♥ Sunday, January 31, 2010
I wanna say out loud, it's all about you now.
Not pretty sure will this be the new chapter for our lives however I believes that for now you're one...
The one that makes me feel that you are the one that will be able to give me the happily ever after & the happiest family ever...
No doubts, we had our ups and downs too...
I dislikes being left out by you totally when you're reading comics online, playing your online games and your psp ._.
Those fights we had, those terrible quarrels, endless tears from me, cold treatments given by me, you never let me go.
I loves you ♥
monthsaries, still counting ...
Labels: Alvin, happiness, tears
♥ Thursday, January 28, 2010
Thanks to that patient's white folder cause a deep papercut on my finger that bleeds non stop and I could feel my pulse beating in that open wound!defined dumb!
Anyway Dad injured his little toe while at work, and I insisted that he should go hospital as it's quite a big wound. However advices being ignored. He said that after I cleaned it for him it should be okie.He trusted my skills ._.
Umm.Alvi'n coming to stay over due to don't know what reasonlols!I got a bandaged on my finger ! ):
With loves,Candy
♥ Tuesday, January 26, 2010
21st Jan 10 (Thursday) - Met up with Keith over at Jurong Point to have dinner and played with Potato for few hours (:22nd Jan 10 (Friday) - Surprised by Alvin at my doorstep when I just woke up like 12pm, and cooked... Acc me to Tamp to meet up with Buddy Cardi for dinner and prawning session...23rd Jan 10 (Saturday)- Surprised Alvin by his doorstep and spent the day together and had a big fight. Ran away, that scene that haunts me. Had a nightmare, ended up crying. Falling asleep feeling exhausted and heartbroken.24th Jan 10 (Sunday) - Met up with Evan for Thai Express (: & ToothFairy Movie @ Jurong Point.25th Jan 10 (Monday)- work, eat, chores, dramas & sleep
26th Jan 10 (Tuesday) - work, eat, treat from Dr Keith * Starbucks, dramas, tears drop, chores & sleep
That's how I spent my weekend.I know, I shouldn't summarised it. However I will blog when I have the ability of healing my broken heart (:With loves,ColleenCandy
♥ Thursday, January 21, 2010
The distance apart.The first priority.The truth that hurts so badly...That's reality
The only thing I could ever do is, slowly moving away from what that could hurt me be it physically or mentally.I feels the torments mentally right now.Pretending that I'm total fine with this treatments.
I'm not asking for a total return from whatever I choose to give.Just need a little being appreciated and most importantly a listening ear and a sensitive mindset.Probably I'm asking way too much for it, or rather pinning hopes in a total mission impossible (:Tell me, should I just simply ignore or continue to be the most silliest creature in this world.
The clown that cries, Jester (:
♥ Wednesday, January 20, 2010
A bad start for the day.By running Hand clinic with Jesmin.WHAT THE HELL!Whole day alright? Initially I thought she's not as bad as what others mentioned about her.Now I know...she slacks, bullies her very own assistant which is me today &she throws all patients for Medical officer to see however allows her doctor to rest and chat with her!What the fuck.When i asked her ïf she could help bring some back to see, she replied " NO, cannot.. "So my replies to her was ..."fine then, dont see (: " & i walked away from that bloody room
Shits at work, who can really shares my burden and hears my unhappiness?I hate it !I feels like crying now.
♥ Monday, January 18, 2010
It's just you & me
(:
marked every 17th
♥ Saturday, January 16, 2010
How do you spend your weekend?
However I spent mine lazing around doing nothing but sleeping and getting upset over every little thing. Yes i hate it.
Period makes me an annoying girl.
The one that throw tantrums at everything, the one being most unreasonable.
Who can tolerate this nonsense of mine?
I doubt anyone could.
I tried to control my temper.
However it fails when everything just doesnt go my flow, not only when is period week.
Basically I gets upset or annoyed whenever things doesn't flow the way I wants it to.
Raining makes things worst of all.
I hates it when I'm crossing the road half-way and it starts pouring & got fugly drenched like some tard-nut.
I dislikes when I reached home got nagged by my Aunty for nothing when I'm feeling upset earlier on with some issue with Alvin.
I slept through the whole afternoon till 8pm & woke up ate my dinner.Online, chatting happily ended up being ruined totally by some stuffs mentioned by Alvin.Thanks ):It totally ruins my whole weekend once again.I felt useless at times, as I couldn't control my heart for not being upset with every little thing mentioned that hurts...Whatever shits, I will just have to get over it and done with...Life's like a rollercoaster (:I hate Sundays!I will be home the whole of tomorrow ):Being left out totally, ruined and upset...Arghs, totally no idea what the hell am I blogging now.Rubbish!
Anyway I watched " The spy next door" by Jackie Chan!Niceeeeeeeeeee :DOkie, there goes my weekend.
I shall let the photos to do all the talkings
...
After work @ Tan tock seng Hospital
Thanks Hooitiang for taking this photo for me.
pardon my swollen eyes.
Killer that broke my heart
Can't blame, crying for 3 days results to swollen eyes
Fat angle ._.
Cuddle teddies & monkey!
♥ Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Holding back those unnecessary tears.
Those words from you, can be as hurtful too.
♥ Sunday, January 10, 2010
I WANTS TO WATCH THIS!
bring me to movie, will you? (:
I promised to be good!
Arghs!
Feeling so reluctant to go work tomorrow.
Time passes real fast when it comes to weekend!
Hate it!
Hope there isn't any monday blues (:
i need lots of chocolates & muffins now!
blog more when there's any event this coming week!
Loves,
sweetest
