This sentence just make me totally feel like dying.

I know I shouldnt be so unreasonable that wants you to accompany me when you have to be at the wake.

However I rushed over from home, reason being why?

Cause you said we couldn't meet today which is Friday and hopes to see me on Thursday instead..

What did I get by rushing down despite having bad flu?

You arriving home only at 11 plus at night when I was already almost deep into sleep.

Next morning hoping that you could at least wake up and sent me down to work as thought that you might feel bad of the night before... However no?

I was fumed, disappointed and mad at myself...

Not you cause why? I HAVE TO BE understanding at all times to you especially this period of time.

What's worst?

I asked and told you how I felt...

You made it as if is all my fault for actually rushed over and expect you to come back early to accompany me?

Who is the one that wants me to accompany?

Okie fine, its alright.

What did you say after I told you what happen and how I felt?

"too tired to feel anything."

You totally shut me off by this sentence.

What am I?

I felt so much like a toy or a rag doll.

I tried so much to be there as much as you wants me to even if you said ultra harsh and hurtful unnecessary stuff to me that I felt total like a bitch.

However you only look for me when you got no one to turn to.

I wonder, who am I to you

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I gets tired too however did I even say a single thing like this?

I doubt so.