Something isn't right today. Went up for meeting, announcement made. Jessica just walked out of the meeting room after announcement made. Is ridiculous though. But none of my business, so who cares. Let's congrats Michelle ! Assistant Area Manager! hopefully things will get better.

After so much dramas during the meeting, it ended kind of late this time round. One person disappearance making and wasting others time. Irresponsible and immature. Rushed back to store as Love is alone there, hungry and tired. When i reached the store, I saw Adrene and Chloe! Oh gosh, Chloe rushed to me and give me a hug. That's so nice and sweet hars? Adrene actually waited for me for hours to go back store, it's so nice of her. I really loves this customer and cherish them.

Adrene shopped awhile till Chloe being difficult by crying non stop when she's being put back to her comfy pram, no choice adrene have to bring her home. She bought me and love snacks from Bakerzin. It cost almost 20 bucks for those snacks. (: nice customer hard to find though.

Was in the store whole day, busy and stressing sales figure. Cracked my head till i really couldn't able to think of what to do and i informed michelle that the sales is so bad. I ended work only 9:30pm today, i'm so restless. Train-ed home, called up that silly a few calls but didn't able to get through so walked home from Chinese garden alone.

Reached home and waited till now. Perhaps I'm being too sensitive, i felt lonely at times too. What can i do? I couldn't do anything. I'm so f. tired up by my work, trying to balance my time for this and that. I really hope this busy period end soon, i might not be able to handle so much things and emotions at one go. I don't want to break down for nothing, i'm tired. I'm sensitive, i'm emotionally unstable, i feel like crying. I couldn't hold back my tears. Things seems to be my fault, perhaps i'm just not good enough. I tried to behave like normal, actually inside me i felt really lonely at times. I don't wanna say much, i don't wanna because my post being so emotional that causes troubles and quarrels. I'm just upset, i've not enough time for myself too but i'm trying to make time for you. That's all i got to say.

I'm sorry if i'm not good enough.

things couldn't be more beautiful.