♥ Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Everything seems not right either.
God mummy sudden passed away, i'm handling it alone.
Mind went blank after that, lost of appetite.. I'm going it through alone.
Lost the will of building future and dreams due to cold replies. I'm at it alone.
Probably, marriage isn't my type of things to do (:
No longer building big dreams, not wanting to deceive myself in dreams.
I need to be realistic.
I don't see my future, how could I even build dreams?
I gets restless and tired.
I ain't perfect, and never will I be perfect.
Bye.