♥ Wednesday, June 17, 2009
I was blog-hopping earlier on.
Stumbled upon Sharon's blog entry, was like laughing and smiling when I read about C :o
Sharon was someone I get to know through Andy...
Though we only met once like 5 plus years back? Still can picture her imagine...
Long hair in uniform and is a vainpot! Haha it's a compliment okay? (:
I refused to talk or rather write anything about my past relationships, as it doesnt really makes my mood a happy one. Rather it might kind of ruin my mood of the day.. I'm so much to hide at a corner to think back what's happening in the past and thinking how blankful is my mind when i thought about my future!
I've no idea what's going on and what the other party actually wants. So i rather sit and wait. I knew I should not behave like this, however its meant to be?
Friends come and go as and when. Now i feel that " loves come and go just so easily ? "
I cherished almost every little details that happen to me be it in my daily life or rather my love life, it's just afraid that one day i think back i might have regrets. So basically i grabbed on every little chance to everything, even the slightest chance of getting back together with him. Holding that very little hope keeps me going at times.
A few things which can keeps me away from thinking way too much ...
1) Hanging out with Jennifer .
2) Endless nightlife to make me super exhausted to even think
3) Reading books or novels, Yes i'm reading once again.
Elaborate more one by one...
For the number 1 - hanging out with Jennifer consists of late night supper, late night chit-chatting, strolling from place to place, at times might even be staying up over at my place for drinking & pillow fight over at her place. (: Just a phone call away. Thanks my stupidest girlf (:
For point 2 - Endless nightlife. Yes, i clubbed more often than usual. Just lately tone down a little due to fever and flu. I clubbed till dawn. Then headed my way to eat don't know is it supper or breakfast then back home off i sleep! Don't keep asking me if i drink alot, YES I drink alot. I still can be damn sober after awhile. Somehow immune to alcohol (:
I love my party khakis, recently club with thomas, Mr C, Jennifer of course. At times with Jude, Nicolas, Adrian and now lesser with Ephy. Pretty nice feeling, get to know alot of people through Jude and in club. Lately get to know Sean? (: A nice chap though, anyway he look like Wang Lee hom! Jennifer and myself agrees to that! & also Darren which now he's in Taiwan. Just flew off last night at 130am... Safe Journey!
For point 3 - Yup reading makes my mind wander off from thoughts. The thoughts that cause me tears and more tears. At times without books, i can even hear the breaking of my heart. Isn't that horrible? So those who cares about me, buy me more novels ! I love mystery and horror stories!
That's how i've been leading my past 2 months life. Can you imagine i no longer cries when someone just mentioned like " eh you know i saw him at club ? " or " he's living like normal without you " I no longer cries, as i know no matter how much i cry, things wont be like before or back to like before. I've to face the fact and harsh decisions made, i've to accept all those unwillingly. It's a no choice situation for me now. I won't cry doesnt mean I no longer care or bother. I still wants to but somehow things restrict. Like i say, i'll wait.. wait for miracle to happen on me. lol! I know its absurdhowever just so me to believe that miracle will happen...
Okie enough of my hetic lifestyle lately!
It's so gonna be July! Yes! Means more meet up for my lovelies..
Upcoming plans will be meeting up with Winnie, ParisJoyce and Huimin for Steamboat session and as well as clubbing session! Jennifer should meet up with them, they're hot clubbers lols!
Lots of birthdays coming up too...
Soon, i hope i can get my gucci! Haha~ i would be so thankful if anyone willing to buy it for me as a surprise lar? lols! How i wish! impossible...
It's a kind of long post though, just that my blogging juice is overflowing! lols!
That's all, i've a mini surprise for ANA later!
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