♥ Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I'm back like finally.Been really tired these days. So much to do, so little time given.So much things happen, so little time to hold on.So much of wishful thinking, so little time to take back to realistic world.I'm getting a little cranky, just a little.Period week, i'm like a little moody. I seems like i never get enough rest.Couldn't imagine if i able to rest for 1 whole week.hah hah! impossible! Met up with Jayass, Banny Nuxed and Keithlyn recently.they said something like " Why not you work at Giordano? "Myself : " huh? why? "Them : " cause nearer mah, so next time we comes and look for you.. you wont be waiting for us, but we will be waiting for you. "Myself : " wahahaha walked away... "They never failed to be late when they meet me, even i'm from novena to jurong. They're also late. * bows *I really got no idea what to do.In a sleepy, tired, moody state of mind.just kill me..):为什么爱上你的人是我 为什么一厢情愿的人会难过只要你快乐
♥ Friday, September 26, 2008
I want things to be normal.I do not want to hear anymore nonsense.I just want to lead my life without you nonsense people that ruins it.雷云盖明星更伤的牵挂那伤心原来没有时差
♥ Thursday, September 25, 2008
I hate working full shift.no mood, moodless, sleepy, tired and no mood.F.up totally.screwed whoever provokes. (:
♥ Wednesday, September 24, 2008
At times, I love flowers but somehow I hated it too.I love them, cuz' they're beautiful.I hate them, cuz' they'll wither.I love them, cuz' all girls love it.I hate them, cuz' it never comes easy.Today has been a hectic day for me.My body doesn't seems right, perhaps i've actually not fully recover from my flu yet.No mood to work, no mood to do anything, no mood to look at anything. I want to go on a trip please!Away and away from this tiring place that only makes me think of all sorts of unhappiness.I wanna fly away, right at this moment. now.Went over to Paragon and to office to submit all my paperwork.Then train-ed to Tanjong Pagar to wait for that Jennifer.waited for like half an hour, but lucky i've my psp with me. (:bomberman all the way till she reach and train back to chinese garden and dindin together. (:Home sweet home! I'm selling my Nokia6500 Classic away, Goodbye slim loves(:I'll be using my SE till it dies but i doubt so. wahahahaha!Tired tired, i need to shower.A little tired, a little not feeling well, a little missing, a little of everything.I'm babylove candy.Good nights.寒风经过院子里的枝芽也冷却了我手中的鲜花
♥ Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I'm back again! Met up Jennifer in the morning and trained to work together..
Been 8 years, seems like we have endless of topic to talk to. We love to gossip, i love to make her take photos with me. But somehow she entertains me too, so why not! She alighted at Tanjong Pagar and i continued my journey to orchard (:
Reached office for meeting, things went a little out of the way.. Had an arguement over the schedule, okay shit with that. I don't wanna mention anymore, somehow people don't understand a single word or explaination. Then to usual stuffs like no sales no sales, bad sales bad sales, how to hit target. After meeting, had lunch out with Jessica, Mable and Michelle and i headed back store with Syazanna (:
Busy and covered with tons of paperwork and like finally i finished at 6 plus? Been a busy day doing paperwork, it almost kill me. ): I brought work home to do, as i still need to print it. Just finished and i'm like o_o so tired out. Need to reach store at 9am tomorrow.. I shall blog more when my off day is nearer. Monday please come faster! (:
That's all ! Good nights love
give us the crown, gossip queen
stop it jenn!
we love the background (:
♥ Monday, September 22, 2008
TADAH TADAH!!!
It's like 1234567890 days ever since i blog up with photos. Few weeks back really hit down by the sickness terribly horribly. Like finally, i recovered!
Stomach flu is horrible enough, when it acts up together with gastric and flu really hit me real hard. So everyone out there, remember.. Health is always so important, i feel that i missed out lots of things when i fell sick. I couldn't eat this and that, i couldn't do this and that. I feel hopeless at times but luckly i have lots of love from people that do cares alot..
In store, i've Lovella and Gilbert to take care when i fell real sick. They've been very nice taking care of me though i couldn't rest at home with the MC. In store again, I've customer like Yvonne that really cares alot for me. She's uber nice, just as nice as Andrene. How i wish every customer are like them, beautiful loving mother (:
Outside the store, I've bunch of silly friends that do cares so much too. Thanks thanks ~ BOW! Let me name them out.. My Jennifer that been through the same pain as me but she's much worst, nuxed too thanks for the not-so-helpful flu medicine, jayass for the concern, ban for the concern, keithlyn for the concern. ahh ahh nice nice nice! Super nice people.. thanks for being there when i'm real sick (:
My Family. Mummy worried sick when she sees me vomiting nonstop, daddy bought nice porridge but i've no appetite. Little brother is being nice to me. I'm a family's girl (:
That dumb. Though he nags non stop, scold me for not going doctor but he still cares. THANKS dont worry u most nicest. hahaha. I got well, i want to have everything that i've missed for the few weeks.
I got well just because i've them in my life to take care of me. I love everyoneeeeee! (:
I'm not gonna blog anything regarding my current working life, cause it shits to the core. People do change, i didn't expect people change totally right after they got promoted. Don't practice what you preach? No one will respect you. SHUT UP arse. (:
That's all, i need to rest soon. Uber tired today though i rest the whole day at home! HAHAHA!
Some outdated photos below...
from pasir ris to jurong. empty
i'll bite.
i'll be angry and puffed
dreaming
i sulked and puffed.
smile smile
boredom kills
i'm human-eater
so is she..
twist and love
nice book
♥ Saturday, September 20, 2008
SHUT TOTALLY ! Respect. F.up.i've not changed.
♥ Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I suppose to post photos, suppose to blog.I'm like getting so restless once i'm home.It's kind of stupid though..No longer feeling pain in my stomach even with or without food.Hiak Hiak!But Mr Flu bateria attacks, I'm down with slight flu now.I got so much that i yearn to eat, so much that i yearn to do.I couldn't eat the food i want to eat now, not until i gets well.I wanted to go for tanning, no tanning until i'm fully recover.Sigh and another big sigh!I want to go on leave, I want to go on a tripI want to sleep my off day away, I want to snuggle under my blanket whole day.I want to meet up with Jennifer for dinner, I want to eat fishball noodles from Bukit MerahI want to eat Meesoto from Bugis Tong Seng , I want to eat Chicken Mushroom Noodles in TongSeng. I want to eat Bakerzin Chocolate sinful cake, I want to have many moo-las!I want to rest.I want to be strong now.
♥ Monday, September 15, 2008
Diagnose with Stomach flu and slight fever.Imagine i didn't even know that i'm actually running a fever.Sigh..This can't continue, i might just go bonkers..My blog seems utterly wordish, when i'm at home i'm too tired to on the computer and post photos. I promise.. i'll post more photos when i get well.Slept at 9pm yesterday and woke up 8:30am today morning.it's like thunder storm around 6+ in the morning?fall back to my bed and took another few hours of sleep.took med this morning before my unfinished breakfast.seems a little better only.I want to get well.I hate stomach flu, it cause me alot of troubles.I don't wish to faint for nothing.I don't want to feel like whatever i eat will have to vomit out.Is ridiculous.Sigh!I want to go sun tanning so badly. ):I want to watch movie badly ):I want to eat mee soto now ):I want to sleep sleep! ):I want to want to so much things..I want to go home too.Kthxbye.
♥ Saturday, September 13, 2008
As for now, i've nothing much to blog.Bad friday night, rainy saturday morning. Gastric didn't just go away, simply refuse to.Big sighs for everything that happens.I will be more tactful while handling with my emotions from now on.that's all for Saturday, i suppose..
crystals simplify hope but broken crystals simplify as sadness
♥ Friday, September 12, 2008
Sudden thoughts came running through my weeny mind.People tends to miss or cherish things that they already lost.They tends to think of the things and people they mistreat once.And they forget the ones that around them currently.Human brains are dumb.Even for their hearts.They prefers looking back to the past rather than cherish or treasure the present.Dumb Dumb Dumb DUMB human beings. (:3rd day of serious gastric.it doesn't seems to get any better.however, how i wish this will end soon.I want 24 hour plenty of rest.I doesn't want to think of any other thing anymore.300 days! yawns. i'm sleepy, in pain, tired, heavy eyelid. I shall post photos either today or tomorrow.I'm on full shift tomorrow..So good luck!
♥ Thursday, September 11, 2008
Is it normal rashes or heat rash?Itch like no one business.gastric turns out very bad now, every now and then i'll feel the sharp pain till i can feel that anytime i would just faint away.I already eat on time, no spicy food.but doesn't seems to help, i don't want to go to the extent that i've to visit hospital.That'll be the last last things i want to happen.Big sighs!My rashes itch even worst when the night came, when the weather is so bad.how i wish this will go off, is terrible enough.I don't even have the time at home to blog about all this.it never goes away, it haunts me terribly. ):itch itches itchy!gas gastric gastrictly ):no such word but nevermind.I don't like the feeling of having gastric, it seems to be haunting me every minute i move.horrible and miserable...sigh!I'll be alone in the store till 4pm today and michelle, ramesh, raymond and brand manager will be visiting the store, hopefully by then i look ok.If not i'll be like deadmeat, i might be transfer to Paragon which i doesn't want to.I love United Square, transfer me away means i'm not gonna stay.that's all bah.i wants to get well.i need to go on a trip still.i did not want a hospital stay right now.(:uoyssimibmud (:
♥ Monday, September 8, 2008
It's super tired.Candy is super tired, sleepy..I'll blog and upload photos after work tomorrow.NEW LOOK for the whole store, god bless everyone!Thanks Raymond for coming down to help in changing.Thanks Gilbert and Love for being there to change as well.Thanks to myself for being there and being smelly smelly sweaty sweaty ! Wahahaha!Shits to that brand manager for not coming down at all.Last but not least.uoyssimiemevoluoy (:kthxbye.CYA!
♥ Saturday, September 6, 2008
Full shift Full shift Full shift !Now i'm alone in the store again! Imagine i put it across like AGAIN?That show how horrible can it be, sigh sigh sigh!Before lunching, i walked pass Bakerzin.Can't imagine what I've seen.Sumatra cake ! OH MY GOD!It looks super heavenly tasteful? Sighs I couldn't get to eat it at all.Now the sales is bloody bad, i couldn't do anything to help up the sales.Kind of handicapped? Whatever it is!HAHAHAMy sudden craving is back..Sumatra cake from BakerzinMocha FrappucinoSteamboatMango puddingMooncake, green (:Mooncake with double egg yolk and lotus paste!Ice chocolate Everything of my cravings are so so too too fattening.I'm trying to loss weigh, hopefully im back to 43kg.If not i might just throw my weighing scale away!Tired.tml afternoon shift, and probably a nightjob coming up.Monday full shift.God bless the me, the tired me.KBye!
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Alright alright. I'm just here to upload some photos. Not much recently. Tml interview at 1230! I need to rest and get my best tomorrow! Wish me luck everybody!~
simple things does make me smile.
i ponders and wonders
heaven never stop crying so do i.
♥ Thursday, September 4, 2008
Third day of Full shift, is no joke alright.Tomorrow off and Saturday is one more full Sunday is Afternoon.Monday full shift and Tuesday off.I'm a little tired out this time.So much things happen, way too much.I will not be blogging about what happen exactly.Just hope that things get better.Already confirmed with Samantha Sim that i'm going for tomorrow's interview at 1230pm.Hopefully if they interested in hiring me, i would love to try it.But i wanted to join Giordano too.In a state of confusion...Giordano - Retail Apparel, thats what i've been doing.Cisco - Sales production, it not a total office hours but something different?Readers any comment? I would love if i could do both!HAHA! then i'll be getting both salary..of course i'm sure Cisco will be paying me more than Giordano.Stress level sure higher than Giordano.I don't know I don't know.See how after tomorrow's interview.For now i just want to get things done in ELC.This coming Sunday, layout change.Hopefully not gonna do till next morning.I dont know what will it becomes if i gonna work nightjob and next day i'm on full shift!HAHA!I went out with a pair of irritating puffy eyes again, i put lots of makeup and more on my eyes of course to hide the puffiness in it.Now i'm left all alone in the store, Gilbert off work already.No customers that's why im here to blog a little.No pictures yet, not this few days..As when i reached home, i already dead tired.Moreover i have no interest in doing anything after work.That's all.Bye and Fo.
♥ Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Sales is alright today.Wasn't as good in the morning, sales comes in only when Adrene and Chloe is in store!YEAH, they're here to seeeeeeee me and visit me again.Chloe is much more behaving today, unlike yesterday being difficult at all times.Adrene bought a top for me from Max and Co.She asked Chloe to pass me the present.Aww. so nice of her right? I'm like going this way O:haha happy. anyway thanks for being so nice.But, i wasn't smiling as much as how i used to.I shall blog once i'm home with the photos i took today.okay bye.you ain't here.. hopefully things get better.a hug can mend a broken heart
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Today was too restless to go to work.I don't have any idea why, i dragged myself out of my bed when my mum starts to nag at me for snoozing my alarm away.bath and get my body out of the house.with my swollen puffy eyes, however i put tons of make up to cover but my eyelids seem super heavy. I'm not gonna blog any other things other than more general issue.Oh god, i actually have suicidal thoughts now.I know it's stupid and silly to think of, but that's what i'm thinking.This week is full shift marathon week, wish me luck.I don't want to break down at this moment, i know i can't afford to.If i ever break down, i might never wants to stand up anymore.I sees myself worn out by my work now, Layout change this sunday.I just made some changes in the store with Gilbert.it almost kill the both of us.It's like in a super big mess.And it's only 1 category done. I got 5 more to go!Hopefully the sales get better too.I'm too tired to type already.but i refused to leave out anything and regret later.big sighs.kbye.
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Something isn't right today. Went up for meeting, announcement made. Jessica just walked out of the meeting room after announcement made. Is ridiculous though. But none of my business, so who cares. Let's congrats Michelle ! Assistant Area Manager! hopefully things will get better.
After so much dramas during the meeting, it ended kind of late this time round. One person disappearance making and wasting others time. Irresponsible and immature. Rushed back to store as Love is alone there, hungry and tired. When i reached the store, I saw Adrene and Chloe! Oh gosh, Chloe rushed to me and give me a hug. That's so nice and sweet hars? Adrene actually waited for me for hours to go back store, it's so nice of her. I really loves this customer and cherish them.
Adrene shopped awhile till Chloe being difficult by crying non stop when she's being put back to her comfy pram, no choice adrene have to bring her home. She bought me and love snacks from Bakerzin. It cost almost 20 bucks for those snacks. (: nice customer hard to find though.
Was in the store whole day, busy and stressing sales figure. Cracked my head till i really couldn't able to think of what to do and i informed michelle that the sales is so bad. I ended work only 9:30pm today, i'm so restless. Train-ed home, called up that silly a few calls but didn't able to get through so walked home from Chinese garden alone.
Reached home and waited till now. Perhaps I'm being too sensitive, i felt lonely at times too. What can i do? I couldn't do anything. I'm so f. tired up by my work, trying to balance my time for this and that. I really hope this busy period end soon, i might not be able to handle so much things and emotions at one go. I don't want to break down for nothing, i'm tired. I'm sensitive, i'm emotionally unstable, i feel like crying. I couldn't hold back my tears. Things seems to be my fault, perhaps i'm just not good enough. I tried to behave like normal, actually inside me i felt really lonely at times. I don't wanna say much, i don't wanna because my post being so emotional that causes troubles and quarrels. I'm just upset, i've not enough time for myself too but i'm trying to make time for you. That's all i got to say.
I'm sorry if i'm not good enough.
things couldn't be more beautiful.
Love and myself, we're just too bored.
i gets super restless.
♥ Monday, September 1, 2008
Hasn't been blogging for 2 days? I'm like so busy with work, going out with all my lovelies and my bored life.
Saturday was a full shift. Something happen and i wished that i could just stabbed the few of them to death, but luckly i hold back. They're such a disappointment to me, so be it. I'll be nasty and unfriendly to those ungratful human beings.
After work, Keithlyn came and look for me. We strolled our way to Cineleisure to meet the rest of them.. We late lar of course, hahaha! Met up with Banny, nuxed and jayass. Went to Kobayashi to have my din-din (: This time round i skipped my chawamushi though i really tempted to eat it.. Kbox session! Sing sing sing, Laugh laugh laugh, shiver shiver shiver.After that home sweet home, basically everyone fell asleep! We're just way too tired.
On sunday, I met up with that Silly dumbdumb and his brother at FarEast for Ramen Ten (: Oh god, that's like super nice place. Super Spicy Ramen, Spicy Beef Ramen and Spicy Chicken Karaage Ramen + 3 CHAWAMUSHI. Oh god, it's super super nice. (: Walked around FarEast plaza but nothing catches my eyes. We headed to LuckyPlaza as i wanted to buy something for myself! Yeah, I got my perfume. Not Miss cherie Dior, is the sweetest Paris hilton (: and estee lauder blusher!! bought a jeans for that Silly dumb i snatched and pay it so is consider i BUY for him. haha! i'm such a nice nice girl...
We headed back to Far East Plaza like 5pm? Again, i bought my Watershine Collagen, Maybelline lipstick! YEAH! I'm like happy like nobody business. But another thing makes me real upset which is i have to go back to work ): Headed back to United Square and starts to do stock-taking, it's like super sick when it's off yet you need to work. Work work work, count count count, number number number till 1am in the morning? Cabb-ed back home, bath and sleep! KO!
Today i'm off but i'm like sorting all the pieces of paper together to do a report for the stock-take. As for gilbert will be working as hard to change ALL the pricetags in the store. I started my report at 1pm and only finishes the report at 5pm. I took like 4 hours to finish it. Total number of items 4200 pcs. O_O alot hars? by the time i finishes my report my eyes went ._. That's all bah. I shall take my dinner later, i'm so reluctant to move away from my comfy chair.
Bye!
Undefined
Sweetest love
I wanted to laugh
ICE CREAM! KOPI-C ECSTASY and CHOCOMARSH! (:
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