♥ Thursday, September 29, 2011
Anyway been real tired, sloughing my heart out at work.
Realized I should stop putting effort, like what Dr Sia told me.
The last person to get appreciation from is Sister karen.
LOL
I agreed, I only need to know that my surgeons appreciate whatever I've done!
I'm late for work today, sigh.
Is this a sign that shows I'm showing the symptoms of pre-leave mood?
Hahaha!
Anyway bye.
Nothing to say...
Get well soon, you know who I am referring to (:
♥ Monday, September 26, 2011
This is only for you, yes only you.
You are the best thing that could ever happen to me, 谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路...
Now I really moved on, hoping that my next relationship will be a better one.
Will you give me the utmost blessing just like how much I hope you can have your happiness?
Lastly, thanks for being the one that loves me wholeheartedly.
171009 (: My most beautiful love
休息是为了走更长的路
你就是我的旅途
都是因为你 我一直漫步
想要跟你一起走到最后
但我遗失了地图
谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦
爱到深处才会领悟
好的事情 最后虽然结束
感动十分 就有十分满足
谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
痛 是以后无法再给你幸福
好的事情 也许能够重复
感动时分 就算纷纷模糊
不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
爱 是为彼此祝福
♥ Tuesday, September 20, 2011
七个月的今天你对我说放弃所有曾经很努力的感情和爱情...
你是否问过我的意见吗?
你就自私的做了决定让我没机会挽留你...
♥ Monday, September 19, 2011
Look at the title, just so short period of time to official 7th months since you chose to let go.
I know I shouldn't be looking and counting down the time, it's silly! However it just came into my mind...
171009 whereby the love begins
it ended 20022011, perfect.
If only I could just pretend nothing happen there and then...
I ruined my own happiness.
RETARD Bitch lols
Bye.
♥ Sunday, September 18, 2011
Congrats to you getting your license!
(:
I couldn't wish you like how others...
All the best
♥ Thursday, September 15, 2011
Mask therapy!
Off work only about 8pm then made my way back home with Co.
Stagnant working environment, with never ending of politics...
Seriously wouldn't know how long more can I tolerate all those shits at work given by unnecessary or not important people at all!
Tsk!
Life goes on, spoke to WT about it.
He's seem rather pissed.
anyway I don't care.
Especially to those that NEVER supposed to have my attention, they took me for granted!
Hopefully work gets better, prays hard though.
Praying for you too...
207 days, How have you been?
♥ Sunday, September 11, 2011
Been staying out more often lately.
Meeting up with great pals that actually known for 15 years!
Feeling great and so perfect.
Especially with Andrian and Allan around, they just wouldn't stop me from behaving like a little girl and got so pampered when they are both around!
I remember on thursday meeting up with Andrian for dinner after work.
He picked me up at work place and we headed to ION for dinner.
Once again I felt so princess!
haha then headed to meet Allan up for chilling session
Yea I know it's Thursday!
But no one drinks, my life is getting better I guess?
Friday met them up also, including Saturday!
On and off when I starts to look around at the night sky, you came into my mind.
The numb pain is there still, missing you becomes so routinely.
Is this good or bad thing?
I do not want 1 day, I stopped missing you.
I know this isn't what I want, however is what you hope that I will stop missing you.
Contented, just on and off looking out for you sees if you are doing great.
I'm contented.
Just wanna say I'm still waiting
♥ Monday, September 5, 2011
So glad that he added me back in facebook however msn, nevermind.
Must be contented
Last night was such a torture to go through...
All of sudden flashes back, and when I looked up at the sky my tears just flows down my cheek and my heart feels the pinch.
That's how much I misses you and the pain of missing you increases every time...
I cried till I fell asleep and woken up with a heavy heart.
Zay woke me up incase I overslept as I took sleeping pills before all that happen.
Had the beautiful dream, was that you in it?
Tell me I'm not dreaming last night.
I saw you in my dream taking care of me when I'm ill...
It seems too real to be a dream.
I don't wanna wake up by anything.
Headed to work with heavy heart, telling myself I need the day to pass fast in order to head back home...
Sorethroat is back again, thanks to that dumb doctor that did not prescribe anti biotic for me the other time!
ZZZ
This is bad, period plus throat that sores kill
Worst, it's only MONDAY!
I have 5 more working days to go!
GRRRRRRRRRS
I miss you, will you know?
♥ Sunday, September 4, 2011
I wouldn't want to move on if he continues to avoid me or just do not wants to speak to me.
I meant it...
Sacrificing my happiness, yes you worth it.
I believes that I don't worth anyone, like you said once that I'm not worth you staying for me.
(:
fml fml fml
♥ Saturday, September 3, 2011
Been almost 10 years or more that I last met up with my primary schoolmates.
After movie headed down to MW to look for them.
As usual, got lost in the midst of searching for the place, Allan came by.
It's Derrick's birthday!
11 years for exact! Derrick and Yanling are now together!
Still the same for the rest, other than Ben the rest is single for now.
No one changes, Andrian still as funny!
We chatted awhile while Andrian insist to take a self photo of mine.
Reluctantly agreed on!
Had a group photo and Andrian sent me back before dropping the rest down at Jurong.
Fun but something is lacking!
When Andrian ask "Hey why didn't bring your boyfriend out?"
My mind went blank and replied "I don't have one..."
Everyone just stare and went blank.
What so surprising?
7 months back I'm happily in love.
I got dumped that's why.
Forget it.
Tata.
♥ Thursday, September 1, 2011
I'm glad, I ended things fast enough...
Zay and me still remain as friends!
Both of us think the same way.
It's not the right one, and I'm not ready either...
Headed to meet Ms J for dinner and went to find Boh over at his grandma's wake.
Can see he's rather depressed... Hope he is alright!
I want to see the old happy Boh that always smiling!
♥
Why decide everything for me?
You know I would do anything just to make things back to normal.
I would, and I did...
No one should decide on anything on my behalf, I have the freedom to choose and to hit and fall right hard, that's my decision.
I might be wrong however I know that I tried so hard once...
