♥ Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Today just isn't my day at all.
I kept myself as busy as possible so i won't be distracted by everything.
Including looking or even staring at the phone or got so tight up with the phone whether is there any messages or miss calls.
I may sound silly but that's what i've been doing the whole of today while working with Lynn.
I've thought things out, i know this isn't getting myself anywhere.
probably i'm way too dependent.
In everyone's eyes, i'm the strongest person.
I don't need anyone by my side, but you're wrong.
I'm the one that needed the most attention and concern.
I'm so sure and confident that he will be the one that holds me till the end (:
though we got back together not very long but somehow i feels that the feeling between us is so so much like we've been together for a long period of time.
The assurance that you've given me makes me feel as loved.
I'll try to be the ideal one, the one that understands you the most.
The one that stands by you no matter what happen.
The one that take care of you and loves you no matter what happen.
The one that make you smile (:
This relationship or this path i chose it myself.
I believes that you'll be the one that take cares of me, loves me, being there for me and walking down the road with me till the end (:
So much to say too much to promise.
In a few years time, when the time is right. Commitment will be made by then from me to you.
You're the one that i wanted so much all along, only that the both of us realised it at our later part of our life which is now the beginning of everything.
I wants to share every of my little happiness with you.
I wants you to know how i feels about you all these while.
I wants you to realise that all i want is only you.
I wants to be the one that holds you till the end sharing all your happiness or sadness together.
I'm willing.
For now onwards, my commitments for you begins.
To be the most understanding silly girlf of yours.
To be the one that holds you.
To be and the only one that stand by you.
To only have you in my heart, the only person that i'll think of.
The only one that i misses everytime.
The one that loves you like there's no tomorrow.
Baby...
You made me a stronger person.
Though at times, i'm behaving immaturely yet you still as forgiving.
Still the one that wipe away the tears that rolled down my cheek.
The love you've given me is more than anyone in this planet that could give.
you've given me your full assurance that regains my confidence in myself which it went missing few years back.
You brighten up my life with all the colours (:
Thank you so much baby for every little thing you've done for me.
I love you (:
Yours truly,
Candy