♥ Friday, January 30, 2009
What and how you gonna do to brighten the relationship?Been wondering?Actually what a man / woman wants is actually very simple.- Security and Happiness But somehow it seems hard to please just these 2 simple tasks..Men prefers not to be tight down so at times they'll do something which makes the other half a little too upset over it.Women that seeks for security. Obviously she knows that she needs her the other half to be around when she's feeling down or a listening ear.Probably some might disagree with it but overall it is this way. Women starts to wander her imagination wild when men suddenly treats her in a coldly manners..Wonder if the Men no longers in love with her?No longer cherishes everything?&Men starts to panic when woman starts ignoring every little thing.Wonders if she still remembers there's someone in love with her deeply?What if she fell for someone else?Tensions begin when there's is no trust in relationship.& the once sweet loving couple starts to drift apart as no communication between..So to those who are in love right now...Just a little thing could salvage 1 relationship..-> surprising the other party with little gifts.-> surprising by appearing, waiting for him/her to finish work.-> text her sweet messages at times do let him/her feels important.-> celebrates half-yearly anniversary-> sending flowers to her workplace to let her feel loved. ( woman only )-> Be there for him/her when they needs a listening ears.That's enough to be the perfect ideal partner for your the other half...Anyway, didn't really sleep a wink last night.to stay awake, i play blackjack with my dad and brother.i won some moola after that headed back rest for awhile and prepare for work.So now i'm a little too tired for work, today working mega full shift.Then tomrrow is my off day.So blog more!
♥ Thursday, January 29, 2009
Blog under construction.Thank you ! (:
♥ Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Fancy blogging 3 posts a day.I'm fine now (:Alot better, mood swings makes me a bad woman.A bad bad woman, throwing temper at someone which didnt even provoke me..Alright.. It's back like cloudy windy day for me..Work is alright.Just that both of my legs feel super aching.i feel bloated..which makes me no appetite the whole day. As well as yesterday (:I've craving for so much food yesterday..So Andy and Fabian goes towards my flow..I wanted muffin so much in the morning, right after i met them...We headed our way to Fish`n Co.Seafood platter for Fabian and Andy ordered warm chocolate cake for me (:WEEEEEEhow fortunate can it be?Fancy having everything i want yesterday.Watched Punisher with Andy and Fabian last night.Nice show kind of bloody ._.After movie, was roaming around aimlessly with them.No idea what to do, where to go next..First we headed over to Boat quay, that fickered minded Fabian wanna go Harry's but when we reached there. He changes mind..Second, we headed to Katong Ktv but it's not opened for business yet.Then suddenly i feel like eating Bak Kut Teh but also not opened.Super disappointed when i didn't or unable to get my cravings.... But can't blame..Both Mr nice tried their best..Then we settle down with Fly fly Wanton Noodles ( Fei Fei WanTon noodles )Nice~Then headed back to Simei for a little chat.Went a little emotional when talking about Mum with Andy.A shoulder to cry on, someone i trust on. (:He's there, i know (:Andy took jacket for me and then both of them send me back home.(:Oh yah, was online looking at some stuffs for Andy.hahaa!I know he will be looking at this post and will be like o_onevermind, you will know soon what is it.My lip sealed though...hoho ~Anyway meeting Andy up on Saturday soon.So hope things went happy for me.At least for Saturday, my mood will be better.okie dokie.That's all i wanna say...Finishing work in 20 Minutes time.Full shift tomorrow and the day after tomorrow!With tons of loves given (:loves,Candy (:(:(:
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No appetite for food.No mood for work.No more friendly greetings at work for this week.Just ignore me when i starts to talk nonsense...I tends to think alot this time.tends to laze around.needs lots of concern now.Im in a subconsicious crazy mood.unbearable pain, unexplainable feelings.will you know?will you understand?Not until you feel it.horrible!threw a little temper to Andy just now.felt a little bad.a little too bad ):I'm sorry..
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Happy CNY !Festive seems so lively but for mine.Things went so differently this year...Aunts and Uncle asking..where is mummy?Why things become this way?anyway, it's alright..Mummy is happy now with her life without any nonsense from anyone (: Anyway..Met up with Andy and Fabian for CNY.Andy's family and relatives are real friendly.haha!So far so good though..Then meet up with Fabian for movie..Inkheart and Punisher respectively...Reached home kinda late..Fabian drove me back home with Andy...Oh went out with Andy ytd,my shirt threw temper so we went over to Adidas to see if there's anything i wanna buy.The jersey i wanted, that store doesnt have so i chose a black adidas top and wore it on the spot.Thanks Andy (: (:Anyway lots of photos being taken.Give me some time, i will upload it for sure...I enjoyed myself at the end of the day.(:Thanks !with your care and concern given and supports all the time (:With loves,Candy
♥ Sunday, January 25, 2009
Have you met the sweetest people in the world?I think i did &I felt i'm the most fortunate woman in this world or rather the planet.Being a silly and drama woman yet the happiest one of all.Envy or dislike.who cares?I'm happy, at least i know that i am.Someone who really understands me, its enough..contented (:Anyway things come and go..Friends left footprint and go..I know i treasured and cherished all my friends.Even those that no longer in contacts, I didnt forget total about you guys.Just that i'm a little too cranky and too much happens lately.I'll be there if you guys need me! (:Anyway, i'm living happily... (:
♥ Saturday, January 24, 2009
Movie with Andy and Fabian yesterday!
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Debate with Andy for some reason while Fabian was so busy saying...
" why no cab!!!! "
hahaha.
shall look forward for next meeting! (:
Visiting during CNY to Andy's place probably So many nice movies coming up, I wanted to watch all! Will you bring me ?
shall blog later with photos (:
With loves,Candy
♥ Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Been so busy lately.Spring cleaning my house alone.Doing all laundry alone.Without mummy's help.Mummy is doing great.I know she's happier than before now.Alright..Met up with Andy at City hall .Headed to movie at Marina, Bedtime stories.We thought it will be a silly showbut it turns out to be a nice show though..After that Fabian came over so we chilled around in Marina for chatting session.都 Ohkay ah. (:Things is much more clearer now.No longer in the misty fog .No longer crying in the mid of the night.No longer enjoys gazing stars.I realised.I'd grown up.To a better and realistic one.I'm here to rant.So don't bother to disturb my life unneccesary.My life is much more beautiful now.Alot more.So i accept wishes from everyone.21st birthday, i shall see how things goes.(:Loves
♥ Sunday, January 18, 2009
Currently working now.So bored and tired..Roster changes,,Im working tomorrow and off on tuesday instead.Kill ME!Am i able to go tanning on tuesday?feel like going sentosa so badly.anyone wanna hit sentosa on tuesday?penguin still sleeping..argghhh~mad.shut up candy.work please!
♥ Saturday, January 17, 2009
Things always happen for a reason.Just like i cry cause i know i might lose things forever.For being lead on, why not i make the move first?By looking forward of the day, the day which only last for few hours.Like i always say.. beautiful things never last long.i cherished and i treasured everything...lost & found.broken & mended.everything is a circle.walking alone at times may seems utterly terriblebut when you realised that someone is there to hold you.blessed.beautiful thing can be this way, this beautiful (:okay lets get into topic of whats going on, on the 15th january.okay went out with andy(:to movie red cliff, throughout the movie i'm busy bullying people so didn't really concentrate on the movie itself.fair enough, if you asked me whats the story line about..i will replied like .. eh nice show!after movie went over to coffeebean for chit chatting session..andy's friend came over?then had a chat till late then i headed my way home via train.long long trip but psp-ed all the way while ipod-ing (:not long later, i Ko-ed after washing up.I'm too tired now.Mummy will be okay, as long as she's happy.i'll be fine too.at times...i need a shoulder to lean on too though i may look strong. (:thanks ! LOVES~~kbyebye [:
♥ Friday, January 16, 2009
So much so much happen to me these days.I'm trying, really.. trying to be strong.Cause i know i could do that, so no matter how unbearable the pain is..i bear with it with a smile.I pretends to be alright at work.I pretends to be happy whenever i goes.I pretend that everything is normal.till nowI pretend that i'm alright.I couldn't pretend that or even assume that i don't feel empty in my heart.I wants to cry but somehow there isn't any tears anymore.I ought to be strong like how people wants me to be.Everyone feels that i'm old enough to handle all these shits.Day time i'm still fine.Dislike the most still the nightfall..seems like i'm all alone all over again.facing everything alone.being a lonely one alone.i feel so empty, no one feels it.only myself.I may look very strong but i've my soft side.I tends to hide it just to protect myself to the extend no one really goes deep down to think..will i be alright? am i handling well enough?Am i tired by running all these all alone?will i breakdown all of sudden?Falling sick is another issue.Never been eating well lately, but i simply couldn't be bothered anymore.I'm tired.I need security just a little more.A little more concern these days.A little more of attention.A little more when im crying.im sorry, i ain't perfect
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Met up with andy yesterday for movie session.Red Cliff 2.umm okay lar nice okay..I shall blog later with my lappy at home. (:Byeeeeee!Loves
♥ Tuesday, January 13, 2009
5th day.Imagine 5 days, mummy actually left house for the 5th days.In a state of confusion..In one part, i wants her to come back.But if she does, she wont be happy.ahhh~ mental torture.Not really in a very positive mind while working lately.didn't really had much rest either.Especially yesterday, as i totally has no appetite for anything.I shut off every meal.Went over to Paragon to look for Michelle.After finishing up with paperwork issue, we actually headed our way to Coffeeclub.Michelle wanna eat cake and coffee.so i just ordered a cup of Mocha Java.please just kill me.I totally forgotten i shouldn't have take coffee with empty stomach.So there it goes, gastric acts up the whole night.Makes me even worst out of the worst.When mummy is around, she will do anything just to make me go bed and ease that pain of mine.but...i want her to come back home so badly.sighs!so i actually stayed up till 4am then i fall asleep.i woke up like 10am this morning for work.For these 5 days, it has been this way.either i couldn't sleep or ..no appetite for anything.Probably i will go mad then mummy will be back.ARHH~this is driving me so mad, so mad.out with jennifer last night and met up with mum.as usual, i almost cried.whatever shit, call me crybaby or mummy girl.So what?! i love her like crazy.then talk awhile she went back already...killer.I feel like slapping the one that quarrels with her.The one that promised once, to take good care of her.is it all a lie?suddenly i feel that...marriage is all just a lie.All those promises, saying will love each other forever till the end of the time etc.is it just for the sake of saying it?I have no faith in marriage...As well as relationship.I'm just afraid, things change after a long run.So now in the emotional state, i might do things unexpectedly.so just ignore me, let me be.dont pester me, i will just shut you up by cursing.im sorry everyone.i'm too tired for everything
♥ Thursday, January 8, 2009
Officially going mad!Okay, My desktop officially dies on me.hoho! means won't be able to blog or either uploading photos.My lappy usb port is faulty due to whatever reason.So just shit it.Working now.Alone once again in store.I'm going wah-lala!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~stop it, (:bye guys!
♥ Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I HATE YOU!yawns.Having PMS these days, have total no idea what's going on with myself.I'm being pissed over the slightest issue, can you just imagine? Being sensitive with every little words people said around me.Being irritated over the slightest mistake made.Being upset over for nothing.Angry with myself for being this and that.fish it! bukaixinbukaixin.Something is wrong yet i don't even know whats really going on.Probably i'm tired, probably i'm stressed out or even i'm too tired to face anyone.So just probably freaking just leave me alone, i dont wish to flare at anyone.Not even one person.bloody fool bloody arse bloody pigshut up candy!Just stuffed your mouth with tons of rubbish and fruits like grapes, bananaas, strawberries, mangoes.SHUT UP!i'm being difficult right now.i'm sorry whoever that have to tolerate with my nonsense, these days. ):Loves,Candy
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YEAH! My dad got someone to repaint my room as well as the whole house.Please, I need to be proud as my room was the first to get painted. I just don't want when i wish to sleep, the paint smell lingers (:Thanks daddy..Rose white colour ( : The whole house is in a complete mess! trust me.I won't be online till my house finishes painting! (:I'll be back!bye guys!
♥ Thursday, January 1, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! ! ! okay, Yes Man nice show!hopefully this beautiful 2009 will be a better year ahead at least for me & friends around me.Fireworks at Marina was fabulous ( :Beautifully light up the darkest night, though is a little human jam but everyone was happy!LOVE YOU PEOPLE!& celebrate advance 19th birthday for my dearest baobei fen (:surprised her with a bouquet of flowers (:shall blog once free. and upload photos once thing is ready!
