♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009
This song pretty meaningful (:
I used to listen to it everyday after the previous break-up itself.
& that point of time.
I felt that it's all my fault for not being understanding.
Probably it's true about it?
I'm not good enough as always, somehow people just thought that i am.
& expected the Candy to be super independent and not as emotional and sensitive.
(:
Once, i let go of something which i regretted most.
twice, hurt as much.
thrice, disappointed with myself all over again.
How foolish can human be?
Choose it and regret?
I no longer wanna feel that way anymore.
Is either i choose to put in all my utmost best or would rather not doing anything.
What it meant by commitment?
Answer me.
Is commitment being said out just to please one person or really meant it?
Hahaha I no longer have the beliefs cause it's no longer important.
As i seen the cruelty of this realistic world.
No such thing as happily ever after.
No such thing as marriage can last.
To me, marriage is graveyard!
Such negative thoughts right?
Can't help it, I had been this way for months.
Negative views towards everything, however i do have two thinking at one go at times.
Anyway this is a very random negative entries from me cause today is feeling rather lethargic!
hee!
Good bye and wants the person that i care most to be happy (:
为什么你要离开我是不是我又做错了什么我们在一起经历了那么多难道你已不爱我心好痛你要离开我是不是我付出的不够多曾经爱得那么真都付出所有到最后还是我一个我没有把握你说过你只属于我现在你却对我说我们没有结果幸福来得太快来不急琢磨原来那只是一场梦为什么你要离开我是不是我又做错了什么我们在一起经历了那么多难道你已不爱我没有我你会不会说其实你还一直深爱着我原来所谓的爱情是这样脆弱现在只好安慰自己说别太过执着现在学会了放手默默接受你作出的决定因为我相信你有你的原因我会埋藏这个结局怀念着你
* wants you to be happy like before (:
