♥ Thursday, March 19, 2009
It's gonna be a marathon week for myself as well as baby (:
I gonna be working throughout the week till next week then able to meet up with that Mr Andy.
I dont know what i will become, probably will be so so tired to the extend that i didnt even wanna step out of the house.
Something happen to me today, got so so upset and angry.
I just bottled everything to myself then just sit my 1 hour break away fuming super tensed up.
Baby was so busy that i didn't even want to disturb by calling him up just to tell him what happen to me.
But seems like he could feel that something happen,
received calls from him after my breaktime.
I felt so so much better after hearing his voice over at the other side of the phone...
I calmed myself down, no choice i have to.
As what baby told me, this is work.
We just got to swallow all those nonsense down..
I miss those times..
I miss him piggyback me when im too lazy to walk.
I miss when he just teased me.
I miss those silly things he've done for me.
How silly can i be?
The quarrels make the both of us realised how important and how much we care for this relationship.
How much we trying to put in this relationship to work things out in a better manner.
How much he meant to me or either how much i meant for him.
No matter what i do, he's always there to hold me.
I threw temper, he will be there holding my hands and hug me tightly till i calmed myself down.
Many asked me..
Meeting up once a week, am i used to it?
Initially of course not, i'm just like some normal girl which is so so clingy to him.
However, slowly i realised that when we meet lesser.
The misses that i have for him or rather he have for me is much much more than anything else.
We'll be so looking forward to meet up even for 5 minutes.
I'm so glad that i knew he's trying and working towards our commitments in future.
I could see clearly how are we gonna build our future slowly...
Things happen for a reason, fate bought us back after years...
We cherished each other more than anything else.
I've a million things wanna do for him,
however the only thing which i've done for him is to fall deeply in love with him.
Say i'm mushy queen or drama queen.
Relationship bounds to have obstacles.
Not saying that for this relationship for me and andy is a smooth one.
We do have our rough patches too.
Things turn out even better as we do actually knows what the both of us are looking at...
Down the road, i'm no longer candy.
I'll be his mrs tan... the only one (:
Okay, the penguin's fish is tired.
Fish promised that she will do anything just to make this relationship works well &
never ever let penguin's hand off. She will never let penguin slip out of her life just like the past.
Fish wanna be with penguin and walking down the aisle with penguin, spending her whole life allowing penguin to hold fish's fins.
I love you, i meant it (:
sidenote : Baby i love you this much !
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just as much as you do (:
