Work is never easy if people don't give any chance to prove urself. Mistakes made at first attempt yet no comfort words but pricking ones is being heard. Whats the point of having such a work life ? People always telling me not to give up in this job, yeah i indeed cannot give up.

Why? Cause the staffs there really nice to talk to . Especially Anthony, although he's always making fun of me but i know he meant well. Siti always there to cheer me up with her voice but good try ah. Perhaps im being too sensitive? I can't stand people who nags at me and when im trying to get things done but sadly to feel unappreciated. I don't wish to mention any names cause by now i'm freaking numb about it. Everyone makes mistakes but why never even think that if you yourself make mistakes will you be so harsh to yourself? I know this time round is my carelessness but i can't take it is you're being fucking harsh okay? Everything im doing is for the shop but the way you react to me is " OH you have to do it " FUCK okay?

I ain't taking much pay but i willing to do . Provided the "someone" willing to give people like me a chance to do even after mistakes, some comfort words to hear .. NAH i had enough. Perhaps
retail is not really the right job for me or another words. THIS company is not the right place for me. Management really sucks big time, can't really take it. Making me feeling very reluctant to go to work every morning. - WORST PART. ( it means i don't feel like working anymore ).

End of that saddistic job. But no matter what if i gonna leave, i'll be doing everything nicely before going off. ;) That's all ~

Life is never easy, without a goal. I'm nothing