♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Back for more ranting and some photosas my blog getting very wordy..i'm a happy woman.a chirpy one too (:i pressume i take things easier now compared to the past, which oftenly i tends to contradict myself.i love dessert, sweet one especially black sesame (:
my fav store for now.
lost & found plushy
adorable (: things can be so beautiful at times.however, too beautiful till it doesn't seems real anymore.
♥ Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Know what?My regular in gap came to elc today!oh my oh my~so much to catch up with her, her son grew up.bought a shopping trolley from me (: and she rushed back to work.how good~have like regulars all over.not much appetite today.drank coffee in the morning.took lunch but ate only like 1/4 of it?nasi briyani ._.its so fattening, though is chicken briyani.aww aww~ o:after lunch, i felt sleepy as usual.pay is in.got so much thing to pay.i wanna go sentosa so badly. ):bring me bring me.
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What a Tuesday can be?How worst? Starting off with a sleepy face ._.Usual, i dragged myself to work today..nothing much either, just hope that the time passes faster today as tomorrow i'll be full shift again.Not much events recently, means my blog is getting dead.please anyone, brighten up my boring life.it's august, august is perfect month for tanning..wanted so much to go sentosa but hopefully mr sunshine will be out this weekend.if not i'll be utterly upset.and also able to find buds to hit sentosa on weekend. (:i'm labelled as les ._.okay i love peifen. (:yes, 王佩芬.i want to sleep, now (:I got so much thing to get this month..my make up blusher, masks, clothes.drop some moo-la to me now. ):oh ya, i think i slim down..my face not as round like months back.i'm trying so hard to reduce my burger cheeks.i never like burger cheeks, as people tends to pinch it like some baby face.famishedi can slim down! i can make it! So stop saying " Candy~ you're fat ._. "Candy, why become so fat ._.haha! no more. 40kg here i come (:meeting up with baobei and snow next week.like 12345678 months didnt really meet up and shop and gossip.i wanna eat ramen, i wanna eat steamboat.but i'm afraid to be fat.no more additional fats :gd byes. If I walk away and just let you leave, you'll be stuck in my head like a melody
♥ Monday, July 28, 2008
I took a nap when i reached home.till mum came back and wakes me up, which is like 8pm?dragged myself to hospital with mummy and brother ._.home sweet home after that!on the phone with fish just now. (:tomorrow another full shift day, hope things turn out good!lastly..dumbx2 you got me still! (:baobei - i'm always here. o:你默背为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配
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Sufferings over!Finally (:No more sudden mood swinging, regain appetite but i still need to control my diet.Monday, supposingly is a blue blue day.but,i'm half shift today. Yeah! Means i can go back early to sleep.yes, sleep sleep sleep.I can never, i mean never get enough of sleep.tends to get sleepy and restless easily, so i need the beauty sleep of 12 hours a day now.No meeting tomorrow!i'm like double happy, don't have to stress myself regarding reports.I think i'm half giving up this store, don't ask why.slowly i know, i'll be leaving. heh heh!August is a bad month ):cause lots of birthday parties coming up.means i'll have to save up more moo-la for myself. heei wanted to go on a trip.any short trip will do, i wanna leave singapore for the time being!bring me bring me! haaa~ (:i wants to be the happy woman like how i used to...yawns, i'm waiting for the time to pass faster..2pm off i go home. not staying more than a minute after 2pm.hopefully pay comes in on Thursday (((:ciaos.5th aug - dexun's
7th aug - junsien's
16th aug - dad's
16th aug - lynn's enagagement
♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008
i'm emotional unstable today.don't ask me.i'll just slap the hell out of you.to hell to management! :Di've to be hardworking to look for job!
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My appetite is getting bad each day.tends to skip meals, but no on purpose.As i really really don't feel like eating anything..Getting very emotional almost everyday.Time passes even slower than usual, i'm not behaving like myself.Don't ask me why, cause i myself don't have the answer for it. (:I must be nasty, nasty to united square staffs..have been too nice to them, nice till the extend that they not listening to me anymore.What to do, a senior to take care of it.i couldn't be bothered but .. nevermind i won't let it affect my personal life, is a promise to someone.a Saturday, i'm working full shift.i'm dread tired.restless, sleepy, moody. moreover im feeling arse-blue.blue is a NO for saturdays.i must put on the biggest smile even how reluctant i am. ):it's tiring to pretend, i hate pretending.i dislikes, but what can i do?cheer me up anyone? ._.notes for my loveliesbaobei fen - hey hey i'm here for you to talk okay? i'll listen to you if u need me, just like when i needed you most.. you're there... (: LOVESsnow - the one that always crack very very chilly joke that makes me and baobei couldn't take it but to laugh loudly. don't stress on studies! and thanks for always being there for me (:jennifer - hey, that's my lovely sister who claims that she's utterly pretty and sexy always infront of me ._. 8 years, please make up your mind! i'm here too, and been 8 years listening to my grumblings etc... remember next year birthday present "burberry wallet ok?"sup group - you guys never fail to cheer me up either, chill out if everyone is free ._.though a little impossible but no harm trying hars! (: sweeeeetest.dumbo - you best okay? HAHAHAA no quarrels . LOVES
♥ Friday, July 25, 2008
Someone mentioned before,life is ever so precious.once, i walked in and came out from the door of life and death.I cherish my life better than anyone.no one can break my life apart, i meant it. no one.tragic heart-breaking story - true story.girl meets boy.boy say loves girl forever no matter what.both fell in love, two years.girl tied down by career.boy upset,girl being confused..girl broke down, after she say let go of boy.boy tried to salvage and hold back girl.girl is being paranoid, insist and walked away.months later..girl regretted, but too late.boy lied saying that still loves girl.boy fell in love with girl's friend at the other moment.girl suffered another breakdown, trying so hard to let it go...till the day when they got together.boy came back.saying still misses girl, misses those thing they did.the time they spent together... but couldn't let go of current girlfriend.boy doesn't want to be unfair to her, chose to be unfair to girl.boy asks girl to be friends with boy's girlfriend.girl broke down..she never imagine that boy can actually want her to be friends with boy's girlfriend.boy ask girl to find someone who will makes her happy,girl merely say " okay, i will find anyone who comes into her life."boy " i just want someone to take care of you and bring u happiness "girl " i'm not you.. you never understand.. you're being unfair to me. "boy " i miss you "no reply from girl anymore...girl broke down.third time, she couldn't take it anymore..she decided to leave, somewhere where the boy will never finds her.since boy couldn't decide who to be with.girl left...without a note..girl can only see the boy that she loves deeply loving someone's else...nice story huh?(:cherish someone before the person is gone... I PROMISED!I LOVE EVERYONEESPECIALLY SOMEONE SPECIAL LIKe YOU!
♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008
i'm a little cranky today.
a little, a little too much.
i meant it.
baobei thanks <3
i appreciate everything, especially being there when i needed you most even though you're so tired. (:
jennifer ((:
someone that never fails to be there even how busy is she.
super heroine friend of mine, quoted best sister. snow (: appreciate everything you and baobei did! " i want to take money "
sweet o honey.
best person to rely on, (:
no quarrels please.
I LOVE YOU !
._. candy
♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Got a brochure from Fancl :I need to buy Aqua repairing mask, facial washing powder.I'm totally not in the right mind today.period just simply ruins everything.no mood for chatting, no mood to talk on the phone.no appetite for dinner, body aches like no one business.both legs seem swollen, my face seems burgerish.stiff shoulders, aching foot.i can't smile, even trying so hard to force myself.sighs.things won't get better till the day after tomorrow, hopefully. ):
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period week.i'm getting very emotional.moody, tired and sleepy.i'm trying to smile so badly today,but the pain just stop me from smiling naturally.):why woman must have periods?god please let those men feel how a woman feels every month.torturous week of the month. ):
♥ Monday, July 21, 2008
SLIM DOWN PLEASE CANDY!no more macdonalds.no more late night fishball noodles.no more fried chicken.no more chocolates.no more fattening cakes.no more junk food.1 month, i can slim down! ideal weigh 40kg, blessed!
♥ Sunday, July 20, 2008
I wanna let go of the store.it's tiring.they're making me so worn out.i can't even have peace on my off day, its no longer the same as before.no longer. how i wish Juanna still around.at least i can depend on her, i won't feel disturbed on my off days.receiving calls from store/office when resting on off days, its the worst thing that can ever happen.if the calls come after noon, i still might be able to take it.but my phone starts ringing in the earliest morning.seems like i'm working 7 days a week.can't even let my mind rest for even 1 day, what is this?call me even for the slightest issue, don't understand.is he useless? or he refused to learn anything?I believe that i will breakdown one day if this continues.i've utterly so much to handle at one go.might as well dont hire him, suppose to hire him to lighten my workload but doesn't seems like.nevermind. i already give up,i shall wash my hands off.then he'll learn. (:gd bye. don't say i'm heartless to leave thing for you to do.no more quarrels, esp for work. o:
当我说我要你从此好好过是真的 否则我怎么肯放手
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Eat 3 meals a day.No meal after 8pm, no more chocolates.more fruits.i WANT to slim down.i meant it.give me 1 month, i'll be how i look like in the past.please i need motivation from everyone.Don't tempt me with chocolates and heavy delicious meal. (:46.5kg right now..ideal weigh - 40kg. HERE I COME~~~~
♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008
Things doesn't seems like going the way i want it to be.more work, pay remains. more responsibilities, no increments.more stress, no encouragement.more effort in running store ALONE, no appreciation.be more hardworking, no staff welfare.Perhaps they could hire another person to replace me, i don't bother.Everyday dragging myself to work.Everynight must think of work.I can't even sleep in peace! shuts.No one needs who to stay to hold this store, they'll look for more staffs to replace the old ones.slowly no longer.break free all this, i need a break.a total break for all this..i envy juanna, she's resting at home.sighs!it's not saying that gilbert couldn't help, moreover he's a guy.he's not responsible for the store.i think i've to slowly push everything for him, to make him have the responsibilities for the store.as sooner or later, unitedsquare outlet will goes to him.Who knows, he will do better than me.I'm gonna not be lazy, start looking for a job.i wanna go back fashion retail.i made the wrong decision in the first place to come into toys.it's so politics, or maybe is the company?i couldn't say much.complains from customer, bosses refused to believe in staffs.they never even bother to listen to explaination.all they do is, starts to pin-point.i don't wanna bother. i'm trying.i don't wanna go meeting, no longer.i don't wanna see them at all, please.i don't wanna stay any longer, promised.i believes in myself, i believes that i've the ability to run the store alone.i believes that i used to have a strong team, management force them to leave me one by one.slowly i believes, im leaving.SHUT UP, you this brain damage people ._.i'm upset, over everything at work.
♥ Friday, July 18, 2008
weird weather.i'm feeling cold, adnormal.i wanna run away.run away from this company...it's way too scary!one by one, leaving. terminated. demoted.i will never be able to take it if things happen to me. i swear! i'm going away for 2 days! means no blogging. back for more!please see the link below for hand-made tees. ITS utterly adorable. place order fast (:
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Just 1 store credit kills me totally.$289 store credit. SIGHS!don't talk to me now, i might just kill you (:i wanna go for a trip, i mean NOW. NOW THIS MINUTE.FLY away (:gdbyes
♥ Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I know I haven't been blogging.I'm super tied down with million and zillions of things!Alright~ Sunday i got myself super tanned, self-proclaim goldenbrown and red.Hit Siloso beach with my lovelies..labahlabah, arby, shidah and cardi.prepared food for ourselves, got home cooked maggie goreng! bread, tunas, crackers etc..started off with tanning session !Everyone jumps down to the water happily, scorching sun.BEST for tanning lover! That's me. [:I'm in the sea for almost every minute, under the sun almost every second.Result is out.Golden brown, in pain my face.:Went for dinner together and home sweeeet home!deadmeat but totally fugly enjoying myself.Monday ._.for emoing but i'm so busy doing my paperwork. busy till 8pm then able to rest for awhile! Tuesday :Meeting, sighs! complains from customer..i wonder how long more can i hold!met up with baobei and snow at cck. baobei was super late, and super hungry.we ate at food junction (:curry chicken noodles for me and snow.baobei ate curry yongtauhu but she's not full so we keep feeding her our food!roam around cck for awhile and we headed home.oh ya, i went GapCentrepoint.oh my oh my got news that Winnie quitted! what a news. okay nevermind. thanks yongkang for saying me fat when now i couldnt fit into kid girl top size L, XL and XXL. utterly upset.means i'll have to slim down before wearing cute and beautiful clothings.Wednesday which is today! nothing much...Thursday, tomorrowgoing SDV for stock-take.Friday, the day after tomorrow.WORK WORK WORK.Saturday ((:Meeting my most special one!That's all i wanna type.i'm tired.can i go home? it's only 7:41pm.i think i'm dying.
♥ Sunday, July 13, 2008
Sentosa DayI'm golden brown now (:Shall blog after tomorrow regarding details,Busy busy day tomorrow. i never want things to go this way.
♥ Saturday, July 12, 2008
It has been utterly long ever since i blogged with photos hars?!I found my usb, guess what? TADAHS!!It appeared suddenly on the floor, or is it there all along?maybe i'm blind, cause i panic mah! nevermind.. i found it at last.this whole week has been rather tiring for me.Atriums, store, stocks etc etc..Seems like everything happening in this week.Sales has been bad recently, it got worst when the atrium is back.The volunteer "operation-in charge" for atrium united square turns out useless?Doing things half-way, half-hearted.That makes everyone pissed off, whatever.If you gonna volunteer to do something, please make sure you're doing the follow-up - not waiting till when things cropped up & then you decide what to do. (:Oh ya,chloe got the present i bought for her.She came to the store today, aww she's still so adorable. (:Juanna gave birth to baby Junior. (: She's officially a mummy now! I'm gonna call her, Aunty Juanna from now on. [:Ban enlisted, Rui enlisted & so is Alex ! Enjoy the stay in Tekong...I'm tired, tired tired and super utterly tired tired tired.Being restless.Set-up till 2 plus in the morning, Full shift for the next two straight days, & 3rd day i'm morning shift. Uhhs.I'm getting very heavy eyebags, and tiring arms & shoulders. It's time for me to take a rest.Good night all (:
That's what Hanafi done!
I'll never look back.
We love Hancock
My Girlfriend (:
Lovelies (:
I love the way i am [:
Thanks, I love it so much.
♥ Monday, July 7, 2008
Stanley,斯丹利 haha! Happy 20th Birthday, 生日快乐! (:ummslazy to blog. some sentence will do.cardi 你是猪 ! arhs, i'm way too sleepy.too sleepy for monday.tml will be busy meeting day, WHATEVER. craps, thursday atrium. please bless me.
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new week.it's monday.i loveee monday.whatever it is. nevermind [:my blog is getting very wordish.i couldn't find my usb, been missing for weeks.utterly sigh!!!today is the worst, having runs for like 3 times in the morning?awww!okok some profound sentences will be up, suddenly thought of a few.-people come and go, they never stay but i do cherish.-they sweared and lied at the same moment, that they do love me.-having so much to say, but watching you walk away.shutup kid.you're no one to judge me.oh yea? :\cardi, spi, zenn, abd & spook new new new team. ooshhh! (:movie movie movie.oh yah i watched hancock.willsmith is so just so hot! WHOOM! (:watch it and rate it yourself.we rated 10/10 !!hahaa. i love hancock (:im so lazy to type.okay.. people that i misses darn so badly..1) baobei fen <32) snow (:3) jennifer limmmmmmmmmmmmmmm o:4) labahlabah *hoho5) sweeeeeetestttttttsthey brightens up my bloody bored life(: loves.
♥ Saturday, July 5, 2008
gobble down one bowl of fishball noodles & crab claw onstik from oldchangkee.what's this?i'm angry and pissed thats all.let me be, if not more trouble will be created.shut uphaving MCs on saturday ruins my plan totally.whatever the reason is, i'm still fugly upset over it.imagine, things planned nicely but ruined it over one MC.don't talk to me, i'm sure will go crazy again over it.don't ask me why am i still at work when scheduled finish work at 2pm.don't remind me that i've plans after work, nomore RUINED.don't scream, i'll f*** you whatever shit, i cursed and i sweared.don't be an ass to teach me what to do.don't provoke me, i'll let you die on the spot.don't argue with me, i slits your bloody neck.i'm fugly not in the mood.someone please ..cheer me up.make me smile.but i doubt so.i dislikes, working in elc ruins everything.bloody hell o:chicken ramly with cheese&egg w/o
♥ Friday, July 4, 2008
ramly ramly ramly burger ( cheese & egg awws~ ) o:jersey jersey jersey (:tanning tanning tanning! can i get all these in this week? utterly sigh sighi'm restless, tired, hungry but no appetite.oh ya, did i mention my jaw is fully recovered?!no more pains when try to open my idiotic mouth lols!but no more next time for unbearable pain from lock jaw.awww i will feel handicapped though.sigh again, my appetite getting worse day by day.seeing myself slimming down tremendously week by week.shall blog once im free again,by the way my usb for my nokia, gone for good ! :(receiving gifts is lovesbut receiving overwhelming gifts are horrible.
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been so many days since i blogged.i'm getting very very lazy these days.got news just today, claiming that next week there's one united square atrium sales for elc.uhh whatever, what a last minute decision made for this.i rushed like no tomorrow while planning roster.heavy eyelidsheavy head.i refuse to do anything, i never stop yawning at the very moment when i stepped into this store early morning. uhhs!sentosa on sunday (: woohaa! oh yeah that day finally met up with my baobei and snow.been WEEKS didnt meet up with them.met them at 330pm at novena (:first thing i saw is baobei standing there looking over at my side, then smiling evily at me ._.* hugs * ((((: xoxo umms trained down to orchard to start looking for chloe's belated birthday present, went polo lauph but couldn't find the design that i saw online..nothing catches my eyes..went to paragon, guess kids to look for more ideas.finally decided on guess kids ( light blue denim jumper dress ) awww isn't that cute?just imagine chloe wearing it.then walked to taka for our dont know is it dinner or lunch as it's already 5 plus.CENTRAL - not very fantastic food but very expensive.food there is very normal, the very first time and last time for me to visit there. thumbs down.then went in Mango as they're having GSS (:saw so many tops and tees but nothing catches my eyes.im fugly not in the mood for shopping at all.baobei and snow got themself a tee but in different colour..for myself, went out of Mango with nothing. ._.went back into taka then bought myself 2 striking colour BRAs.aww finally i got something! then ban and * miss secret at taka too.so went over to look for the both of them.part with baobei and snow,left with me and ban and miss secret (:aww BAOBEI mai jealous, i love you hor (((:then trained back. ((:im so sleepy now. can't take it.i need KOFFEEEEEEE o:need some sun. please pray that the sun will be out on sunday (:
