Not knowing the reason either. just like the break up.

Everything came so sudden...

I'm silly or rather stupid enough to message him in Facebook asking for the reason when I jollywell knows that he wouldn't reply to it...

Everyday hoping to log in Facebook to see his reply, how silly!

Anyway, there's lots of thing I wanna say however too much restriction.

I rather not risk it...

Zay is nice but I shouldn't be so selfish.

Whereby my heart still holds someone so special still, why make another person feeling miserable when knowing the truth that actually I hasn't moved on either?

Awaiting for something that I will never ever get to know the truth.

I only wants you continue to be my friend then I'll be able to know if you are happy or upset about anything.

Didn't you say you just wanna be friends?

Why when I comes to the term of friends and you just walk away again?

I tried so hard for the past 6 months, I knew we are impossible to be back together.

I just wanna stay as friend to know if you are alright.

Isn't that hard right?

Why just push me away? Making me feel that i'm all unwanted again.

Fell sick, thought I recovered as do not want to stay home thinking so much.

Headed to work and was sent home due to badly unwell.

2 days mc, means I have the ample time to be real upset about this incident.

I always cry when I'm having fever, this time round I cry even worst cause knowing the fact that you refuse to even be a friend.

What did I do to deserve this?

The one I love most pushing me away to the cliff yet I'm willing...

Everyone thought that I'm alright just because I smiled and claimed that I'd moved on.

I hasn't, why do you even believe that I am?

When I myself couldn't believe myself either... I didn't move on at all...

Standing at the same place, not moving and refuse to move.

I do not know if you will see this post or no longer logging into my blog.

However I wanna tell you that I'm still here hoping for the best of you.

Take care,

uoyssimI, nivla 90020171