♥ Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Today was too restless to go to work.I don't have any idea why, i dragged myself out of my bed when my mum starts to nag at me for snoozing my alarm away.bath and get my body out of the house.with my swollen puffy eyes, however i put tons of make up to cover but my eyelids seem super heavy. I'm not gonna blog any other things other than more general issue.Oh god, i actually have suicidal thoughts now.I know it's stupid and silly to think of, but that's what i'm thinking.This week is full shift marathon week, wish me luck.I don't want to break down at this moment, i know i can't afford to.If i ever break down, i might never wants to stand up anymore.I sees myself worn out by my work now, Layout change this sunday.I just made some changes in the store with Gilbert.it almost kill the both of us.It's like in a super big mess.And it's only 1 category done. I got 5 more to go!Hopefully the sales get better too.I'm too tired to type already.but i refused to leave out anything and regret later.big sighs.kbye.
