bad hair day.M O N D A Y .i went over to novena just now, hoping to bank in like the weekly cash in store.reach there around 4.05pm, they're close. just 5 minutes only. utterly sighs.then walked back to united square under the hot sun.it's so worse when u got a very bad hairday.i tied my hair up, wore my glasses.okay call me what-ever.my ulcer, the pain is killing me.i don't even feel like talking to any customers right nowwhen can i enjoy my good nice food?im tired, tired tired.a million things that i want to do and a billion things i dont wanna do.fulfil pls..things that i want and to do so much1) get me those cute little bunnies.2) my ulcer to get well.3) a trip to anywhere, pls get me out of s'pore.4) massage is love5) need to top up my tops/shorts for my cupboard6) tons of shoes, flops, heels, boots to top up7) handbags8) totebags9) gucci wallet10) my car licensethings which i refuse to do 1) work 2) work with many full shifts a week.thats the worst thing ever.
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I know, i know my blog is getting very very wordish.i know so don't keep reminding.at least i came here and blog (:again, its monday. so monday im a little out of place.a little not feeling good, is even worst when i can feel that my period is coming. :sudden urge to have a baby rabbit. ain't they adorable?wonder what mummy will say if one day i brings a rabbit home.she gonna start nagging as she'll ended up be the one cleaning the rabbit.or why not, i buy the rabbit and find some kind soul to take care of it for me? and i can visit the rabbit anytime? i already got names for my rabbit if i owns one.that would be popiah * (chinese food delicacy). please buy me one kind soul! and i promise to love the rabbit like hell and i shall love u ok? haha.today working with lynn and the new staff, gilbert.don't even feel like looking at him, he looks kind of pervertish.hahaha!oh yah. JayasS gonna enlist soon, this coming thursday.aww do take care hars. (:monday is never a good day for working.oh ya vacuum cleaner in the store certified dead the other day.my ulcer hasn't get any better, please get well.i miss good food.i want my ben&jerry ( dublin mudslide not mudslut )i want curry muttoni want steamboatfishball noodles,dumplings,ramen .__.i can eat them now but i can't enjoy. thanks to my mouth ulcer.double sighs.tmr is meeting day, another dreadful day.shall blog up all my overdues photos once im home!
isn't that adorable?
this too! omg buy for me these two cute little one
不知道该怎样表达自己的我, 用笑容来掩盖一切的事实
♥ Friday, June 6, 2008
when the time is nearer to closing, my ulcer hurts even worst than normal.i didn't like the feeling of having ulcer at all, but who loves! whatever it is.i can't enjoy food at all at anytime, triple sigh when it comes to think that we're having steamboat session after work..ulcer ruins my mood of eating and working.my mood seems swinging away due to it.i can't speak properly as it hurts if i start talking.aiya, that's rubbish i know. it hurts so badly.sales isn't as good as last week.i won't answer for the sales when nxt tues meeting comes.i gonna fall sick if this continues.i got the urge to eat lots of things.stingray, ramen, chocolate muffin, chicken biscuits, otah, spicy chicken wing, dumplings, ben&jerryall these, sighs i can't eat them at all.i must wait till my ulcer get well then able to eat this nonsense.sunday's gonna rain, my plan of going tanning tarnished! ._.and ya, the bruise on my knee getting better. oh oh ~i want to get well.(:
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I'm gonna blog like multiple post a day,as i'm not gonna be on the net almost everyday like how i used to.had lots of fun at home yesterday..my lovely mummy woke me up in the morning like 10 to accompany her out for breakfast.had our love fishsoup, though mummy queue for like 10 minutes?i'm now even closer to mummy now, no idea why.i love the way she disturb me when im asleep.the way she screams and yell at me when im home late.and the way she got so worried when i injured myself.she's my sweetest mum ever, no one can replaced. i promise to be your good daughter from now on (:i love mummy's company everywhere.she cleaned up the house ytd, supposingly i've to help but im so tired and fall asleep on the bed.she didn't scold, didn't yell this time.she knew, knew that i'm so tired this time round.mummy seems growing older, white hairs covering her coloured hair.i want mummy to see me grow up, i want her to see me get married, i want her to smile like how she used to,i want mummy to love me even more.and i believes, she's there always when im down.the post today is for my beloved mummy (:when im home, i shall upload the photos of me myself and my dearest mum!i hate ulcers, i hate mummy that she's didnt nag.haha im being silly.mummy smile so happily when i got her something.even if it's just a small little thing.
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Haven't been blogging for sometime.currently no photos to upload as everything is in my phone.things turn out the way i want it to be this time.late for work, i can't be bothered.sales is so bad, i don't wanna care.atrium next week, not my issue at all.am i being very irresponsible? i hope not.haa! i miss u ok? (:steamboat session tonight with ELC lovelies.i miss gossipping session!irfan, ming, lynn, juanna, reynan, sarah (: OMG i love you guys hahaha and lastly. MING stop saying im ah boy, you this ah girl haha
unlock my heart i miss you, i meant it.
♥ Tuesday, June 3, 2008
utterly disappointed and angry with this management.what did i do wrong to get this kind of treatment?! uhhsi don't wanna talk about it anymore, it's getting so tiring to mention about it.supposingly to meet up with baobei at 4pm, due to some manpower issue.I've to extend full shift, i hate it okay? It totally ruins my mood for working.my stomach not feeling very good, im like so angry just now that i ate like some hungry woman.yongtauhu with old chang kee : fried chicken wing and nuggets and i don't even feel full at all.isn't that rubbish? nevermind.today is with Mastura, hopefully things get better.im so so restless when i have to do full shift.it means 3 full shift straight and tomorrow im working at 9am for stock-in.things get even worst.aiyah whatever it is, i really kind of give up or rather can't be bothered anymore.tomorrow is ban's birthday 生日快乐 !!i'm sleepy, tired. enough means enough.
♥ Monday, June 2, 2008
oh yeah i totally forgot to blog about my retail therapy the other day.dashed straight to fancl to get my cleanse oil and to watsons to get my loreal' foundation (:everything is on sale now. GSS is love (新加坡大热卖!!)i get everything i want on discount price.hoho! i sound like an aunty asking for discount, but no choice right? I'm surviving with my own pocket money. I've the sudden interest in psp, i saw one new colour the other day.in brown (: oh lovely, can i have it without forking any cash out?i'm a greedy lady, greedy little one.how i wish okay. not as if im so fortunate all times.i've my pink ipod nano, contented.but ... okay, now having my lunch break.im feeling even more restless after my food.aww. can a monday gets any better than this ?just now there's a joke in the store.lynn insist of taking the feather duster to clean the bookshelves when she's sitting down on a blue play chair.and her laughters ._.haha. i'm getting crazy, 1 afternoon 2 posts.seems like today is the worst day of the week.i'm getting very very sleepy, no joke.i miss my working time at forum.with irfan(happyman and lynn.aww miss those days..i wanna tell you, i miss you like this much. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________yes this is how much i miss you. (:i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you
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ulcer on my mouth, bruise on my left knee.
i'm getting worst! walking limping every where i go.
everyday i'm dragging myself to work, even today.
i'm like so so tired, no idea why.
someone please be kind, don't torture a little animal like me.
ming is being so mean, " i treat you like a little boy that dressed like a lady "
* roll eyes * come on, im a lady of course, from one look can be seen lols.
today working with lynn, cool.
at least we chatted, hoping the time pass faster
because today is ...
M O N D A Y.
and lynn asked, why today im acting differently.
i don't understand either, monday is never a good day for me.
NEVER, i sweared never.
everything turns out so bad on all mondays, is either i lovemonday or monday likes me. duh. whatever it is.
im trying my very best to smile, to pretend im so happy on monday.
okay i'm leaving this company for sure.
i'm getting so tired of thinking of those idiotic people that ruins my mood every tuesday.
salary is the main thing im concern at, i'm just a senior yet i've like so many things to do.
including manager's workload, but someone else in this company getting higher than me while she has a manager in store. okay fine. i'm not being appreciated at anyway.
right? things simply dont go well anymore. im sleepy, sleepy little head. i need 15 hours of sleep a day to get back my old self thats like so hyperactive. just one day. one day of 15 hours straight to be back to normal.hopefully steamboat session on this coming saturday, aww aww i miss eating steamboat and i love eating steamboat, though i hate to sweat, hate to scald myself with those boiling soup.but its okay i still love it! tomorrow is meeting day, arghs i dislike okay.a sudden urge to eat ben and jerry now, sweet cream and cookie and dublin mudslide LOVES.i don't wanna and refuse to put on more weight, i can't afford to grow fatter.my aim 40kg, how i wish. stop dreaming candy, you can't be as slim anymore.i've been eating so much lately, supper supper nonstop.uber late dinner, double oily food.from now, please go on healthy lifestyle.swimming on thursday, i promise.
i miss you, i really do
