Lately been in a daze on and off...
Therefore it resulted to me feeling rather quiet and emotional.
Don't ask me why am i behaving adnormally, its the real me.
I think a alot
I think too much
I think over the extreme
I think things will not go towards my flow
I think i will die by just over thinking of everyone instead of myself.

I keep quiet doesn't mean that i ain't happy.
Is just that i chose not to talk to prevent more misunderstanding.
Is worst at the night, I will feel like crying yet couldn't...
Just like yesterday I rang him up and kept quiet however my tears are rolling down and my heart is breaking apart.
No idea why, i'm just going through this shits at night lately.
I'm trying to keep myself busy in order at night i wouldn't have the strength or mind to even let myself get upsets.

I'm at the state of going into depression if this goes on...