♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008
Things doesn't seems like going the way i want it to be.more work, pay remains. more responsibilities, no increments.more stress, no encouragement.more effort in running store ALONE, no appreciation.be more hardworking, no staff welfare.Perhaps they could hire another person to replace me, i don't bother.Everyday dragging myself to work.Everynight must think of work.I can't even sleep in peace! shuts.No one needs who to stay to hold this store, they'll look for more staffs to replace the old ones.slowly no longer.break free all this, i need a break.a total break for all this..i envy juanna, she's resting at home.sighs!it's not saying that gilbert couldn't help, moreover he's a guy.he's not responsible for the store.i think i've to slowly push everything for him, to make him have the responsibilities for the store.as sooner or later, unitedsquare outlet will goes to him.Who knows, he will do better than me.I'm gonna not be lazy, start looking for a job.i wanna go back fashion retail.i made the wrong decision in the first place to come into toys.it's so politics, or maybe is the company?i couldn't say much.complains from customer, bosses refused to believe in staffs.they never even bother to listen to explaination.all they do is, starts to pin-point.i don't wanna bother. i'm trying.i don't wanna go meeting, no longer.i don't wanna see them at all, please.i don't wanna stay any longer, promised.i believes in myself, i believes that i've the ability to run the store alone.i believes that i used to have a strong team, management force them to leave me one by one.slowly i believes, im leaving.SHUT UP, you this brain damage people ._.i'm upset, over everything at work.
