♥ Wednesday, July 7, 2010
I realized that I hasn't been really rant about every detail of my life for quite some times...I gained and at the same time I loses things and people whom are important to me.
I would actually prefer to gain lesser so I won't have to lose people around me.
Stopped drinking for quite sometimes, however club only when there's occasions like birthdays or special events or rather gathering...
Working life now seems to be rather dull at times when thats all you can do at work!
Arghs!
It's like repeating everything all over again and again and again...
At one point of time, one of my colleague look at me and tells me ...
" Candy why do you seems to be rather happy even for the most annoying patients you got? "
I replied " at times we do not even have a choice to choose don't we? "
What to do!
This is life, the one that I couldn't choose for...
However I have one that I can choose, the memory that belongs only to me.
Friendships, the one which is the most important cause a decade of bond is there however I know now things are different... Everyone moves on, you claims that you changed however I felt that I'm the one being stubborn and struggling against myself with those issues that happen.. Well, I can't do much either Just SMILE! cause to me you are the best girlfriend I've got for these years as without your support I wouldn't have grown so strong.. You taught me and bring me to see the reality... (: I miss clubbing and drinking with you! Thanks woman!
Family, my mum is a darling to me & you... Yes, you are my the other family too.. My temper and nonsense is ever changing, probably I should change to have a smoother route to my the other half of my life spent with you.
Nothing can compare, every little thing that happen or rather passes by my life will leave a footprint thus I could have the slightest memory about them.
That's the most important thing in life, without memories I wouldn't be here either...
Argh! Im so tired right now...
Feeling very tired, stiff shoulders and LBP again?!
LBP - Lower back pain
Hahahas!
Tatas,
Nights
