I admit i'm one.
i want no commitment.
Don't ever ask me to make a promise to commit myself, cause i know
that i'll surely break that darn promise.
In the past, i'm contented with even a smile from you.
But not anymore..
I don't wish to have any commitment to anyone so let it be alright?

Force is not going anywhere,
it only makes me loathe you more (:
Dont send me messages to ask me got to be happy always!
You jolly well will know, i'll be affected by ur message.
But why are you doing it now?
I wonder, why are you always contradiciting yourself?
or am i contradiciting myself? (:

Years back, i seen myself the toughest road.
been through it all by myself, you weren't there at all.
you took me for granted yet i believe in whatever you said.
you lied that u loves me, when i knew you're lying yet i believe.
i'm far too silly to love you. I promised to wait for you..
until the day i let go of that darn promise, you came back with ur lies to hoax me to believe in you.
You seems so angry or pissed when i'm with ur best friend.
You deserve it by not cherishing.
But i know you don't even appreciate the slightest things i've done.
I feel that i can never get you out of my life,
stop haunting me like you used to.
I ain't someone that you need love and come to me.
I've feelings. respect me would you?

I knew i'm happy.
This period without you, i seems more chirpy.
So let me be alright (:
I want you to find ur happiness but i'm sure you already did.

Long post.
just something of how i feel.. (:
pardon me