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Monday, October 1, 2007

Full shift again for today..
i don't know what goes into me today..
i kept on stuffing food into my mouth.
i'm too numbed to feel full today, perhaps my mind isn't on the right track.
i laughed loudly, ate like 12435676 meals.
but i felt so upset still... i knew that something bound to happen.
i didn't expect it.

my mind is in a whirl.
simply feel like stabbing myself and lay myself dead on the floor.
mentally so tired .
the sound of my heartbeat is fading away very slowly..
slowly i can feel that my laughters and smile is fading away.

about to go to work.


where'd u go..


i'm beginning to doubt what's forever.
i just wanna cry alone tonight
withdrawl symptoms

at 00:30