♥ Saturday, September 12, 2009
Edited post, previous post i'd rant here i actually removed it.
Anyway it's the 12th like again?Supposingly agreed to meet up for chit chat session or so, last minute cancel and waited for few hours without any calls.Though it's no longer important, however not knowing why i still agrees on waiting for no reason.Hahaha!That's hilarious right?
I know I know, when my friends get to know this.All starts to yell at me being dumb.Whatever lor? I thought so what, initially just a meet up for chat session what.Just like Ms J told me " you put hopes aren't you? " Yes i do, pushing all appointments to accomodate, that's how silly am i.Anyway chances and hopes are illusionary or rather not reality.We walk towards future not turning back and walked back into the past.Sounds confusing? Or am i convincing enough to everyone?
Let's summarized everything now.He will always be the someone special for sure.Can't be sure if one day i will be able to find the one that loves me.By then, i'll choose the one that loves me rather than the one i love (:However like what I've wrote, he will always be someone special.Nothing else, as long as he's happy.I'm glad and contented (:Goodbye!I need to sleep sleep sleep!
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